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My mum is going though her second cycle of chemo, and she got back her CT results and she actually has no cancer cells left in her body! Yay! Also if TO EVERY ENEMY see's this blog I just wanted to say you are also my favourite person! c: <3

Haven't done this in a while *_* my amazing best friend RS has spurred me into action, hopefully there won't be as long a wait between chapters from now on :) it's a bit short, the next will be better, promise :p ~GS xo

I don’t think I dreamt. Maybe? I don’t know, there was something about Fred Weasley and explaining the concept of soccer, trying to say it was like the muggle version of quiditch… Whatever it was, it was pretty cool.
As I started waking up, I realised I wasn’t leaning on the table anymore. I was slumped sideways on the cushion of the bench, my left arm under my head. My juice was still in my hand but it wasn’t cool anymore and the veranda outside the window was cast in shadow. I guessed it was around three in the afternoon.

Am I the only one who thinks Franks new style makes him look like Gerard? Like legitimately I thought he was Gerard and I'm just like Frankie why!?! Why confuse me with this?? But yeah that's all I wanted to know..
Thanks for the song/band suggestions I found most of the bands you suggested I already knew.. haha but most of the ones I didn't know were bloody amazing and I have currently been fangirling over those bands a little much -.-
xoxo MCRloveforever

We hit the edge and we took a leap
And now things have fallen apart so damn fast
Because it takes only seconds to destroy
What time built up to make
And so we eroded away
And we ground ourselves up tight
And labeled ourselves stupid,
And all the while my skin melted off
And your smile began to fade
And my eyes began to glaze over
But that doesn't matter
It was the fact that we were lying to ourselves

So here's one for my empty chest
The bones white and closely knit
To take the place of what you stole,
Because I don't think you'll give it back
Here's to the nights I wasted away just for you
Because they were all for nothing
Even the nights that I saved you,
Or so you say,
Because I really just fuck up everything.
Here's to dates you broke
And lies we told
And the "I'm fine"s and "Talk to me"s...

...I miss you,
But I'm glad we saw an end
Because we would have gone on forever otherwise
So now it's time my skeletal heart and I take a bow

i'm tired of trying so hard to be good. no one appreciates a good girl. i started cutting class a lot, mostly my history class and on friday i missed a new project we have and i need a group. i hate going to class because i'm so depressed right now that i can't focus and i get so angry. but i don't want to fail so i must go to class now. UGH. i fucking hate being a good girl, i get overlooked all the time. my mom doesn't even bother checking my report card anymore since i always get good grades. sometimes i just want to drink so much alcohol and get wasted and just give up. ( i've never actually drunk alcohol before). i want to just self destruct. i feel like making myself throw up because i'm utterly disgusted with my body. i just fucking hate everything about me. i have such short hair and i wish it was longer so i could hide my face. i have serious daddy issues and it's tearing me apart. i just want this to be over already.

I'm actually pretty happy today, which is kinda a rare thing. It might just be that I'm high on cold meds, cuz I'm getting sick AGAIN. XD
I got a haircut, which I haven't gotten for almost a year and a half now... It always seems to make life a little cheerier, maybe it's just less weight on my head. The gay... philipenian? Philipeno? Whatever. My gay hair dresser from the Philippines, who is fabulous btw, did a great job. I actually let him curl it, and I never curl my hair. It's naturally bone straight, plus i have horrible memories of standing in front of a mirror for hours while my mom attempted to curl it, using anything from sleeping in curlers to curling irons. So i kinda don't know what it looks like straight... oh well!

My dad's on a business trip for the next week, which won't make a difference because he is never around anyway.

I'm going out with friends next friday, which is really rare. It's been over two months.