i just found out my mom has a tumor on her kidney...... im not okay... im really not.... we dont know if its cancerous or not yet but cancer runs in her side of the family.
If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,
If I could turn back time would you still be there?
I can't stop thinking about the way
I left you sinking with no escape.
Now there's no lifeline, no way to save.
But maybe next time I won't throw it all away.
I ask myself everyday...
Last night my boyfriend broke up with me.. I was fine at first, but then it finally hit me. I listened to some music to calm down, then I called him. We agreed to be friends, so I wasn't too worried about seeing him in class today.
My day was good.
I just logged into my account for the first time in over 2 years. It makes me so happy to see so many fresh posts and that the community is still active.
Gee, I didnt know this was a bloggy like that Im sooo impressed Mr! Are you a Mind reader? DONT ANSWER!!! You must be, because this is exactly what i wanted and needed. Im gonna have so mych Fun here ,)
feeling good actually!
shout outs to slalienbassist and cheriselynn for commenting on my last post. thanks. You guys rock! :D
So, a little follow-up
spam filter keeps triggering . post is in the comments.
to all the mcr fans out there new and old if you havent had the chance to see this set of songs please look it up on youtube or spotify please!!! this is my FAVORITE set of songs !!!!
This is an excerpt from my journal. I'd love it if you guys read it and commented :) It's a mental revolution I came to about how punk can save me from my eating disorder and made me feel very hopeful!
I weigh ___.__ lbs. FUCK. I don't want to feel like this.
heaven help us isnt on the new album!!! wth that song hasnt been on any album at all it deserves it!!! heaven help us is an AMAZING song!!!!
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