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DeadHero's picture

PSYCHED

Hey guys well a few days ago i was able to get tickets to soundwave music festival, which Gerard will be playing at in February! I'm very pleased about this as I didn't think my family would be able to afford it. Last year I was unconsolable because I thought I would never have the opportunity to see him or any of the other MCR dudez in the flesh and I am stoked that I will, and to see him sing as well! There will heaps of other swicked artists there too. This will be my first concert ever and I am lucky enough to be able to share it with one of my best friends in the world who also is psyched about it. Anyone else going? Oh and here's a picture of G dressed as a pirate for you guys
xo T

skellington01's picture

It's a vicious cycle.

Long story short: I survived the first week of school. But just barely, as my tolerance for people is abnormally low. I mean, it's already kind of low in the first place: being around people drains me and with school and work and family I'm getting really tired really fast.
It's a vicious cycle now that I think about it:
1. I for some reason work late, and since it takes me awhile to calm down at the end of the day, I generally won't get to sleep until 11.30 or 12, which gives me 6.5 hours of sleep. No big deal, but more would be nice.
2. Since I'm always kinda tired, I'm terrified of doing poorly at school this year, even though I'm super organized and am taking all but one easy class (I just really love physics okay guys?!) .

killjoys-never-die's picture

excuses and life update

Hey guys :) i havent been on here for a while and Im sorry about it. I sunk back into depression and was having a really hard time convincing myself to do anything, even get on here and talk to my family. The worst part of it is that I let it happen. I knew where I was headed and I let myself get deeper and deeper until several days ago when I became completely empty. Nothing mattered, I was doing 'things' worse and more often than ever, and I considered going away to be a better alternative to this emptiness I had begun living. But then something happened, just a few little things that made me reconsider my decision. It was yesterday, I was at a school sports game, sitting alone on the bleacher while stupid freshmen thought it would be funny to throw water bottles at me, some of which weren't empty either. I wanted to leave but I didn't want to go home, and so I stayed, feeling worse than I had all day. But then someone joined me on my empty row of seats.

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Demons, angels, and strength

Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.
-August Wilson (Don't know too much 'bout this guy but love this quote)
You are strong! So, so strong! I want you all to know that! You can win any battle! Don't give up, don't let the demons win! Let your angels sing! Fight whatever monster that may come your way. Don't let them take over. You are strong. Always remember that. Whatever tries to invade your heart, your mind, are not as strong as you. They are weak, and prey on the strongest. I love you all, I just wanted to remind you of how incredible, beautiful, unique, and strong you are! Never give up. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. (Gee Way)

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Movies :)

Hello! This is a very stupid post. I just wanted to know, what are your favorite movies? Ok, yeah, that's a hard question, and i know for sure i can't answer that. If you can't decide, who is your favorite director???? Sorry for the lame post, my creativity and whatever else has escaped my brain due to the excessive amount of homework and school stuff going on!

Hyptonic Tigress's picture

vampires

hey guys.. I haven't been on in a while.. I missed the site so much. but anyway, just a quick write, im in middle school now. and boy is it hectic. I cried and sang myself to sleep the other night (the songs that helped were the light behind your eyes and the world is ugly, all night long, on replay) because my mom got mad and kept criticizing me and complaining about how im already behind, on the first week of school. that's all she expects tho. perfection. im not perfect. and she says its also because my bf distracts me. heck, im too nervous to even look at him. if I cant even look at him without s****ing bricks, why would I talk to him. it sucks. and it blew me off the edge. (I hope u know what I mean) but anyway.... does anyone else like vampire gerard fan fics...

Sofiehatesyou's picture

......

Sooo, anyone knows something that can fade scars quickly?

xoxo.

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

Race Today

Hey guys my dad's taking me to a Race today NASCAR.

It's not the Sprint Cup with all the higher powered and people you might know, but it's the Nationwide with drivers trying to earn the title of Sprint Cup Driver.

should be fun I've been going to those type of races since I was a child anyways.

so yeah I haven't always been emo.

The Hope Of Tomorrow's picture

Hi...

Hello everybody!!!

Ummm.... well, I really got a pretty busy schedule this last week that's why I haven't posted anything yet after that 1st blog thingy...

But anyways.....
Do you know how to have friends here???-----> I mean, do I really have to make friend requests????

I wanna have friends but I'm really shy and pwetty nervous to make friend requests (and to request somebody to be my friend)......
*sigh*
HELP!
(I don't know why but I'm really nervous writing this thing)

I feel so dumb doing this.....
(I'm so sorry if you think that I'm so stupid) -_-

.............................................................................................
*facepalm*

I_AM_EMO's picture

not new

hye guys im not new i did have an account for this but i forgot my login anyway my old account was MCRROCKSepic but i forgot my password and made a new one anyway hope things have gone well

ifihadadollar..'s picture

Role play or fanfic?

Hello!! Does any one want to create a Dr.Who, Supernatural, or Sherlock fan fiction or role play!?!??

Sofiehatesyou's picture

Therapy went great!

Soooo..... Today I went to therapy!
I was extremely anxious at first but it went great actually!
They just asked some questions and I answered as honest as possible. I made it very clear that I had a hard time trusting people and that I have been feeling a lot better recently.
I'll attend there a few more times for them to decide if I need to get some kind of medicine or not. If I don't need that I'll probably go see another therapist once a week. I feel a lot better then I've done in a long time.

Hope everyone is having a great day, xoxo.

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Bummed out

So the USA tours for Gerard's new solo stuff has come to near where i am! He has two shows in LA!!!!! I was so excited when i found out, and the day tickets went on sale, i went to get some. Only a few hours had passed and tickets were already sold out RIGHT when i was going to get them! I'm so bummed out.......there is one more show in LA though that isn't yet sold out, but my parents made a fit about how it is on a school day! I was really looking forward to those too, i had been counting down the days. :*(

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Miss you all

Hello killjoys. Okay. I miss you guys so much! I miss talking to everyone....how are all of you? How's everything?
Sine i haven't been on here in four hundred thousand billion quadrillion years, i guess ill just update you all on whats been going on. So, school has been sooo stressful. That's all i need to say. In PE, some kids saw some things that i wish hadn't been seen, and they reported me to the school counselor and the principal. That was awful. I had to sit through almost two hours of them questioning me. UGH! Well, anyway, I'm on some new meds for stuff and i think they are working! I feel so much better than i had, and i'm actually getting sleep! But the main reason I've been so much better is because of YOU! Thank you, thank you, thank you! I love you guys!

KilljoysNeverDie's picture

Hey Everyone...

I haven't really posted anything in a while but I'm going to.try and be more active in posting blogs :D Has anyone noticed how many great bands are going on tour at the end of this year and throughout the next ??? It's AMAZING !

What really sucks is that I can't go to Hydrafest because I live in Scotland... oh well :/

I hope everyone is having a great day, and if not then I hope it gets better :D <3

(Have a random picture of Fall Out Boy because that's what I'm listening to just now :D)