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killjoys-never-die's picture

school sucks, start a band

I'm back :D I've only been gone a few days but ive missed you guys a lot. So, since everyone on here is talking about their lives I thought I'd share a bit of my past here and update on what has been going on recently :) so I've gone to different Catholic schools all my life because my mom is religious to a fault. Like way overboard Catholic, you probably know the type. Anyways, I went to this one school up until third grade and life was okay. I had multiple friends and decent grades, but this wasn't enough for my mom, so she transferred me to another Catholic school that was really far away. This is where life started to go downhill. I have a lot of social anxiety and a huge problem with physically talking to people I don't know. I feel like they're always judging me and laughing at me behind my back.

Hyptonic Tigress's picture

tour.....

okay so I have these moments where I just keep staring at the "TOUR" tab while thinking about that song that plays in the anti-animal abuse commercial, and its like im staring at the tab with big watery eyes, hoping.....

waiting........................

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Stephanie949's picture

Super Sad Right Now...

Okay, so I was just causally scrolling through Twitter on my phone, until I saw a post by Alternative Press saying that Abandon All Ships broke up.

Now, usually, I'd feel pretty sad for the fans of a band I've never listened to break up, but today it was different. I saw the post and I thought "Wow, this band looks pretty good at what they do. I'll check them out." Now that I've listened to some of their songs, I am super upset that they Broke Up.

Sure, I guess technically they are not 100% over yet because they still have to do a farewell concert on September 25 in Toronto, Ontario (Over here in Canada) But still, it sucks that I missed an amazing band that broke up... AGAIN! First it was My Chem, and now it is Abandon All Ships. There probably will be more for me in the future, but I just really want to get some of their band merch... They have an amazing sound.

Hyptonic Tigress's picture

dont know what to do today.

okay so im hangin with my dad today but i dont know what to do. usually i get on his computer (which im doing right now) and watch mcr stuff ( which isnt a bad idea). but today i want to do something different. other times i go to the mall, a whole sale store, or just a buffet. im getting bored of that. what to do. and my dad wont go on rides or crap so yeah. any ideas?

Hyptonic Tigress's picture

gloves!!!!

geez my dad is REALLY spoiling me. my dad had ordered me skeleton finger-less gloves like the one and only, FRONKEH! i literally shred the package to pieces and im wearing them right now! so happy

Sofiehatesyou's picture

My past

So.... Idk why but i thought i shouldn't open up about my past a bit.

I've always dealt with anxiety and stress, always. When I was a kid I was so much pain in my stomach that I cried and had to go to the hospital. And then they found out it was all because of stress and anxiety. The same thing've happen to me a lot of times after that. To deal with it I use to think that things actually aren't that bad, that there's a solution to everything and that I can get through everything life throws at me.
Panic Attacks is something I always gets when I'm really sad, angry or stressed. I always use to try to calm myself down by going somewhere I can be alone, listening to some music, drink some water and distract myself by thinking of something completely different (what I'll be doing on the weekend, what I'm gonna eat for dinner or something like that.)
And my depression is something that've built up over the years.
I've been bullied and picked on from the first day off school.

mcrhannah's picture

prom dress

when im in year 11 im getting the Helena dress made for my prom dress. yay cant wait to wear it. it is so lush

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

I Feel Horrible

I was at Staples today getting some last minute school stuff, and while I wasn't looking, I accidentally bumped into a boy that looked to be around six years old. Right after, I quickly kindly apologized to him because I was worried I had stepped on his foot. He stared at me and dropped all of the boxes of crayons he was holding and took two steps back. I smiled and said, "Whoops, I'll help you pick those up." As I bent down to pick up the multiple crayon boxes, he took another few steps back. I got back up and reached out to hand them to him and then told him I loved his cat Star Wars shirt. He took one more step back and I reached out even further and put them in his hands and he immediately dropped them. I said, "Uh oh! I'll help you, maybe you should go get a basket, it can be pretty difficult holding so many things at once!" He quickly shook his head, still staring at me. Confused and worried I said, "Are you okay? Where's your mom?

Killjoy ThrillKiller's picture

I feel so stupid....

Okay I feel very stupid for asking this but...
There's this really funny, kind, cute girl I sit next to in math and I really wanna talk to her but I don't know what to do or say.....

Can anyone help me out?

Sofiehatesyou's picture

Message me!

I have extremely boring so it would be awesome if some people wants to send me a message! <3
Y'all awesome and if you ever need someone to talk to you can always send me a message! :D

my chem rom's picture

my cutting ex

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my chem rom's picture

the dam feelings

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Miss-Fit's picture

Ferguson

When tragedies strike and you feel helpless the best you can do is spread the word.

Mike Brown, an African American teenager, was shot and killed recently for virtually no reason in Ferguson, Missouri. The cop who shot him is currently on a paid leave. After the killing, people began protesting peacefully in the town against this obvious injustice. Nothing they've done has been remotely violent or hurtful towards authorities. However, the police are unnecessarily assaulting and arresting protestors along with journalists and photographers who are trying to broadcast the situation. Tear gas along with wooden and rubber bullets are being used. People, INNOCENT PEOPLE, are being hurt. This is not right.

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Mini post: Blood

This was going to be a real post, well, twice, but both times I left the tab to find a pic, the entire post would delete. I gotta start saving stuff....well, anyway, I was just watching the Blood video for the quadrillionth time and for the first time I noticed Mikey hitting his leg into the bench on their way out. Poor Mikey. I know you guys have probably seen the vid just as much as me, maybe even more, but I'll put the link anyway in case you wanna see Mikey bump into a bench.

mychemromanceluver20's picture

Hey guys :)

So I was commenting on a post and I saw this comment

skullrose wrote:
yea they did hon so every year on the death of mcr we killjoys come together and march on they may be dead but they will forever march on and jus remember they soon would have been 13 years old... teenagers!! .... "teenagers scar the living shit outta me" - Teenagers by MCR - so to avoid becomein the thing that scars gee the most they parted ways and took on new adventures ik its sad and it hurts but we will forever have the legacy they created and they will always be in our hearts telling us to carry on marching for we are soilders in the MCRmy and we have a special name 'Killjoys' they are the original Killjoys and once a killjoy always a killjoy so the future is bulletproof the aftermath is secondary so it's time to hit the red line and up-thrust the volume out there keep your boots tight keep your gun close and die with your mask on if you've got to.
stay strong stay alive