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I'm re-posting this because no one else will see it if I don't :-\

I had an idea for a story that I think I'll share here. The only problem is, I don't know if anyone would read it. Tell me if you would if enough like the idea I'll write a part and post a link here. :)

SO! Basically the idea is the popular cheerleader/directioner/hipster/not-actually-a-bitch girl falls for an "emo" guy, but (because I hate happy endings to most stereotyped stories(usually)) something happens and they don't end up together. He ends up with some is-actually-a-bitch girl and she gets some is-a-total-asshole guy. It will, of course, have way too many references, and I will (sadly) have to do research on One-fucking-Direction. (I actually don't hate them, but I'll have so much useless information on them!!) Her name will be Kaitlyn (nickname Kate) and his James, maybe? If it sounds like something you'd read tell me. Maybe I'll write it ;)

As the title says, I am just going to ramble on like the emo young adult that I am, for the sole purpose of wanting to talk. It will be a confessional and, maybe, an update. But mostly just depressing. XD

As much as I hate to admit this, as much as I wish I could say that I'm strong and independent and I don't need anybody and I could live as a hermit... I get lonely sometimes.

Yes, it's true. It doesn't happen often-- I'm generally quite content by myself-- but when it does happen, it's painful. Draining. Sometimes I go numb and can't even think.

This is part of why I haven't been on in a few weeks. That numbness, that emptiness that I can't fill no matter what I do. That darkness that makes me so lethargic that I can't even listen to music. I simply cannot find the strength to put my headphones in my ears and turn on a song. So I sleep alone.

1) Favorite food?
All of the foods...

2) Best childhood memory?
When i went to Orlando and met "Ariel" and turned to my mom and said "Mommy, that's not Ariel"

3) Favorite animal?
...Uh? All of them?

4) Favorite color?
Uh, green?
5) Top 3 movies?
...HanuteR, Ferris Buller's Day Off, and The Breakfast Club

6) Top 5 musical artists/bands?
In no real order: MCR, Kerbera, BatAAr, BVB. Escape The Fate

7) Favorite piece of clothing that you own and why?
The shirt I got from summer camp

8) Pet peeve(s)?
Bad grammar... Just, there is a rule for using Me or I, figure it out.

9) Season/time of year you like the best?
Late March- Early April. Because here it's not too cold, and not too warm, but when May comes she fucks over and starts summer.

10) Do you need or have glasses and/or contact lenses?
Nope. In fact, when I went to get them tested the doc said my vision was above average. Jealous?

I was at the mall with my girlfriend, her friend, and my friend (My friend and I are crazy about MCR) We walk into a Zumiez to look around. After a while Kiss The Ring comes on and another man in the store told the cashier that "My Chemical Romance sucks". I heard this and wanted to hit the man, but my friend beat me to it. He was right by him and he backhanded the man across the face without thinking and got kicked out of the mall...what would you have done?

so this is what happened to me n my bf we were walkin the dog n a cow came out of nowhere started following us n we was trapped tried to walk out of the field when it had gone but it came back and was really lookin at us so as it got closer we went down a steep banking threw thorns n shit both are arms n legs are all cut up I got a thorn in my leg nearly went to hospital for that so we got to the bottom n there was a calf and more of the cows came then one started tring to walk down to us we where shittin ourselves so we went to the very bottom coz we was a lil up and my bf called his moms mate whos a farmer n the only reason he had her number was coz his cell used to be his moms so she came over looked for us for about 10 mins n she took the calf to its mom while she was doin that all the cows where still watchin us so we try to go up the other side way too slipy so we went in the river a lil n walked a lil n saw like a ladder we was soooooo happy so we went up that n there was cows r

I saw this on tumblr a while back and realized how awesome it would be if when Gerard is performing at reading and leeds we hear;

You like D&D , Audrey Hepburn,
Fangoria, Harry Houdini and croquet.
You can't swim, you can't dance, and
you don't know karate. Face it, you're
never gonna make it.
I don't want to make it... I just
wanna....

And then it begins,...
The MCR reunion.
I know it's a stupid dream but seriously, how awesome would it be?

It's been more than a year since I posted on this site. It's not from a lack of post-worthy information or experiences, but rather a feeling of disconnect from this band and this fan base.

I've always felt like the MCRmy is one huge family, and it is, but lately it's as if I've moved overseas for a new job - struggling to keep up relationships because you're so far away.

I listen to at least one MCR song a day, and most of the time the Greatest Hits CD is playing in my car, but everything sort of washes over me. I'm listening, but I'm not hearing, so to speak.