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my chem rom's picture

I feel so guilty

So my ex is dead now and its my fault i neve should have kept pushing her

dropthedaggerromeo.'s picture

School problems? No problem!

There's a lot of posts about how stressed people are over going back to school/starting high school, so I wanted to tell you some home truths. You've probably heard a lot of this before, maybe from your parents or a teacher, but maybe hearing it from someone who's been there and done that will help. I hope I can anyway :)

1. Once you're out of school, no one from school matters anymore. You never have to talk to anyone you don't want to again. That slutty bitch? Did I hear she had a kid? That one who skipped loads of lessons? Didn't I hear he was working at McDonalds? You literally will never have to talk to these people again!

Sofiehatesyou's picture

Feeling like shit.....

Hi.

So today i started high school. Everything went pretty okay. But just the feeling of having to go there every day, meeting all these people every day and having to learn a lot of new shit I don't want to. I've just been in school for 1 day and i feel more depressed then ever and it feels like I'm going to throw up..... All this is killing me and I'm really afraid of getting suicidal again..... I seriously don't know what to do. I feel so lost. I feel so numb.

I'm Not Okay - I Promise.

mcrhannah's picture

good luck everyone

good luck everyone who is going back to school. and don't listen to anyone's horrid comments. don't let them take u alive. ur perfect just the way u are.

MOTHER-WAR-13's picture

wow.

so much has changed since the last time I was on the website.....
anyways I probably wont be on here anymore, since it hurts just a little too much.

but anyways, I am on tumblr, its unnatuerlich.tumblr.com, just search for unnatuerlich in the search bar and I should come up :)

please feel free to message me on there if you need anyone to talk too <3
its doesn't matter how stupid it is!
im more than willing to listen to anything you have to say.

~K

catsandmetal's picture

SCHOOL???

im stressed the fuck out because i go back to school next week. and if thats not bad enough im starting high school. fuck my life. plus im the only out lesbian so my schooling will just be great.

Sofiehatesyou's picture

School tomorrow...... Wish me luck

So.... I have school tomorrow. I'm really stressed out and really nervous about facing the bullies again..... I've had some panic attacks today because of it too.... :c

But I'm actually quite happy atm because today I talked to my mom and we decided that we should visit the doctor and get me some Xanax or antidepressant to help with my anxiety, panic attacks, stress and depression. I really wanna get better :D

Send me a message please <3

Sofiehatesyou's picture

School tomorrow...... Wish me luck

So.... I have school tomorrow. I'm really stressed out and really nervous about facing the bullies again..... I've had some panic attacks today because of it too.... :c

But I'm actually quite happy atm because today I talked to my mom and we decided that we should visit the doctor and get me some Xanax or antidepressant to help with my anxiety, panic attacks, stress and depression. I really wanna get better :D

Send me a message please <3

sin's picture

Delete

How do I delete this account?
Anyone?

LisaGW's picture

Any Echelons here?

I love 30STM <3
They are awesome :)
My fav song is The Kill, love it <3
Jared Leto <3 .......perfect <3 (the beard is a bit to much, he should shave it off XD )

I saw them twice :) and I got an autograph once, but no photo yet with them XD

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Quick Question.

Hi guys. I was just wondering, because when posting my last post, after it kept saying "unpublished" like it sometimes does, and i recreated it twice, it then made me complete a word verification. Is there a reason for that? Has that happened to any of you????

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Acceptable music

Okay, so with school, comes a bunch of boring "normal" kids. And with boring "normal" kids comes stupid boring "normal" music. I can't stand the music they all love. Especially in the area i live, it's worse than anywhere. But i wanna know, what music can you absolutely not stand to hear? There's so much crap music out there, and the worst part is that that is the "acceptable" music and anything else is "so horrible!". Well, anyway, what music is just the worst in your opinion that you have to hear on a daily basis????????
(I love this picture!)

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

obsession

Hello killjoys, so i have been super duper busy getting everything ready for school then BOOM, school is here. These last few days I've barely gotten to go on here, and since i am so obsessed with it, well, here's an example: you know that feeling when you are running the mile in PE, and you REALLY want water, but it is almost impossible to get it, but you just really want it, but can't get it? Wait a minute. Exercise? Silly Lily, you don't exercise! Stupid example, but i'm sure some of you feel this way, like the water is the MCR community. I'm going to be stuck at school just thinking about how all my fellow killjoys are doing and just MCR taking over my already overthrown brain. But with school i am almost never going to get on here, and if so, not for very long…..sad. My obsession has gone too far, but i'm keeping it, you can never be too obsessed with My Chemical Romance! Or can you….?????????

The Wierdo from Hell's picture

No Shows - Gerard Way

Check it out.

sidtastic007's picture

I need your honest opinion, even if it hurts

I had a fight with my friend.
It started when she gave me this look again: ._.
In other words, she wasn't smiling.
Usually, I would try my best to make her smile. And I did.
But she didn't smile still. Then, she said she's too tired to smile.
I wanted to know why is she tired. I made an assumption that she must have tired from working out earlier.
She then told me that she didn't want to workout.
I gasped and relieved a little. (Not that working out is a bad thing--she's been doing it way too much and way over-fatigue. She would complain about the pain which would got me worried and strictly recommended her to rest.)
But then, she suddenly said, "I should workout."
I got confused.
She later said, "I should deal with myself."
And I thought something might be wrong with her.
This was actually the first time we finally talked again since I've been gone away for one whole week.
I asked if something's up. She said that it's okay and that she needed nothing.