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MarianaMCR's picture

Magic, happy pills

Hey guys. I returned to school like "the new girl" and no one likes me because of obvios reasons, the same reasons as always. I'm being rejected by all my class and part of the school. I have just one friend and she's in other class. My migrana is getting worse, and my sadness too. I'm taking some magic happy pills that makes me ignore the migrana . There's a good part. I have an awesome girlfriend and she makes me feel better (thanks Jo) so that's my life so far. How about yours?

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Two weeks clean! well, used to be…..

i guess i didn't follow the rules for this site, sorry :(
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mcrhannah's picture

need advice

i need some advice. see my best friend wants to end her life and i dont know how to help her. and she has family issues that she cant fix but she wont tell me what. but she has helped me when i tried to kill myself and i just wanna help her but i just dont know how. so i need help please. she has helped me since i was 4 and i just want to return the favour. so any advice please tell me.

i love everyone of you killjoys. have a good week.

mcrnut_89's picture

moved in! and I have internet!!

Not that anyone would remember my last blog, but it was about moving, so, FINALLY we (me and my gf) are in our flat, and we have the internet!! Wooo!!
Its sad how much we all rely on the internet these, but anywho, how are we all?
What are we thinking of Gerards new stuff?

Sofiehatesyou's picture

Antidepressant and/or Xanax?


So I've been depressed and have dealed with bad anxiety and panic attacks for almost 2 years. Now it have came to a point where I can't stand it any more and really want to get better. I've tried pretty much everything except for meds.

I talked to my mom about this yesterday and she said that she would get me to a doctor and discuss it.
And I was just wondering if anyone here have ever taken antidepressant, Xanax or anything like that? If you have, did it help? Was there many bad side effects? What questions did they ask and what were your answers? And how quickly did you get them?

Love y'all <3

Kath_GerardForever's picture

My GCSE results!!!!

I'm actually so happy with them and so proud because i had so much shit going on during my exams :D

Physics- C
Biology- B
Chemistry- B
Maths- B
Fine Art- A
History- A
Music- A
English literature- A*
English language- A*

So I'm officially in sixth form studying music, french, english literature and history :)

Danny3.O's picture

Profile apology

I would just like to write this entry as an apology. An apology for my horrid and ashaming lie.
My age.

So if any of you visited my profile, you will see that it says I am 15, or atleast it DID. But no. I am not 15. I am 13.
My birthday is 12th May 2001 and I am writing this blog to apologize because I feel awful for lying to the same people who have been so nice to me.
But first, I would like to put forth the reason for my action.

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Just some stuff i wanted to say

With school coming up or happening at around this time, I know that it gets hard, with kids bullying and all that sort of stuff. But heres a little something to think of: These people making fun of you, are so pathetic. If they feel the need to pick on somebody else because they are so insecure with themselves, then they are just pathetic. Peasants! They have nothing better to do so pick on others. Gee, doesn't that sound cool!? Of course not, they are just trying to cover up their own lame selves. And don't let it get to you. Anything they say should not matter. I know how horrible things can get or what they can say, and I know how words can hurt, but look at the people saying these awful things. There isn't much going on. They are losers that can't except anything. They're ignorant for putting something down that they don't even know. Lets say they put down MCR, yeah, I know, what a stupid things to say, but chances are, they've never once heard a song by My Chemical Romance.

my chem rom's picture

I feel so guilty

So my ex is dead now and its my fault i neve should have kept pushing her

dropthedaggerromeo.'s picture

School problems? No problem!

There's a lot of posts about how stressed people are over going back to school/starting high school, so I wanted to tell you some home truths. You've probably heard a lot of this before, maybe from your parents or a teacher, but maybe hearing it from someone who's been there and done that will help. I hope I can anyway :)

1. Once you're out of school, no one from school matters anymore. You never have to talk to anyone you don't want to again. That slutty bitch? Did I hear she had a kid? That one who skipped loads of lessons? Didn't I hear he was working at McDonalds? You literally will never have to talk to these people again!

Sofiehatesyou's picture

Feeling like shit.....


So today i started high school. Everything went pretty okay. But just the feeling of having to go there every day, meeting all these people every day and having to learn a lot of new shit I don't want to. I've just been in school for 1 day and i feel more depressed then ever and it feels like I'm going to throw up..... All this is killing me and I'm really afraid of getting suicidal again..... I seriously don't know what to do. I feel so lost. I feel so numb.

I'm Not Okay - I Promise.

mcrhannah's picture

good luck everyone

good luck everyone who is going back to school. and don't listen to anyone's horrid comments. don't let them take u alive. ur perfect just the way u are.

MOTHER-WAR-13's picture


so much has changed since the last time I was on the website.....
anyways I probably wont be on here anymore, since it hurts just a little too much.

but anyways, I am on tumblr, its, just search for unnatuerlich in the search bar and I should come up :)

please feel free to message me on there if you need anyone to talk too <3
its doesn't matter how stupid it is!
im more than willing to listen to anything you have to say.


catsandmetal's picture


im stressed the fuck out because i go back to school next week. and if thats not bad enough im starting high school. fuck my life. plus im the only out lesbian so my schooling will just be great.

Sofiehatesyou's picture

School tomorrow...... Wish me luck

So.... I have school tomorrow. I'm really stressed out and really nervous about facing the bullies again..... I've had some panic attacks today because of it too.... :c

But I'm actually quite happy atm because today I talked to my mom and we decided that we should visit the doctor and get me some Xanax or antidepressant to help with my anxiety, panic attacks, stress and depression. I really wanna get better :D

Send me a message please <3