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XxstraightjacketxX's picture

Killjoy name

Okay, so although I've been an mcr fan for a long time, I've never really had a killjoy name, I've just always used my user name because I could never find something that felt like it was right for me. But now I've finally found my Killjoy name. I decided that it's gonna be Shattered Rainbow, because last year we did the glass menagerie in drama at school, and in the last paragraph of the play, there was the line "like pieces of a shattered rainbow". Now I don't know why, but for me, that is the most beautiful sentence I've ever read in my life. I didn't like performing the play or seeing it performed as much as I liked to read the script, and this line means so much to me for some reason. So yeah. How are you guys? Xoxo

XxstraightjacketxX x.0

Instinct Blues's picture

IMPORTANT

Hey guys!! I was wondering if anyone has seen Chemical Batman around? thanks!!

Helenasheart's picture

no shows

I haven't been on here in forever. So here's some G fan-art I just finished. <3

chpeverill-conti's picture

Tornado in area

Hey guys. So I'm chilling down in the basement with the family right now. Why? Cause apparently there's a tornado going around the area. It's supposed to hit us within about 25 mins. Wish us luck! I'm pretty anxious about my les Paul. What if we get hit hard and she gets hurt! Hopefully it'll just pass us over smoothly...
Xoxo
- Z

Sebastián_MCR's picture

I cant handle this again...

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Sofiehatesyou's picture

Life update!

Hi!

I'm so sorry for not posting anything in quite a while. I recently sunk back into my depression again and I haven't got the energy to post anything.
It's been crazy at home (not in a good way) and that's one of the reasons i sunk back into my depression. My parents are yelling at me all the time, are telling me I'm ugly etc. They're always telling me that everything is my fault and that I'm worthless. I try so hard not to let it get to me but in the end it does...... I've been crying at least 3 hours each day the past few days. And my family also takes my phone, stereo and computer away from me as fast as they think I do something bad. Today I told my parents to leave me they fuck alone and then they took away my phone, computer and stereo. About 3 months ago they found cigarettes in my room and them I didn't get punished, they didn't even seem angry. And tbh I think that's really, really wierd.

I really hope everyone is having an awesome day! <3
xoxo.

Wuthefudgecake's picture

Rest in peace, phoebe

Someone I knew from Instagram took her life recently.
She was a great person.
I just can't believe she's gone.

XxstraightjacketxX's picture

still here

hey everyone!! i dont even have an excuse why i haven't been posting, im so sorry :/ ive just not felt like it really...

how is everyone? I'm dreading going back to school on .wednesday, i hate it so much there :( but it's only one more year then i can leave forever ^.^ I got a girlfriend last night which is super good, but i don't know how to tell my parents. My brother keeps calling me gay for having short hair anyway, so i think they kinda know.. oh well she is super cute and i really like her !!!

Has anyone seen Guardians of the Galaxy yet? I've seen it three times already and i have the soundtrack, i'm obsessed, best marvel film so far (though all marvel films are amazing) x.0

I really like mindless self indulgence at the moment too, especially the album if :) i'd like to go and see them but they're on hiatus again i think :/

DeadHero's picture

PSYCHED

Hey guys well a few days ago i was able to get tickets to soundwave music festival, which Gerard will be playing at in February! I'm very pleased about this as I didn't think my family would be able to afford it. Last year I was unconsolable because I thought I would never have the opportunity to see him or any of the other MCR dudez in the flesh and I am stoked that I will, and to see him sing as well! There will heaps of other swicked artists there too. This will be my first concert ever and I am lucky enough to be able to share it with one of my best friends in the world who also is psyched about it. Anyone else going? Oh and here's a picture of G dressed as a pirate for you guys
xo T

skellington01's picture

It's a vicious cycle.

Long story short: I survived the first week of school. But just barely, as my tolerance for people is abnormally low. I mean, it's already kind of low in the first place: being around people drains me and with school and work and family I'm getting really tired really fast.
It's a vicious cycle now that I think about it:
1. I for some reason work late, and since it takes me awhile to calm down at the end of the day, I generally won't get to sleep until 11.30 or 12, which gives me 6.5 hours of sleep. No big deal, but more would be nice.
2. Since I'm always kinda tired, I'm terrified of doing poorly at school this year, even though I'm super organized and am taking all but one easy class (I just really love physics okay guys?!) .

killjoys-never-die's picture

excuses and life update

Hey guys :) i havent been on here for a while and Im sorry about it. I sunk back into depression and was having a really hard time convincing myself to do anything, even get on here and talk to my family. The worst part of it is that I let it happen. I knew where I was headed and I let myself get deeper and deeper until several days ago when I became completely empty. Nothing mattered, I was doing 'things' worse and more often than ever, and I considered going away to be a better alternative to this emptiness I had begun living. But then something happened, just a few little things that made me reconsider my decision. It was yesterday, I was at a school sports game, sitting alone on the bleacher while stupid freshmen thought it would be funny to throw water bottles at me, some of which weren't empty either. I wanted to leave but I didn't want to go home, and so I stayed, feeling worse than I had all day. But then someone joined me on my empty row of seats.

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Demons, angels, and strength

Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.
-August Wilson (Don't know too much 'bout this guy but love this quote)
You are strong! So, so strong! I want you all to know that! You can win any battle! Don't give up, don't let the demons win! Let your angels sing! Fight whatever monster that may come your way. Don't let them take over. You are strong. Always remember that. Whatever tries to invade your heart, your mind, are not as strong as you. They are weak, and prey on the strongest. I love you all, I just wanted to remind you of how incredible, beautiful, unique, and strong you are! Never give up. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. (Gee Way)

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Movies :)

Hello! This is a very stupid post. I just wanted to know, what are your favorite movies? Ok, yeah, that's a hard question, and i know for sure i can't answer that. If you can't decide, who is your favorite director???? Sorry for the lame post, my creativity and whatever else has escaped my brain due to the excessive amount of homework and school stuff going on!

Hyptonic Tigress's picture

vampires

hey guys.. I haven't been on in a while.. I missed the site so much. but anyway, just a quick write, im in middle school now. and boy is it hectic. I cried and sang myself to sleep the other night (the songs that helped were the light behind your eyes and the world is ugly, all night long, on replay) because my mom got mad and kept criticizing me and complaining about how im already behind, on the first week of school. that's all she expects tho. perfection. im not perfect. and she says its also because my bf distracts me. heck, im too nervous to even look at him. if I cant even look at him without s****ing bricks, why would I talk to him. it sucks. and it blew me off the edge. (I hope u know what I mean) but anyway.... does anyone else like vampire gerard fan fics...

Sofiehatesyou's picture

......

Sooo, anyone knows something that can fade scars quickly?

xoxo.