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Metal Lover 14's picture


A Light In The Darkness

I scream for freedom,
waiting to be released from Death's grip,
holding onto every bit of life I have.
Breathing, eating, and drinking pain,
burning in the deepest corners of my mind,
pinning me against the walls that collapse on top of me.
Being so overwhelmed by my pain that it suffocates me,
but surrounded by darkness I see a light,
a light that helps me through the pain,
and that light is you.

nobody_you_know's picture

just one of those days.

Bad day at school, bad day at work, bad day at life.

Hope you're all having a better day than I.

LisaGW's picture

I'm sad.....

I wish that tomorrow I will have a better day:( and a positive answer......from an email......

Danny3.O's picture

I think my guy friend has a crush on me :/

Okay so this is kinda a weird thing to post about on this site and is kinda uncomfortable for me, but I know no one will judge on this site.

So I have this guy friend I've known for about 3 years.
He came to my school 5 years back but i remember becoming friends when I was in the sick bay with in 6th grade and we spent like an hour talking and it was pretty cool, so we became friends.
Not like close friends but last year and this year included, we've become closer. Still not super close but this semester especially, its gotten better.

So the a few weeks ago, he was talking to this kid who sits behind me and they were talking about some movies and videogames I liked, so I joined in and it was awesome.
I had finally found someone with the same interests and they actually wanted to be friends.
And so a while later, we partnered up for a science project and we begun talking about more stuff like movies and games and it was even better, and so he was like;

lostn'foundagain's picture

Miss you

I love the feel of your lips
pressed against mine.
The soft caress of your hands
wanting to hold me.
I miss us.
Pronouncing our love,
Dreading saying goodbye.
I miss knowing you
and you knowing me.
Laughing at all the stupid
jokes we tell,
smiling across the room,
hugging every time we
see each other after class.
Having those late night
conversations when I'm
emotional or upset.
I don't know how
or when
we will get those times back.
I don't know if they will
ever come back like before.
If they come back...
You still make me smile,
You still make me laugh
and cry
But it feels wrong...
So very wrong that
I love you,
and you're still not mine....

lostn'foundagain's picture

need to get this off my chest..

So, first thing's first.... I need to stop talking to myself at school..... People think it's just a tad weird..

I've been dropping hints to my mom about my suspecting that I was raped at age 6. She called my sister to ask if it was true, and my sister pretty much confirmed it... I thought I had dreamed the whole issue up and now I can't stop thinking about it!! Ever since I started dating and having sexual feelings for people, I've been getting flashbacks of that day and another day..... It's causing me to self destruct... I feel like that fucking movie "Perks of Being a Wallflower" was based off of my life..... How fucking horrible is that??!! I mean, the similarities!! It's truly terrifying.... cause I've tried lots of that stuff, I'm antisocial and awkward... Just, wow.... I'm scared....

May Letander69's picture

my chemical romance

i just recantly uploaded this



"We have to stop consuming our culture. We have to create culture. Don't watch TV, don't read magazines, don't even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time, where you are now, is the most immediate sector of your universe. And if you're
worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, you are disempowered. You are giving it all away to icons. Icons which are maintained by an electronic media, so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y. This is shit-brained, this kind of
thinking. That is all cultural diversion. And what is real is you and your friends, your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, and your fears. And we are told no. We're unimportant, we're peripheral, get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a

fefedarkboy13's picture

Album Update

Hey guys

I wanted to give you a little up date on my album. it's coming along quickly I just have to write and record five more songs and redo some vocals and a guitar solo so I'm thinking the bulk of the recording will be done by the end of 2015. I still have post production to do witch is figuring out track order and adding some sound effects and I'm guessing that will be done before the summer of 2016. So in conclusion I'm hoping it will be out by fall of 2016.

Have a nice day Ryan


AMV- Quantum Flux (Blue Exorcist)

Just a little AMV that I made in my free time.
Enjoy! ;3


Changing my picture

After over 2 years, I felt like it was time to change my pic
(And yes,
that is me)


Why I was gone/ UPDATE

So, Im guessing you guys would want to know why I was gone for 10 months
Well, for some reason, in January, I kinda just lost interest in doing this blog. Maybe it was because I was too busy working on other projects that I got sidetracked...but now, Im back, and Im here to stay ; 3 (I may take some breaks once in a while, but Im not permentaly leaving)
Now, an update on what I was doing while I was gone..

So what did I do in 10 months? Well I...
Helped work on 2 brony songs (I'll provide links to them)
Made an AMV
and are close to OFFFICALLY start up my Youtube Channel (Planning on it having covers, brony analysis videos, and/or some AMVs)

In the end,
Its good to be back

Songs I worked on: (Canapplejack's Accursed Empire) , (Prince Whateverer's Pursuing Fortune)

BTW, if you want to talk to me,
Im on Kik now. Kik account is "THATEMOBRONY"

LisaGW's picture

Linkin Park

I'm going to see them in November...I'm so nervous....oh and I have a M&G package :D I will die when I meet them XD hope to get a pic and a hug <3

my chem rom's picture

drug dealer >:(

Ok so there is a drug dealer at my school and nothin is being done about it he is slowly ruining my life by dealing to everyone i know and their lives are ruined because of him someones parents are splitting up hes also trying to break up my best friend and his gf and keep her for himself he discusts me

Amanda3's picture

just to catch up

Hi guys, it's been a year since i haven't written anythin, so i hope u'll all R ok and i like to mention Is anyone preparing for halloween costumes well a good inspiration to me would be from Frnk's vid weighted i'm obsessed w/ that vid, btw i think is awesome that his b-day is on halloween, hope one of u can dress as dead Frnk like the one in the vid, i like the whole dress up thing is sooo cool, also i like to add that i'm sooo happy for how good the 4 guys projects R comin along, which i encourage to give them all ur support like buy their albums and go see them @ their shows
cheeriously their work is Amazin, so Have a nice day, and feel free to comment, Later