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So stressed out I drew a murial of my life today but it was shitty since I can't draw without tracing

But it represented radioactivity in my life which means the radioactivity is me trying to find my cause and purpose in life and everyone around me dragging me around like a rag doll.

Then I drew a grim reaper with a golden skull and blood teeth because in life you have battles where you get bloody but from wealth brings you death. In other words the more wealthy you are the more obsessed with power and fame you become , so you become mental and Croke on your on disease.

Anyways I'm supposed to be going to some mental disorder AA/NA 12 step program ? I'm like fuck that if there aren't people that have a) self harmed , b) tried to commit suicide, c) had a goth / Emo stage or d) been arrested in juvenile then no I'm not going cuz no one will understand me.

I haven't been on here in a while, not since "you know what" because it felt weird you know? Being on here knowing they would no longer post anything new or make anymore music. But I know that no matter what this website will always be my safe haven and even though I may not have seen any of you in person, you're like a second family to me, all of you, even the newbies who stumbled upon the wreckage. After some thought I've decided I'm gonna keep my profile up and keep posting stuff even if no one reads it,it just feels good to get it all out sometimes. I know this is probably getting long but I don't care :p Onto some lighter news I think I might be seeing Fall Out Boy live sometime in September. I'm really excited because Panic! At the Disco will be touring with them, one of my favorite bands. I'm also working on a story that is sorta based on Danger Days (like my original story that I wrote but scraped) and a little from my imagination.

I'll be honest I have begun listening to you only a few weeks ago I know nobody will read this post, but in hypothetical case that this happens, to let you know that I would have loved to go to one of your shows, i know that someday fate permetira me hear you again. But not for the fact that ye be no longer together, that does not make me change my mind, you are simply the best, I love you My Chemical Romance.

Hello again ^^ I hath returned! Slightly hyper, for whatever reason, but I guess it's okay.
Let's start off with the bad stuff so the good stuff will seem better.

I am in shit and this is why:

I told my English teacher (Miss B) I would email her my essay on Lady Macbeth BUT I can't get into my school email, and I haven't finished it yet. Also I told her it was on my memory stick, and before that that in was in my book (which was 'at home') so she won't beleive me if I try to lie and get myself out of trouble again.

My /other/ English teacher (Mrs P) wants the poetry essay I was supposed to hand in aeons ago but the truth is I've been avoiding doing it because it's boring and we've already done it so why the fuck are we doing it again like I'm fucking sick of it

My high school year is almost over. but i still feel like there is something that i should do. If you were a senior, what would you do to make it a memory that would last for decades maybe even years. Also, i don't think i can do a senior prank. i'm too nice to do that :(

nothing is real
nothing lasts
i am alone