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Hello Everyone

Hey everyone, I'm not sure if any of you remember my friend, whom you may better know as Zone Specter. The last you guys heard from her she told you goodbye because things just got too hard for her. I've seen her take this fall and rise again a better person. She's still recovering from what happened, and we're all still afraid she might suffer a relapse, but I trust her and have faith that she'll be alright.
Now some of you may be wondering how I got on her account. Actually I've had access to this thing for awhile, sometimes when she was grounded from internet she'd text me to post her story on here. Anyway, Spec is happy and healthy, and as of today, she is three months clean! I'm really proud of her and I'm actually taking her out tonight to celebrate this amazing feat of hers.

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My Deepest Apologies...and a farewell...

Hello everyone...I guess if anyone really bothered to notice I've been on a slight hiatus for the past...well awhile.
Anyway, i just felt like those who actually cared deserved my apologies for leaving them in the dark for so long. I've had some...issues. I rather not tell what exactly, it's my own personal business, and no one has to know my psychological BS and drama. So yeah...

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Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Century

Well I just got back from my first day of sophomore year. So far so good, the rooms were all freaking boiling hot! Except my biology class, my teacher was smart and got a separate air conditioner. But she also mentioned later projects that involve messing with DNA so I'm pumped for that!
That aside I ended up getting a bunch of stupid obnoxious people in my last three classes. Even AP! I don't know how long these guys think they're going to last in an advanced English class...but yea I've got homework in that class already so I better get that done if I expect to turn it in on time tomorrow :P

But as the title says, this had to be either my comeback of the century or sophomore slump :/

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Oh dear god what did I just do?!

I was talking to my friend who I previously mentioned in my last blog and...oh I don't know what happened. She starts saying how depressed she feels and how unloved and stuff and I feel a little hurt by that because she says that she has no one who cares and when I try to tell her she still has friends and family she says that they all eventually stop caring and that doesn't really make me feel great and I guess I lost it and started being selfish by saying that I'm aging before my time and all because I feel so stretched out what with my siblings unknowingly ruining my confidence in myself by teasing every little thing and trying to be there for her but feeling like I can't because no matter what I say she keeps saying how no one cares and how she just wants to sulk and cry and I start crying then too because I feel worthless because I can't make this one person happy. Then she starts yelling at me saying that I don't have to listen to her and how she'll gladly delete my number.

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I feel bad...

So just now my bro asked me to help him clean out the family car. That took all of ten minutes and by the time I went back to my room I had a missed call and a text. Both were from my long distance friend who never calls me and hasn't been texting me too much due to the fact she's just started school up again. Well I was a little confused at first because she never calls me...and the text simply read "why didn't you answer". So I text her that I had been busy at the time she was calling she then tells me that someone important in her family was taken out of a coma and didn't wake up, which is why she called so she would have someone to talk to about it. Now I feel terrible that I'd missed the call and that I failed to be there for her when she reached out to me for comforting :( I also feel bad for her because she has to go through this...this family member of hers was only 8 and that the parents won't let her see or say one last goodbye to her.

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I am reaching a breaking point...

My siblings are driving me up the wall! My sister keeps screaming like a banshee when she doesn't get what she wants, and my brother is annoying the hell outta me cuz he can't do one damn thing for himself. And to top it all off I try to make peace by joking around with them...all that got me was my sister hitting my ankle where I still have a bruise from the last time she did that. And after that happened my brother freakin grabs my throat! I just can't stand living with these brats half the time...and the other half when they're not being abusive to me they're teasing me for everything I do. I can't do anything about it either cuz if I so much as lay a finger on them they go crying to my parents saying I'm an evil sister who hits them and yells at them. I rarely ever do because I know this will happen...and that my parents will just take it and tell all of us to stop because they're both always tired from putting up with them and of course their jobs.

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IT'S HERE!

THE VIDEO FOR PROFESSIONAL GRIEFERS IS FINALLY OUT!

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random thoughts...

Rather bored at the current moment...trying to figure out what I might need for school next week. Right now I'm not sure because my schedule still remains a mystery to me :P Oh, and since I bought this plain pencil case I figured I'd decorate it. So far the art side is all said and done (might add more to it later on), but as for my quotes side, there is still enough room for maybe one or two more. Think you guys could help? I already have a MCR one, random one, Marilyn Monroe, Mark Twain, Billie Joe Armstrong, and Tim Burton. Any others? I would prefer that they not be song lyrics because then OCD would make me put the song name too and I don't have room for that. Please nothing that has language because I will be flaunting this bad boy in school...and I'd ought not get in trouble for something as silly as bad language on my pencil case. Thanks for those who help me out :)

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D8 READ THIS PLEASE!

http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/emoteddygirl616/please-read-and-al...

Oh my god you have to read this! I was literally crying and scared for a life after reading this!

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POR QUE?!

Okay, I'll admit, I'm a bit of an over-achiever. I'm in two advanced classed and am a semester ahead in my history classes. So that means my school schedule isn't going to look like a typical sophomore schedule. So my mom looked up on our school's grade program to see what my schedule was for the upcoming year and it was totally messed up! It had me in for all the normal classes, even after I'd gone in last year like everyone else and put in all the classes I needed and wanted. So my mom emailed the school counselor who does scheduling to give him the ideal schedule me and my mom put together after looking over the whole layout of classes. But we couldn't find anything that would go in my last hour. It was a toss up between general art, yearbook, or doubling up on my science classes.