zeniekinsXtheXanimal's blog

let me start out by saying my girlfriend is very shy and is basically, a fucking hermit. It is fun to cuddle with her in silence though when shes watching the Glee Project. But im worried about how shes going to do in public school next year....of course i'll stick up for her, but it will be hard when im going to high school and shes still in middle school. (shes 2 years younger than me) we both suffer from depression and so much other mental health stuff and i will always be there for her. but im afraid of what will happen when the shit hits the fan, when we both get psycho at the same time... just a random rant about her, sorta pointless.

have you ever played Robot Unicorn Attack while listening to the ENDLESS nyan cat? IT IS SO FUN!

but what about those of us who do both profoundly?! my life is full of ups and downs, it never stays still. But never...actually, that would be a lie, i have tried to kill myself. but i always end up being grateful im still alive. i wish bethany had talked to someone. and if she did, i hope the person she talked to had tried their hardest to preserve a precious life. i never knew her, but just the thought of someone taking their own life is horrible. sometimes i wonder if people who commit suicide are really happier. i certainly hope so. R.I.P, Bethany.

god, i cant stop playing it! this is the first thing in 4 years i've bought that wasnt an album!

i find it disturbing how people are celebrating the death of another human being. in no way do i support Osama or terrorism, but cant people celebrate the peace that has been restored instead of death?

i have never danced so hard, so fast and recklessly to any song other than that. EVER.

P.S. I GOTS THE ALBUM BITCHES!!! 8D

it seems....the boys seek me out and try to be friendly because i am pretty, cute, cheeky, quirky and odd....but once i odd them about how fucking crazy (its always ignored) and things get deeper....those bastards always ending up RUNNING. they seriously get freaked out by how hard-fucking-core i am....about everything. sure, its fun, but its like drugs; wears you down and can kill you. seems like nobody is fireproof enough for me! anybody else have this problem?

about Jeff not giving out the password...i will admit, i did cry because i had worked so hard, saved up for so long, re-arranged everything over X-mas vacation to get to the House of Blues, as did many of you. Most of you probably went through much more than i did to get the money and transportation and were just as crushed as i was. but i DID NOT get angry. i never ONCE got mad at MCR. because no matter what, i will love them and there is no amount of abuse they could put me through that would change that. It doesnt matter how much they lie and cheat, i am NEVER going to give up my fandom! it is worth so much more than some crummy tickets. please remember that. I wiped away my tears, grabbed a map, smashed open my piggy bank and started to re-plan. because i am willing to go through hell and back to catch one of their shows before i die, and goddamit, we can DO this!

http://fuse.tv/ontv/shows/top-40-2010/round-1-vote-16.html?poll543=vote&...
i've been voting 3 times a minute and paying close attention to the statistics...and every time i refresh the page, 3oh!3 keeps going up, and MCR keeps going down...their not on top of us yet, but at this rate we have about 3, maybe 5 minutes before their neck-at-neck. VOTE!!! I DO NOT WANT MCR TO BE BEAT BY 3oh!3

about Jeff not giving out the password...i will admit, i did cry because i had worked so hard, saved up for so long, re-arranged everything over X-mas vacation to get to the House of Blues, as did many of you. Most of you probably went through much more than i did to get the money and transportation and were just as crushed as i was. but i DID NOT get angry. i never ONCE got mad at MCR. because no matter what, i will love them and there is no amount of abuse they could put me through that would change that. It doesnt matter how much they lie and cheat, i am NEVER going to give up my fandom! it is worth so much more than some crummy tickets. please remember that. I wiped away my tears, grabbed a map, smashed open my piggy bank and started to re-plan. because i am willing to go through hell and back to catch one of their shows before i die, and goddamit, we can DO this!