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hey killjoys! If you live in a town/city that is not as populated with killjoy comrades as you would like then join this group!!

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001125938974#!/home.php?sk=group_114403055291916

It's just a bunch of us from this site getting together on facebook and talking it up! About My Chem or anything!

Can't wait to see ya'!

Bloody Admiral

I have finally gotten my Killjoy name!

Bloody Admiral

Now I can't take credit for coming up with the name. That goes to my friend Wicked Fire.
Do ya'll approve?

I am really jealous of all of you who have someone you can truly depend on.

Not your parents or friends or family members. I'm talking about those not bound to you by blood, but by spirit, by soul.

Right now there are so many things going on that i can't handle and a truck load of emotions that are boiling inside of me waiting to erupt; i can't help but feel alone. Even with friends that I trust and a mother and sister that I love, I feel utterly alone. I have no one that is so close to me that I can just go to them and tell all my fears, my problems, and my wants. I envy you who have that. Who have someone that will stick with you til the end, i.e. your true love.
Actually, scratch that last comment, that you have A love is what I envy. When you are hurt or just need to snuggle (like all girls do when on our period), you have someone who is happy to make you feel better.

Sup killjoy's?
It's been a ridiculous long time since i've posted anything soo i decided that now was a good time as any! So what's happened....OH i'm in college now and it's alot more boring than i thought it would be. Though I am in the middle of a love triangle...I really like this guy,he's super nice and calls me by cute pet names. BUT he has a girlfriend and i can't hate her cause she's super nice and fun to hang around and we've become friends. Everytime I see him my heart skips a beat and the knife turns in my gut when I realize he can't be mine.
God that sounds like a daytime soap.
OH and another thing; at the begining of the year those who I called friend ad thought I could trust have turned their back on me for some unknown reason. One week it was sunshine and daisies, this week it's the artic. Fuckers. But hell, bitches will be bitches.
OK after writing all this out college doesn't seem so boring anymore...

FUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO START TOURING IN THE STATES!!
Last couple of times they came horrible things were happening so i couldn't go. Fingers crossed that I have the good fortune to go to my first MCR concert!!
Anyone have any tips on what i should do?

hey everyone who gives a rats ass!!
Fuck it's been forever since I've been on the site and I must say it's good to be back. I'm finally in college and life is pretty swell. Work is dragging me into the ground; school is an amazing new world but filled with a new category of friend and enemy. Also! actually my life is so lame that that is all the news I have.

till next time!

Hope you're kept safe and your life is way more adventurous than mine.

Much love MCadets
(i am tm-ing that shit. Anyone asks were it came from best be giving me so recognition!)

ZapataMonster

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile (for those of you who actually read my junk) but school has been extremely busy and I've been wrapped up in some Dr. Who awesomeness.

Ok The weirdest thing is happeningin my head RIGHT NOW. As I type Alabama and Hollywood Undead are doing a remix. Yea I KNOW! When I realized what was happening i was like "what the fuck?" but it was catchy so I started jamming oiut to this strange colaboration (sp? i don't care to tired). It's the beats and some lyrics of Hollywood's No.5, but the main lyrics are rom Alabama's 'The closer I get'. It's so cool!!
Anyway that's it, felt like sharing.

*nodds* I agree with you dear Dracula. Give me back the creature of the night!!!

Hi everyone. I know it's been a really long time since i've been on (for those of you who give a shit) and I just wanted to ask ya'll a question.
It's actually directed to singers so yeah.
Have you ever started just singing a song and all of a sudden your whole soul, body and voice is just emmeresed with this emotion, this ecstasy, that completely takes you over? I mean completely, totally, any other word that is synonymous with the words before.
I just wanted to see if anyone else has had that experience. I didn't even mean for it to happen, but the first time it did I was cleaning the house and 'Mama' from the Black Parade album came on, and I was lost in the twisting, climbing, moving force of the song.

If this HAS happened to you tell me please and if you can remeber, include when and where it happened.

if this hasn't happened to you yet. Be patient, it'll come when it wants to, and then you'll know exactly what I mean and understand how hard it is for me to explain.