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Recently single but not sad

I just broke up with my boyfriend of 8 months (although we have been off and on for 4 years)

anyways i am not sad i knew it was coming i am sad about the way it ended so abruptly and with both of us angry.

this is life i am moving on.

i haven't blogged for a while so i thought this would be a good way to start again.

song for the moment: i don't love you LOL


I love the point that Gerard made about the band not being a band but an idea. After reading this accepting the band was over was easier to overcome and i haven't gotten over it by any means but now its easier to listen to their music without crying so much......

Will love them forever.
Killjoy forever

We need to be together

I know that the band has broken up and thousands of people are absolutely devastated but i hope to god that they keep the website up. This website has been the home to the MCRmy for so long and so many people on here have helped each other out and really connected. This website needs to stay up so we can all get through this together and look back on the good times.

Thank you so much!

I know you guys will probably never read this and i am sad that i will never get to see you in concert but i wish you all the best of luck in whatever you decide to do next.
Gerard i wish you the best of luck with lindsey and bandit i am sure you are a wonderful dad.

I have had some tough times and through it all your songs with beautiful emotion filled lyrics have made me feel less alone and helped me keep going. When i first heard Three cheers for sweet revenge i fell head over heels.

I am here

If anyone needs to talk, vent or just need someone to point them in the right direction--- i am here for you killjoys <3


Feeling better

I don't know exactly why but i am feeling a lot better tonight then i have in a long time and i know that this happy mood could disappear at any minute but i am hanging onto it for as long as possible.

Anyways i just wanted to say that if anyone is having a tough time right now with any issues concerning anxiety, depression, BDD, Self harm, eating disorders etc etc the following you tubers have helped me out immensely
Laura Lejeune
Positive mind project

these youtubers are so awesome and they really care and just watching them

Confused spirit

Okay so i am a girl and i have a wonderful boyfriend. however recently wonderful boyfriend has started acting very overbearing/overprotective/and like he doesn't trust me. Now i probably caused this because of my problem with SI. However i am trying my best to work through that issue and what i don't need is people jumping down my throat about giving it up overnight. Some smokers smoke for stress and no body expects them to give up smoking overnight so why is everyone expecting me to give up my coping mechanism overnight?
It doesn't make sense to me.

On top of all this i have started to

My Top 10 MCR Songs :)

Okay so im really really bored so i thought i would make a list of my top 10 MCR songs:

1) Planatery GO!
2) I'm not okay i promise
3) Famous last words
4) Cancer
6) Thank you for the venom
7) Cemetary Drive
8) Sing
9) Mama
10) The only hope for me is you


I'm so proud to be in this <3