Zankoku_sinner's blog

It's 2 in the morning. I'm listening to Your Love Is A Lie by Simple Plan. That's it, really.

In an attempt to actually have a topic: who here has been to an MCR concert? What was it like?

Happiness because first of all, the new background kicks ass! ^_^ I have to admit, the night desert layout is much better than the day layout... the daytime BG made me blind. x_x
And new merch! Yay! ^_^ It looks awesome. But I can't get it, so I'm sad. :( And I don't know anybody who I can bribe to get it for me... so I'll just have to stare at it a lot and wish I could get it. XD

So I've just finished the second draft of my prisoner story. And it has a title now! ^_^ I called it "One Final Fight." Since I don't want to stretch anybody's browsers needlessly, I'm just going to post the link to Google Docs, it should allow you to read it. Enjoy and tell me what you think! ^_^

https://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=0AZ2KsfyBnVkdZGNzdGcybXBfNjFmbXZyYjZme...

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette-
( ) Smoked A Cigar-
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex.
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love-
( ) Dumped someone-
( ) Been Fired-
(x) Been In A Fist Fight-
SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die-
SO FAR: 3

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends-
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane-
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking-
SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi-
( ) Been Snowboarding-
(x) Met Someone In Person
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit-
SO FAR: 7

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship-
( ) Taken Pain Killers-
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have-
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 10

Level 8

So I've just finished the second draft of my prisoner story. And it has a title now! ^_^ I called it "One Final Fight." Since I don't want to stretch anybody's browsers needlessly, I'm just going to post the link to Google Docs, it should allow you to read it. Enjoy and tell me what you think! ^_^

https://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=0AZ2KsfyBnVkdZGNzdGcybXBfNjFmbXZyYjZme...

Okay, since I haven't blogged in Gerard-knows-how-long, I'm gonna try to write something cheerful. Problem is, I can't think of anything because for some reason, I am having an immense amount of trouble writing Electric Seven's bio. >_>

So in the absence of anything nice to say, here is a picture of Gerard Way and Gackt Camui morphed together. :p Enjoi.

So I feel really crappy. And it's not even anything to do with me personally.

Anybody who has been listening to the news knows that there have been a wave of suicides over the past few weeks, all of them of young gay men. And all of them caused by bullying.

This makes e upset for two reasons. One, the fact that this kind of hatred still exists boils my blood. Who are you to decide who anyone is or isn't allowed to love? Who are you to tell them that their love isn't "valid" just because they're of the same sex? What right do you have to humiliate and demean a person just because they're different from you? This really angers me to no end.

Here I stand
The cold night wind chilling my bones
Here I stand, naked before you
Blood dripping from the scars above my heart

Will you do it?
Will you break this awkward silence
And free my soul from the pain?
Or leave me here, to wash away my own blood?

This can never be, you said
This just can’t last forever
I’m going to die soon
And I can never come back again.

Don’t leave me here alone
Outside, their cruelty never ends
Don’t leave me here alone
Salvation, sanctuary, is in your arms

This can never be, you said
But it doesn’t have to be this way
We don’t have to stay here
We can fly away together

I say to you now, take my hand
We can find our own way home
Somewhere away from the mud and the dregs
Somewhere we can call our own

Tonight, this night, I’ll follow you
We’ll find our place together
A glint of hope inside forever
Where love can finally grow

Tonight, this night, you’ll come with me
To find our whole new world

What the hell, Battery City? What the hell?!

It made me feel a lot better. =)