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Random lyric title.
Anyways hey guys.
So I haven't been on here lately and so much has happen that its hard to deal with but we have to find a way to get over it. So I saw that MCR broke up and at first I didn't believe it but then I just had to believe it and it felt like a part of me was not there anymore. It is awful but if they thought it was time to go their separate ways then it makes sense. Well I, and probably everyone on here, know that Gerard is allowing fans to send him letters and I was thinking on writing one but the problem is that I don't know how to start it. So I was wondering if you guys can help me on how to start it and what to write in it. You guys would really help me.

To the most amazing person that was able to save lives and is still saving lives through music. Have an awesome one with your family.

Cool title right?
Hey guys. So how are you all doing?
Well right now I am procrastinating to do my essay on rebellion which is suppose to be short but I just taking my time. Anyways its really cold right now and since there is no heat I'm freezing my ass off. Also its snowing. Can you believe that its snowing...in March!
I'm pretty bored right now and listening to Paramore which is a really cool band. So do any of you guys listen to them? What is you favorite song from them?
This is really out of nowhere but do any of you guys have tumblr and are willing to follow me? It is probably to much to ask but I made one a while ago but I only have like two followers and if you guys want followers I will be willing to follow back.
So here it is: http://rainbowdinosaureatingwaffles.tumblr.com/
Also, if you do follow me, can you leave your account name on here just to know who you guys are.
Thanks.

AND NOW THESE RED ONES MAKE ME FLY
AND THE BLUE ONES HELP ME FALL

Hey guys so this is a funny video my friend told me about and you guys should watch it. But if your a One Direction fan don't think about watching it.

Hey guys so this is a funny video my friend told me about and you guys should watch it. But if your a One Direction fan don't think about watching it.

And I was hopping that if anyone on here would like to follow me even though I haven't posted anything yet? But I will follow you back if you do decide to follow me. And I will try to post something up sometime today or sometime this week.

Here's the link: rainbowdinosaureatingwaffles.tumblr.com/
But if you decide to follow me thanks.

So this would probably not get any comment but I'll give it a try.
So me and my friend are planning on becoming youtubers and do crazy and really random stuff on it. The only problem is that we don't have any idea for a youtube account name. So... I was wondering if you guys can help us come up with a name. You guys would really help us out a lot.
And if you guys do help us come up with a name I will send you a gummie bear on fire (random thought but has a long story to it).
So would you help us?

Hey guys. Long time no writing...
Anyways how have you guys been? Anything interesting things happened? Well since the last time I have been on it a lot has been going on. Facing depression. Having strange thoughts in my mind. Got detention for no good reason and have been made fun of that. Been thinking a lot about my life and what to do with it. Feel that my friends are trying to ignore me which has lead to a lot of thinking. Is probably going to see a doctor for my "problems"...

Or is it just me. Am I the only one that gets depressed or is feeling different during a holiday or a few weeks before a holiday comes? This has happened lately to me in the past few years and I was just wondering if I am the only one. And if you do get this certain feeling, what do you guys do to overcome it?
This is unrelated but today I became an 8th grader even though i am in high school. It might sound weird but all the freshmen became 8th graders again and the 8th graders became freshmen because my school wanted the 8th graders to know how high school was like and stuff. It was awesome to be an 8th grader again since we got to meet most of our old teachers and stuff. Also, I had this english class where we read this poem called "In a Dark Time" by Theodore Roethke and it is very deep and when the teacher translated it I think some people in the same class as me looked at me even though I wasn't looking up because I don't fit in like they all do.
So, how was your day?

It's my birthday. I turned 14 and I got punched a lot and my arm is sore.
Also, I want to say happy birthday to all of those whose birthday is also today.
How have you guys been doing lately?

"I'm not psycho. I just like psychotic things." - Gerard Way