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The Only Hope For Me Is You Part 8

Yeah, this took a bit. All I needed was some music a good break from life. This is pretty short, though. I have an idea for what to write next, so don't worry! I love you all :)

The Only Hope For Me Is You Part 8

*Shadow Fire's P.O.V.*
I woke up, and felt a sharp pain in my head. My hand shot up, only to find my head bandaged. Jet was at the other end of the room, looking at the baby pictures of Noise, before I gave her up. I walked over to him, "Hey, Jet. I'm really sorry.


Timshel by Mumford & Sons.
This song gives me hope. I'm crying.
"You are not alone in this."

Writer's Block.

I hate it when you know what you want to write, and you know exactly how you want to write it.
Every time you try to write it, though, you can't.
You're incapable of writing happy, when you're not happy yourself.
You haven't been genuinely happy for years.

I might just go ahead and write a sad ending.
I'm being stupid.

Did you see it??????

I'm watching the Itunes Fest, and I noticed something on gerard's arm. At the end of Summertime it closed up on it, I believe it said "MISS YA."
So cute! :)

On a side note... (PLEASE READ)

I've been drawing for years.
When I was five I picked up a pencil and pulled out a piece of scratch paper, and drew a skeleton. That skeleton is where it all started, after that is when my love for drawing came to be. (It was the first thing I ever drew <3)

I would work day after day, working to get the perfect skeleton. I eventually drifted off into other things, flowers and trees and such. I didn't just do finger painting, I've actually only ever finger painted twice in my life. I would work more and more to improve my drawing.

I never took proper classes, other than the ones in elementary,

Ipod thing :)

Put your iPod on, click shuffle and answer the questions with the titles of the songs that come up (Once again my iPod hates me)

If I had a band, it would be called: This Is Me - Charlie McDonnell

When I die, my headstone will say: Liar Liar - Never Shout Never (That's probably a bad thing...)

At my wedding, in my vows I will say: Y'all Want A Single - Korn

If I could kill someone, I would kill them with: #SINGItForJapan - MCR

When I leave high school, I will be most remembered for: Na Na Na - MCR

When my boy/girlfriend makes me mad I tell him/her: Look Alive, Sunshine - MCR

When I party I

The Only Hope For Me Is You Part 7

Part 6 :)
Sorry about the short wait!

The Only Hope For Me Is You Part 7

*Kobra Kid's P.O.V.*
Nobody could've ever though that Jet and Shadow would find themselves screaming at each other. They were always that happily married couple without any issues, always getting along.
Jet feels absolutely terrible. Because of what happened to Shadow, apologizing won't do anything. Jet just sits around mournfully, hoping Shadow's emotions will come back.
"Morning, babe." I said, as Neon walked into the living room.

Attempting Myself.

I attempted to draw myself, a self portrait if you will.
Except it goes from head to, erm, ankle. :)
I kinda fucked up on the face/head... lol.
The second picture is the most recent picture of me I could find... don't question the suspenders. :D
Anywhoo... I have a dentist appointment later D: and yes, that is where the dentophobia comes in.
One of my many phobias. :P
I should stop talking, I'm probably boring you.
Then again, you may be reading this because you're bored.
Shit. I'm doing it again.
-Ayesha ;)

I'm probably going to delete this later, but...

I just read an article of a magazine (Vanity fair) hit their worst drop in sales in 12 years because Justin Beaver was on the cover. No disrespect to Justin, but that's fucking hilarious :D
Just goes to show that he needs better inspiration for his music. I don't think he's going to last much longer if all he writes about is girls. Then again, people seem to hate him for other things. Stupid homophobes >:(

The things I do...

1. Last beverage→ Coke (YUM!)

2. Last phone call→ I don't know :P

3. Last text message→ Miranda (You know... the one who wrote the epic poem :D)

4. Last song you listened to→ What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club

5. Last time you cried→ Last night when I thought too hard lol :P


1. Dated someone twice → Unfortunately..

2. Ever cheated on someone?→ Never have never will. That's just wrong.

3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → LIPS VIRGIN.

4. Lost someone special?→ No :)

5. Been depressed?→ I was suicidal for four years. Yes.

6. Been drunk and threw up?