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So I've Noticed

I've noticed there's been an increase of blogs being posted that are getting removed due to having content concerning self harm.
So here's a very stupid video that will most likely make all of you hate me,
But I'm hoping it'll bring a smile to those of you feeling just a bit down.
It's a homemade video and admittedly wouldn't have happened if we weren't so drunk.
But we were, and it was unnervingly fun.
MOCK ME ALL YOU WANT BUT SMILE BABIES BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU.

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=PiZngPd3KjQ&feature=youtu.be&desktop_uri=...

Y'know I Should Really Be Sleeping

Who else has a completely fucked up sleeping schedule?!
I seriously can't be the only one.
Anyway
Can I just say how PROUD I AM OF ALL OF YOU.
I can't?
WELL TOO FUCKING BAD.
I love you guys, I love coming on in here and seeing all this passion and beauty and bonding and stuff and it's what keeps me going.
And I have all of you nerdy, socially-akward hermits to thank you for that.
I wouldn't ask for any other fandom in the world.
I'm pretty sure tonight's going to be the 2nd night I cry myself to sleep.
Mais c'est la vie.
And that's okay.
Well..not okay.
I'm not okay.
But I'm okay with not

Joys Of An Adolescent

Despite the unholy amounts of chemical warfare waging on in my guts, I feel
..not entirely at peace but
Aware.
And I'm okay with that.
Well, I'm not okay.
Not okay at all.
But I'm okay with not being okay.
Not being okay gives me the best diction.
And that's exactly what I'm going to do.
Write.
Anyway, have some beautiful flowers I took pictures of on my trip to mexico.
They give me hope, and I hope they help you out too.
~Xyphine<3

And some pictures from the beach.
If it's difficult to read, "My Home Is Far Away"

Never Forget.

Now come one, come all to this tragic affair.
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair.
So throw on the black dress mixed in with the lot.
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not.
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see.
You can find out firsthand what it's like to be me.
So gather round, piggies, and kiss this goodbye.
I'd encourage your smiles, I'll expect you won't cry.
Another contrusion, my funeral jag.
Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag.
You've got front row seats to the pentance ball.
When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
C'mon, c'mon,

Needless To Say

MONKEYS 'ND BANAYNAYS FOOTIE PAJAMAS MUTHAFUCKAS!!!
Thug lyfe \m/
And cats.
Because, ohmigod,
Cats.
And Gerard when he was aww wittle.
Er..at least young ~(.____.)~

Within You

So, allow me to share my thoughts as I walk home from my friends house, at 11:49 pm with the full, bright moon shining unshyly overhead.

Well, for the past 5 or so minutes, I haven't been actually walking. More like, waiting under a tree in the walmart parking lot, because I saw a police cruiser ahead. And I don't want to be questioned for being out after curfew. Be they've gone now, so I'm just walkibg aimlessly across this empty-ish parking lot.
Here I am listening to David Bowie, and walking home with a borroed sweater (each pocket containing a cough drop) and Howl's Moving Castle as well

Petty Differences

Some people choose to educate themselves of politics. Or science, body art/modification, sports, anime, cinema, animals, symbolism, controversy, the Illuminati, the music scene, fashion, human nature, literature, blah blah blah.

I choose to educate myself, of space<3

Aura-colored, quasar-lit, star-sprinkled, black mass-swelling, expanding, infinite, weightless, free, space<3

It's actually much larger than just space as a whole, but that's an entirely different story.

Something not quite expected of this My Chemical Romance obsessing, red-lipstick wearing, horror film-watching, curly-haired,

Petty Differences

Some people choose to educate themselves in politics.
Some choose to educate themselves in body art/modification.
Some people choose to learn and knowledge themselves upon music, sociology, art, anime, literature, chemicals, fashion, etc etc.
I, choose to educate myself,
about space<3

And abuncha other stuff.
But space is one of my favorite, that people always tend to be so oblivious about.
Goodnight kittens c:
~Xyphine

Some Special Words

I think if I were to run away, i'd be very alone.

I'd like to write something, anyone care to join me?
~Xyphine

Our Thoughts, Their Fights

So I'm going to try and make it a habit to blog at least daily , to let anyone know that this place will not burn down. I swear to any of you.
I have forgave the accused, though it's not my jury, nor anyone else's.
And that^ will be the last time I mention what I believe is a conspiracy.
Here, have a quote~
"Gotta have patience.
Fill the spaces."
Sweet dreams to anyone listening.
And if you agree with me,
Just understand, you are not alone.
The Flower Power picture is exactly how I feel when confronted with all this confusion and rumors and fear and judgement. Just smell the flowers babe.

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