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Scared o.O

Okayy soo I'm fuckin scared. I was chillin in my bed listening to swing music, using one earphone when I heard something. Idk what it was, but it was right beside me on my bedside table. It sounded like something got moved or was dropped, but when I looked, everything was perfectly normal. Then, I heard another noise. This time, it sounded like someone sucking thru a straw, but like when you finish a drink and it makes that slurping noise. I got so freaked I grabbed my iPod and iPad and ran upstairs. I'm now sleeping on the couch tonight cuz I'm fuckin creeped out. Well, goodnight everybody!!

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Swing Kids

"it don't mean a thing, if it ain't got that swing!"

So, I watched a movie in civics class, it was called Swing Kids. They are a whole bunch of teens during WWII that were against nazis. They rebelled by listening and dancing to "swing" music. They were hated and beaten by the nazis, but never gave up. The movie focuses on one boy names Peter who's father was a violinist and his dad was killed by nazis cuz he spoke out against them and helped Jews. It's follows the troubles he and his friends had as swing kids, and also a whole shit load of obstacles. The end of the movie was so sad, I cried for half an hour straight. In class.

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Music

Alright I'm so sick and tired of this!! Haha just quoted the white tie affair ^-^ anyways, I hate the modern day popular music! It is a pile of shit! And I'm honestly not just saying that cuz I like MCR, they are shit. All the "popular" songs are about sex and partying!! It's so annoying! Even worse, THEY CAN'T EVEN FUCKING SING!!! some popular singers are good live, but ,ost like Katy perry and fefe Dobson SUCK CAMEL DICK!!! Why can't people listen to normal music with meaning?! Most of the rock bands that aren't popular today, like MCR, have meaning and don't talk about sex and drugs. The lyrics move people and it touches their souls. Also, the music from the fifties and sixties. Mostly the sixties. I love it. Bon Dylan, the Beatles, the rolling stones, Eric Clapton, their songs are so breathtaking!!! The song tears in heaven by Eric Clapton made me cry it was to touching. I literally. Reid like a fucking baby. That's what real music is.

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Music

Alright I'm so sick and tired of this!! Haha just quoted the white tie affair ^-^ anyways, I hate the modern day popular music! It is a pile of shit! And I'm honestly not just saying that cuz I like MCR, they are shit. All the "popular" songs are about sex and partying!! It's so annoying! Even worse, THEY CAN'T EVEN FUCKING SING!!! some popular singers are good live, but ,ost like Katy perry and fefe Dobson SUCK CAMEL DICK!!! Why can't people listen to normal music with meaning?! Most of the rock bands that aren't popular today, like MCR, have meaning and don't talk about sex and drugs. The lyrics move people and it touches their souls. Also, the music from the fifties and sixties. Mostly the sixties. I love it. Bon Dylan, the Beatles, the rolling stones, Eric Clapton, their songs are so breathtaking!!! The song tears in heaven by Eric Clapton made me cry it was to touching. I literally. Reid like a fucking baby. That's what real music is.

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Six feet from the edge

Hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking...

I know, I know. I'm a freak. Im ugly. I have scars. I smoke. I wish I had a different life. Or maybe no life at all.

I'm empty.

I'm slowly drifting away from everyone I once called 'friend'. I don't want to, I wish me and kayleigh could be best friends well into the future, but with the way things are going, she would end up a sorority sister, while I would be the nerdy freak who gets bullied. It's true. We even listen to completely different music. She thinks mine is weird. She's turning into a prep, and there's nothing I can do about it. But, I'd rather have her as a sister than my actual family.

Emo. Freak. Goth. Stupid. Bastard. Adopted.

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OMFGGGGG IM SUCH A NERD!!!!

Hahahahahaha!!!! I'm watching doctor who!!!!! A town called mercy!!!! I'm such a nerd! Lol! Evryone thinks this show is so confusing but it's not!!! So here's the basic plot of the new series.

So, the doctor. He is an alien. Time-lord to be exact. He looks like a human, but has two hearts. Everytime he dies, he regenerates. New body, new personality, new doctor. But, he can only regenerate thirteen times before he is done dead. Right now is the eleventh doctor.

So the doctor has a blue police box. This isn't a normal police box tho. It's called a TARDIS (stands for time and relative dimensions in space). It's bigger on the inside and can travel thru the time vortex, so basically he can go anywhere, anytime. Any galaxy or planet, at any time. It's a police box because it used to have a chameleon thingy which made it blend in to it's surroundings, but it broke, and is now stuck looking like a police box!

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The end.

Hey guys. So, I don't even know why I have this thing. At first, I was like "omggg it's a MCR site I can meet ppl who like them too!!!" but like I have no friends on this, I never get any messages, so really, I might be deleting my account -.- I don't see a point in keeping an account where u have no friends or comments about anything. It's pretty pointless.

I feel that the most popular people on here are the stereotypical "emo" kids, which is stupid. Pretty much if ur not pretty or stereotypical, ur ignored. I find this stupid and annoying.

The world is separated into a small few groups; the emos/goths, populars, nerds, and average. But, what happens if ur a bit of every one? Or if ur a loner who doesn't belong in any group? Then ur ignored. It's fucked up. These people get shut out from everyone else and have nobody.

I titled this blog "the end" because it may be just that for my account. Or, I might still have the account, just not post blogs for a really long time.

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I actually kinda like school...

I know, you're probably thinking "wtf who likes school" but I think its not that bad. Even though I have about four people I actually talk to in all my classes, I get the back corner in every one, so I can listen to music without getting noticed, at lunch I hang in the back alley by my school with my boyfriend and his friends, or I eat with my four friends in the hall. My teachers are nice, and so far I'm understanding everything and not having any problems. So, like I said, school is alright.....

--keep calm and look alive, sunshine!!! xxx

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sooooo tired >.<

omg. i just got off a five hour shift, after the first week of school. i work another four hours tomorrow, and i also have homework in all my classes. i work seven hours on friday and eight on saturday. i am going to diiiieeee!!!!!!! D:

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SCHOOL!!!!! D:

Omg guys Im starting school Wednesday!!!!!!!!!! I'm freakin out cuz ima be in grade ten with five French immersion classes and one grade eleven class!!!! Plus I just got a job so I'm gonna have a hard time juggling it all!!!!!! I'm gunna have no me time!!! I have a feeling in gunna have a major caffeine addiction from all the late nights from homework!!! I might not be able to post blogs as often >.< don't matter, nobody reads mine anyways xD I don't even got friends on here :p I just hope I can still post blogs a lot during school so nobody can read xD

--keep calm and look alive, sunshine!!! xxx