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i've came back

I've tried so hard to get over them breaking up....im getting back into my habits with them again...the old me is coming back....the overly fangirled obssesion with mcr is hitting me again brand fuckin new and harder then ever....im gonna cry.

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I can't anymore...

My best friend. Since 5th grade.. Just stopped talking to me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what to do. All he said was he was not turning back on his word and is done talking to me. He was the only person who talked to me in school. Now I have NOONE. ABSOLUTLEY NOONE. I need help. I might ensue not eating or drinking anything... T happens when I'm upset. A lot.

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I need help.. I need someone...

My best friend. Since 5th grade.. Just stopped talking to me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what to do. All he said was he was not turning back on his word and is done talking to me. He was the only person who talked to me in school. Now I have NOONE. ABSOLUTLEY NOONE. I need help. I might ensue not eating or drinking anything... T happens when I'm upset. A lot.

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I need help.. I need someone...

My best friend. Since 5th grade.. Just stopped talking to me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what to do. All he said was he was not turning back on his word and is done talking to me. He was the only person who talked to me in school. Now I have NOONE. ABSOLUTLEY NOONE. I need help. I might ensue not eating or drinking anything... T happens when I'm upset. A lot.

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I need help.. I need someone...

My best friend. Since 5th grade.. Just stopped talking to me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what to do. All he said was he was not turning back on his word and is done talking to me. He was the only person who talked to me in school. Now I have NOONE. ABSOLUTLEY NOONE. I need help. I might ensue not eating or drinking anything... T happens when I'm upset. A lot.

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I need help.. I need someone...

My best friend. Since 5th grade.. Just stopped talking to me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what to do. All he said was he was not turning back on his word and is done talking to me. He was the only person who talked to me in school. Now I have NOONE. ABSOLUTLEY NOONE. I need help. I might ensue not eating or drinking anything... T happens when I'm upset. A lot.

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Okay...here..

I have somewhat calmed down from all the mayhem... I still don't feel right in my head....I feel depressed..I don't think my therapist would understand why I cared so much over a band...but ehh...someone message me :3
-Toxic Riot <4
(Look Alive, Sunshine .<4)

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People make me mad...

NOBODY IN THIS WHOLE TOWN EXCEPT FOR 2 PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ME!!!! No one understands all they say is "oh who cares they broke up its over" I CARE. WE CARE. MILLIONS OF PEOPLE CARE!!!!!! I cry when you say that because they are my inspiration not just a band!!! Their so much more to me then just a band... I'm sorry for flipping out guys...

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I don't know what to do...

I don't know what to do.. I don't know how to deal with them breaking up.. it's just all not comprhending...after I read Gerard's extneded tweet... It all finally hit me...My Chemical Romance is over...done..no more...I was crying for hours... I couldn't calm down... It didn't feel right...It didn't feel real..at all.... I really just need someone to talk to... somone message me for my # to text me ..please? ...
So long & Goodnight killjoys
MCRmy will never die.

~ToxicRiotxx~ <4

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I'm so a horrible person ._.

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex (a couple times)
[] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[] watched porn
[] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
TOTAL:23