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how is everyone??

I haven't really been on for over 2 weeks, and was wondering if anyone wasn't feeling happy. I'm not exactly myself so I can probably relate to you more at the moment. so if anyone feels down or lonely or just want a chat i'll be on here :) I don't do much else right now, I haven't slept for more than 4 hours at a time in weeks, so just inbox me if you want to chat :) (P.S. i'm a bit rubbish at seeing messages right away coz my laptop's really slow, so sorry if I take 15 minutes to reply x.x)

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why do i bother

so I just got back from Portugal.. literally the holiday from hell. for one it's sunny, and I could have got a tan (i'm like a vampire and hate getting burned or tanned), then there was no internet, and then the tv and xbox broke, and then I started up with the beginning of depression again. I ended up having a mental breakdown and refusing to speak for two days. I moved out of the room I had to share with my bro and sleeping on the couch. then I got shouted and screamed at by my parents in the middle of a restaurant for being moody coz I didn't feel like eating. then I ran home and collapsed on the bathroom floor in tears for no reason. my dad says it's just coz i'm a teenager, but I don't think it is. when nobody is around to see me or hear me I scream and scream.

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why do i bother

so I just got back from Portugal.. literally the holiday from hell. for one it's sunny, and I could have got a tan (i'm like a vampire and hate getting burned or tanned), then there was no internet, and then the tv and xbox broke, and then I started up with the beginning of depression again. I ended up having a mental breakdown and refusing to speak for two days. I moved out of the room I had to share with my bro and sleeping on the couch. then I got shouted and screamed at by my parents in the middle of a restaurant for being moody coz I didn't feel like eating. then I ran home and collapsed on the bathroom floor in tears for no reason. my dad says it's just coz i'm a teenager, but I don't think it is. when nobody is around to see me or hear me I scream and scream.

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why do i bother

so I just got back from Portugal.. literally the holiday from hell. for one it's sunny, and I could have got a tan (i'm like a vampire and hate getting burned or tanned), then there was no internet, and then the tv and xbox broke, and then I started up with the beginning of depression again. I ended up having a mental breakdown and refusing to speak for two days. I moved out of the room I had to share with my bro and sleeping on the couch. then I got shouted and screamed at by my parents in the middle of a restaurant for being moody coz I didn't feel like eating. then I ran home and collapsed on the bathroom floor in tears for no reason. my dad says it's just coz i'm a teenager, but I don't think it is. when nobody is around to see me or hear me I scream and scream.

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Byee for a while x\

i'm being dragged off to Portugal for 2 weeks, and i'm not allowed to take my laptop or phone with me so I won't be able to post anything while i'm gone.

oh, and if anyone wants to be in my fanfic/book (not frerard related) as part of another killjoy group, message me your killjoy info and I will add you in :)

so long and goodnight ~ straight jacket x.x

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empty site..

so I have noticed that there haven't been any new blogs for a while, so I thought i'd make one.
my day has been okay today, I went shopping and bought nothing, then the car broke down, but then this random jogger made my day by jogging past us saying looks like you're dusted out on route guano under his breath. so then when we got home I watched life on the murder scene again and now i'm writing this... so how's everyone else's day going?? x.x

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My challenge entry thingy

as you have probably guessed, my favourite animal is a unicorn, and always has been since I was 5. I even wrote a story about one (I will post it if you want) and as I can't draw unicorns, only people, I put an arrow saying it is a unicorn. but hey, at least it's in colour gus!! :D

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My challenge entry thingy

I can't draw so I put an arrow next to my drawing telling you it is a unicorn. yup... like mikey, my favourite animal is a unicorn, and always has been since I was 5 :) I wrote a story about a unicorn that I might post if you want :) but at least I trie.. and it in colour!! :D

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Frustration

hey guys, just been out for a meal with the family and found that our house has been trashed while we're gone. literally everything has been chewed up. even my drawing of frank that I was two hours into. I don't know what to do. I feel like crying. i'm not the best at art so I really have to spend time doing it for it to even start to work. but now all my hard work is gone, and I really need some frustration tips if you have any??!!!!!!!

thanks killjoys, Straight Jacket x.x