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I need help.

(Posted from 1st hour *English*)

Thank you to MCR, I have been terribly depressed the last few days, sometimes crying uncontrollably at night, but as soon as i listen to MCR, I'm filled with strenght and hope, and that's what helps me through the day. I miss Bob terribly, but I wish him the best of luck whatever he may be doing. I know that the band won't be the same, but we had to keep our hearts open and allow ourselfs to love new MCRmy members. (Don't think of it as cheating on Bob) Also congrats to Frank for his twins who will wreak havoc on the world! I'm sure the brand new MCRmy soldiers will be ust as charming as Frank and Jamia. Ahhh, I can't wait to hear "the new shit god-dammit", I have a feeling it's gonna be a great record. (By the way on the cover of SPIN, Gerard looks very handsome ^_^, at mijer they had SPIN with Billie Joe on the cover, but they ran out of Gerard.

So Long not Goodnight, fellow MCRmy soldiers, remember, Destroy what destroys you, and don't be afraid to keep on living!

Well, one more hour 'till the end of the day. Happy times. Today t lunch, it was another ridiculously retarded fight for the bouncy seat, except today it was with Steven. I wouldn't move so he sat on me, and it looked pretty awkward. Then Megan thought my left leg was lonely so she sat on it, from an espectator's point of view, I'm quite sure it was off the weird-o scale. Steven wouldn't stop moving and he kept touching my leg, I was disturbed. On the other hand my elbow was on Megan's brain, so i'm pretty sure she was disturbed at well. Now, I must go and try to maybe get some actual work done, so i'll just leave you with the image of me leaning on Megan, and Steven sitting on me, all of us laughing uncontrolably.

Love & Rockets,
Hellena

Hello guys and gals, I'm very much aware I haven;t

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2-24-10
I had a dream the other night, but I can't remember much about it. I just remember waking up with chills and the eerie, melancholy feeling that it brung. In my dream, I remember seeing an eye, but I'm not sure if it had any significance, but nevertheless I drew it, as you can see. I wish I could remember more about my dream...

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#1) I copied from Gerard, i'm sure lots of you do that XD

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#2) I love My Life as Liz, and this is from the begining of the show lolz

Love & Rockets

#3) I made that up cause I was bored.

Your Lord and Master,
Hellena

#4) Also out of boredom.

Stay out of the sun, watch your backs, and sharpen your knives.

This was completely random and its all out of boredom...

**Sorry my blog is so long **

I am writing this super ultra awesome blog from math class.
Stay out of the sun. Watch your back. And sharpen your knives.
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So I died because I feel into a pit of needles (picture #1), then my hand was the first to come out of the grave (picture #2) and now here I am walking among the living dead (picture #3). Lolz, If you want me to zombify your picture, I do take requests, so just send me a message.

This just shows how big I am on the whole Zombie thing ^_^ ...I LOVE LEFT 4 DEAD (CHAINSAWWW)

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So Today, my guy friend Denis invited me to the movies and we went to see Legion. I think the movie was kick-ass, (not gonna say much about it don't wanna ruin it for those who haven't seen it) but there was soething missing, I don't know what there just was. Then we walked to Walmar, I got eyeliner, and after that we headed to Blockbuster and rented Left4Dead2. I fucking love that gome and I have to get it. I'm a fucking maniac with the chainsaw. What I like about the game,
1.) I don't have to read the intructuions, We just instinctively knew how to play
2.)Chainsaw
3.)Graphics
4.)Chainsaw
5.)Zombies!
After Left4Dead2, we played Call of Duty 4 Modern Warfare, and we kicked ass!!!!
So they day was great, (just wish my BEST buddy, Claire, woulda gone, but oh well). Right now I'm just playing more Left4Dead2, and I have a highscore, killing zombies with chainsaws. God... maybe I have TOO much fun with this...

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