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i'm a very bad influence.

[] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[] bought porn
[] tried drugs
[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die
[x] missed curfew
[] stayed out all

havent posted on this in a while.

i've been going through alot of hard stuff recently again but i am trying to get past everything and be a strong person. anyways, my mom ruined my whole weekend. she signed me up for this modeling thing, wtf? i told her i didnt want to but she said i didnt have an option, great right? -.- sucks for me but how have you all been? c:


anyone else on here feel like they're misunderstood? :c


probably no one will read this but i seriously need a friend right now. i dont know what i did but i kinda lost all my friends, they practically hate me and no one will talk to me. i have no one there for me. i want to end it all.


Happy Birthday to one of my heroes, Frank. <3 you're an inspiration, thank you for everything. c:

so, tumblr.

i just made a tumblr and i have no idea how to use it, i dont have any followers, and blah. can someone help me?msg me lol, leave your tumblr usernames below or something so i can follow okay? c:


so, i was on youtube listening to BVB and what not and i decided to click on this band i never heard of before and they are AMAZING. you guys should look them up, they're called 'Avion Roe'. tell me what you guys think c:


oh my, Boy Division is the best song out right now. i cant stop listening to it. forever on replay. c:

strating poetry.

i'm starting to write poetry because i'm really into it. i want to share them with you guys to see if you guys like them. would anyone like to read them? c:

im ugly.

i have very low self esteem im very insecure about myself the way i look, talk, do my hair. i think i even cried because of the way i looked. sure i feel a bit pretty sometimes but other than that i dont feel ugly i AM ugly. people always compliment me and i always think they're being sarcastic. theres not a day that goes by without feeling ugly it just doesnt happen. all my friends are beautiful, but im not even though people say i am. its not true. nothing will change who i am or what i know about myself. i wish i was beautiful.