I'm new to this site and I only joined it because I need someone to talk to who loves MCR as much as I do and who understands how big this loss is to their fans. I am a MCR fan for life, cross my heart, hope to die, never let go, never forget, always look back type of fan. They litterally saved my life. I was in an emo type phase that I guess everyone goes through, and I was distressed and desolated and tired and depressed and the whole nine yards. I tried commiting suicide a long time ago but MCR changed everything. They gave me and my life a meaning.