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keep enternity give me my ipod

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and write the sentence here:
at the back of my hand. "how was your afternoon?"(extra points to annyone who can tell me what book it is)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there?
my dog?
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
uhhhh irobot? 5 days ago...
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
5. Now look at the clock.
3:15 XD
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
give em hell kid!!!!!
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
yesterday...i dont remember
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
mcr.com comunity page

9. What are you wearing?
skinneh jeans the black parade tour shirt..nightmare before christmas socks and mah blue x-high top chucks

10. Did you dream last night?
yess =] it was a nice dream^^

11. When did you last laugh?
idk i havent been around people today

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this is a bad thing....?

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] You didn’t know it’s not possible to lick your own elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[x] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice..
[x] You just looked at it.
[x] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[x] People have called you slow.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire

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annyone have xbox live?

heyy guysss!

anyone play xbox

if soo anyone play halo:reach halo:3 odst or halo:3 ???

id love to play with one of you guyss

and yes ima girl
and yes i love videogames
no 'girls-suck-at-videogames' jokes plz?
if i suck at it its cuz i dont play enough or im just bad at it not cuz ima girl

and if i dont suck
well then prepare to die?

and is there anny muse fans out there???

easily is the besttt!

ohh and guys

who dose red hair the best?
matt bellamy or gerard way?

and can you beileve if you type 'red hair' in google images frank pops up before either of them? and he has only a small part of his hair redXD

personaly i think gerard dose red hair the best...but bellamys spikes are wicked awsome!
frank looks like a puppydog!

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my life is effed up^^

when i was younger my brother came to live with us.
i have two brothers....they are twins, identical but so different

lets call them....bob and bill

so bob came to live with us...
he was his moms favorite child and everyone knew it
bill stayed with his mom...thinking she would love him now that bob left.....she didnt

the night bob came to live with us..we went to my grandparents house

bill and bobs stepdad broke into our house intending to murder us....my neighbor....SAVED OUR LIVES for the second time (the first being when their kids saved me from a ravonous dog)

he scared him away and called the cops....

my brothers mom told bill awfull things that wher untrue about us...

it broke my heart because i liked bill the best...bob was mean to me...bill wasnt...

so as they got older ...bill was never loved....he never had a father ...they say people with no father are more likely to be gay...i beileve that
bill turned gay

his mom told him we hated him

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=D another blogg about coffeeeee!!!! + issuess


i think i might puke if i drink moar coffee

im superr excited/hyperr.....

...ok no moar coffe for tonight

ohh and my grandparents come home tomarowwww
pray everything turns out ok for me kk?
even if your atheist
for me


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reflection:i hope i did the right thing....

dou you ever stop and think about what you have done in the past

there is a girl at school who hates me.

a friend of ours was realy suicidal in junor high lets call him john

one day last year the girl that hates me (lets call her jane)

jane comes to class we wher friends at this time

we wher in a group with this kid named...well lets call him bob...

we wher working on our project...when jane suddenly started crying...no one noticed but bob and i

so we askd what happened...she made us swear not to tell

john had told her he was going to kill himself that afternoon.....
so we talked to her...she told why and evrything
we knew him and knew it wasnt just a scare
he was realy gonna do it

so we encuraged her to report it to the school counseler

he was put on suicide watch ...for a long time

never spoke to jane again

i think thats why she hates me....=[

idk what the point in this is ...sort of just my way of writing down memories i guess....

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been reading the watchmen









i wanna watch the movie nowww =]

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guys .....today sucked

i had to deal with people makeing fun of my friends and mcr to my face


some very casual friends wher makeing fun of my guitarist and one of my best friends..he has adhd so hes on a sht load of meds(i cant stand them shoveing pills down my friends throught...he is hyper ..so what theres nothing wrong with him other than the meds....mther fckers)

so i always hear how he is dumb and dose stupid things and blah blah blah
and i had to hear how my chem are emo and they are dumb and all that bs
i turned around..loked into the eyes of the dude they said was emo...i said 'dont tell me my favorite band..are emo...they are anti-everything!'

so then i ignored it untill while i was laughing with my friend (my chem loveing-not okay-great to hang out with type friend) my so-called-best-friend told us we wher weird and no wonder no one likes us...

>=] can you guess what my reply was?

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yaaay! school!

as a follow up to my disasterous sick day yesterday i screwed up this morning!!!

i was about to get in the shower when my neice woke up as i leaned in my parents room to tell my mom something

my neice had just woke up and asked to go use the bathroom
so i took her to the bathroom...she didnt go back to sleep

mom was mad.....>.>

yay for black parade tour t-shirts and skinneh jeans!!

2 yr old wide awake at 6:00 am....fck yes...*sarcasim*

someone pleese save me from my neice?!

well gotta go find mah blue converse (x-hi top ftw)

buh baii killjoys toxic shock out-(WOW i feel star-trekkish now =p

end transmission*

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=[ dose my dad hate me?

so today mom went to the hospital with my grandpa and i was home sick...
so when dad got home i told him he needed to go pick up my neice from his parents house

he said he didnt have a carseat...i told him they did

he said for me to go away

and i texted mom about it....and she told me to tell him they had a car seat and she wouldnt be home for awile

he accused me of telling him what to do and said he didnt care...

he always takes anger out on me verbaly

and he is always so hatefull toward me when mom is not home

he never hits me
but he puts me down all the time
one minit he will act like a dad then the next he will be so mean to me

he acts like he hates me

he tries to make me go to school when im sick
he tells me to go away when im trying to talk to mom sometimes

i hate living with him
i want to run away but i cant
i dont have annywhere to go....

i cant tell if this is normal for a dad or if he hates me...=[