XshadowfireX's blog

friend who bought me epic present
i fuckin love you!!

also i got third degree burn on the tip of my finger today
guitar class will be fun tomarow >_<

those killjoys who might think i'm a dick for those insulting hashtags about pedicone
its called a joke.....
also get thick skin
yeah its pretty dumb to send him death threats and hate but i'm not perfect
yeah i realy dont like pedicone....never did....i perfer bob but thats me....but still death threats...wow

but yeah if you guys want to get mad because i was makeing fun of a bad situation its your choice...... *rant over*

third degree burn isnt fun untill you stop putting cold water on it for a few hours...then it stops hurting....i guess the nerve endings in my finger died?

do they come back or will my finger be numb forever (shows how much attention i payed in class XD )

also should i go to the hospital if its the size of a grain of rice?

so yeah.....

this is shadow signing off

#Pedicone is trending on twitter

Lets trend #TraitorPedicone instead or something like it so people who are not MCRmy know we hate him

#YouKnowWhatTheyDoToPediconesInPrison
#ThePediconeLifeIsGonnaKillYou
#PediconeThisMirorIsntBigEnoughForTheTwoOfUS ??

my personal favorite

#KillAllYourPedicones
XD

Mike is a dick!

if annykillljoys meet him you should punch him in the face!

How dare he betray our family like this?

this is pretty much how i feel about life right now

like ive sold my soul

but not in a bad way

"Sold my life to bring the rain
maby to wash me clean
sold my sould to stop the pain
hopeing you'd set me free

*All your fear, all your shame
you know that you can lay it all on me
you can lay it all on me*"

i am feeling mostly what is in the astrics....like ive sold a different life to become this person that everyone needs me to be.....like i made a deal with....god? if there is a god....but i feel its mostly selling my soul to MCR....i sold them the life i would have had so i can take all the pain from others......

and the especialy troubleing part.....its not hardly overwelming......i can mostly ballence everyones pain.....

if anyone needs to talk to....you can lay it all on me

Know that you can lay it all on me.

XO
shadow

i love you all

so much

<3
i dont care who you think you are
i dont care who your parents are
i especialy dont give a shit how much money you have or what you like to do with your free time

i just love you

my bestie got a girlfriend so i feel alot less awkward because she has someone to love other than me>_<

so i guess her happyness is sinking into me

i get to meet her monday so wish me luck
i hope shes good enough for my best friend

my ipod rose from the dead today

either my ipod is a zombie or god loves MCR

i think its both

i listen to alot of music
and obviously i love the stuff i listen to

but MCR makes me feel....alive
just alive

and yes i'm most definaltly alive when i listen to other music

but the feeling when i listen to MCR can only be described as alive

=]

this sucks

i'm dying from lack of socialization
and i also cant stand being around people

do i even need friends

all friends are good for is claiming your god and treating you like some fricking ruler of the universe

like genocide is no longer horrible if i do it

*shakes head*

i realy am sick of human interactment

have to go to eye docter tomarow! this sucks!

i have like a ton of note cards to make and study

its fir the guitar...and i ned more printer paper to print off worksheets about music theory

i realy need to study so bye

wish me luch on finding enough paper!

my laptop has been ghosted
i have to use the desktop when noone is home so i'm going to be gone quite alot and i probly wont blog much at all

but i will reply to your messeges when i can so message me if you want to talk =]