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I`m in one of those moods where I want to type a 10 chapter story about myself. But I`m too fucking lazy & I haven`t got the time .. Anyway. Social Networks. They`ve taken over my life. Oh, & Minecraft, too. That shit is fucking awesome. But Facebook. Twitter. Instagram. etc. (still no idea how to use tumblr) lol. ha. haha. hahaha. patterns. ew. .

I'm weird

I poured my heart out to 3 guys today. My uncle, best friend,& boyfriend.
Is this bad?

What the hell ...

Okay so I dunno what the hell is happeningg ...

All of these older guys just started coming onto me recently , it`s really fucked up .. My brother`s friend (who is 18) says he loves me? & this 15 year old calls me babe & says I`m cute? & guys stare at me in the hallways now ..

Why ? (The only one I`d consider dating is th 15 year old ) He`s gorgeous , has abs , & he's blonde. & smart .

But of course , When i finally get a boyfriend , thats when they start liking me.

Oh boyfriend.

It`s been awhile ..

A lot has changed in the past few months. I have evolved. No , I don`t like mainstream music . I never will . But my being has changed. My appearance. My way of thinking. My typing , my writing, my views on the world. & my friends as well.

This past September I started 7th grade. My school doesn`t have a middle school , so I`m technically in highschool. I don`t talk to the people I was closest to in 5th & 6th grade. I have changed my perspective. I am friends with the "popular" crowd now.

Lying Isn`t Always The Easiest Way Out [Chapter7][Long Chapter]

4 Months Later*************************

{Nicole`s POV}
I was huge. Giant. Humongous. I think I might be considered an elephant. Ryan was looking at me from across the room.

"You okay?" he asked.

"I`m kinda cold," I lie. I just wanted to lay with him.

We`d moved into our own house, along with everyone else. My dance career was somewhat "on hold" for now.. I loved to dance, but I loved Ryan more. WAY more.

He stood up from the kitchen counter and walked to me faster than usual. He scooped me up effortlessly, even with my giant stomach, and carried me to our bed.

"I don`t know how you do

Lying Isn`t Always The Easiest Way Out [Chapter6]

*** 3 Months Later ***
{ Ryan`s POV }
Nicole couldn`t dance now.. She was too big. She wasn`t that big, but she had a bump, about medium size. I looked at Nic as she slept on the couch, next to Frank and his girlfriend, Brina. Gerard and Brendon were nowhere to be found.. (big shocker) and Mikey and Ray left to get some things from the store. I picked Nic up and brought her into our bedroom so 1) she was comfortable 2) She would`t take up the whole couch 3) I think Frank & Brina wanted some time alone... (hint hint)

Nicole shifted slightly, moving toward me.

FANFIC

Hey... does anyone actually read my fanfic? if you i would love to hear your opinion.. also- was part 5 awkward ? let me know please:)

xoxoxo~
desert sage

Lying Isn`t Always The Easiest Way Out [Chapter5]

[ Nicole`s P.O.V. }
I cuddle with Ryan for awhile before falling asleep. I was really exhausted... No comment.. In my sleep I don`t dream; I usually don`t, unless I`m paranoid.

Ryan moves slightly causing me to wake up.

"Hmm?" I half hum half say, still half asleep.

"Shh. Sleep baby," Ryan says.

I find the strength to reposition myself. I`m closer to Ry now, practically on top of him, my head on his chest.

I resume my nap.

*** *** ***

My eyes open. I wasn`t sure how long I was out for, but I did know Ryan was still holding me. I looked up at him- he was awake.

"What time is it?"

stolen.

] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] taken painkillers
[x ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[] missed curfew
[x] stayed out

stolen.

] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] taken painkillers
[x ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[] missed curfew
[x] stayed out

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