xCinamonnx's blog

I feel the need to inform you that the Japanese word for potato is ジャガイモ and its pronounced "emo" LOL XDXDXD that made my day,
Now i don't think it'll bug me so much when my friends try to tell me that emo boys are hot I'll just say "i didn't know they had genders" xD

yo yo yoey!!
dear gawd!!! its been FOREVER since I've been on here!! weed day was the last time I visited the community page D: lifes been fucking insane, no lie -_-
So I am SOO FUCKING GLAD THEY POSTED THOSE RULES I agree with all of them, even the self-harm one, seriously, its really great that people are reaching out and looking for help but often they dont even listen anyway, not to mention, this is a band site, most of you guys are in your teens or younger you shouldn't be expected to know what to say to a person like that and when it gets to a point where practically a third of the blogs are so depressing like that it kinda ruins the great experience of this site for everybody, the comunity page is supposed to be fun not sad.
And before you call me an unsympathetic douche bag I'm not trying to be, I'm just saying my opinion.
and besides, calling the number or going to the website will probably help you a lot more than anybody here can.
If you live in Canada try going to kidshelpphone.ca you can write to them asking for advice and they ALWAYS answer. I've written to them a couple of times, sometimes it takes a few days for them to answer but its always good advice.

I had this dream a week or so ago and I was in some sort of waiting room (I think I was getting a haircut) and then Justin Beiber walked in and he was wearing a sweater that was the same as one that I have (a black and white Famous one) and then I was like "hey, I have the same sweater!" and he was like "Yeah, its an awesome sweater" and I was like "dude" and he was like "dude" and then he left.

Hitlers birthday is national weed day...

So todays 4:20, pot day or whatever.
So apparently not that many people know that its also Hitler's birthday. I actually knew that before I knew what 4:20 was (I found out both things today xD)

My friends boyfriend called me fat today... but I called him fat first so its okay XP plus he failed at it.

Wooaaahh its been a while since I wrote a real blog D:
I miss blogging on here I haven't been active on this site for AAAGGEEESSS sooo hola =P
I dunno whut to blog about
OH I KNOW!!!
if anyone here is on deviant art you should join my group!!
its TheSums, A fan group for Sum 41!!!
I effing lOVE sum 41

heres the link: www.thesums.deviantart.com

...okay I had epic pictures to upload but it keeps saying: "An unrecoverable error occurred. This form was missing from the server cache. Try reloading the page and submitting again." and I've reloaded the page, like, 50 times and it won't work so fuck it.

Well these days it sometimes seems like everyone's suicidal. and, hey, maybe everyone is. I mean is there really anyone out there that can honestly say they've never even thought about it? Even I have at sometime, but I know that I never will and I'll give you five good reasons.
Sure maybe not ALL these reasons will apply to you but hopefully at least one will, and that should be enough... right?

1)You'll Never Know What Happens Tomorrow...
nobody ever knows whats gonna happen tomorrow, for all you know tomorrow you could win the lottery, for all you know tomorrow you may meet the love of your life (or at least get asked out by someone cool ;P) anything could happen, but if your not here you won't know :)

2)Someone Loves You...
Hell sure, you may think nobody loves you. you life's going no where and you have no friends. but honestly? if that your mentality then its never gonna change for you. "be the change you want to see in the world" and know, I don't know you but I love you, okay, that may seem cheesy but its true. maybe YOU'RE not religious but I am and I believe everyone deserves to be loved no matter what.

3)Things WILL Change...
Okay sure your life feels helpless but BELIEVE ME life will not always be the same. Okay? everything is always CHANGING that's how the world works. Especially if you're still in public school and your getting bullied or if your have no friends, its not gonna be like that forever. things can change in a blink, but in most cases if you just grit you teeth and tough it out things get better but like the flu sometimes it'll get worse before it improves

4) It's Selfish...
This is something my dad said to me and it made me think. Have you ever thought about what will happen after you die?? and I don't mean heaven or hell or wherever else you think you're going I mean here on earth. To the people you leave behind. I won't say anymore but think about it.

5) Those Who Commit Suicide Become Civil Servants In The Afterlife...
...yeah, I was watching beetlejuice a couple of days ago :D so sue me XD

So I'm just posting this to tell anyone who cares that I won't be on for a while. tonight was parent teacher interview night at school and my parents are pretty pissed, they've taken away a shitload of privileges including internet access and then on april 16 ONLY IF MY GRADES HAVE IMPROVED I get to pick one thing to have back, and I'm probably not gonna choose internet access.
So this is my last night on here for a while I guess.
I'll miss you all :\
-cinamonn

I love how the whole first page of blogs are about voting for mychem over 30stm XD
so come on mcrmy!
LETS DO THIS!!
http://newsroom.mtv.com/2010/03/29/march-madness-panic-at-the-disco-the-...
we've gone up 13% in the last hour we can fucking do this!!!

honest to god, every time I read or hear the word "emo" I just want to punch someone in the face
Emo is not a word people LOOK IT UP IN THE DICTIONARY! oh wait ITS NOT THERE
and even if it was a word it would just be a short form for emotional
so are an emotional?
oh you have an emotional style?
so you like emotional clothes?
how exactly is your make-up emotional?

my friends used to agree with me on this but now all of a sudden their saying "oh yeah we're emo" and "emo boys are so hot" at first I thought that they were joking so I went along with it but their not and I'm a little pissed

I dont see what was wrong with words like "punk" and "goth" they're in the dictionary and they actually mean something,
you can ask whoever you want what the word "emo" means and no two people will give you the same answer BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS

in the words of Gerard Way: "I think emo's a pile of shit.”

I live in the scariest fucking house ever, so whenever I'm home alone I turn all the lights on so I'm not so scared shitless.
...tonight I'm home alone
... earth hour starts in ten minutes
...fuck