Worlds.End.In.Whispers...'s blog

I ike poetry, I like i alot...except when I have to find 5 peices of poetry that have to do with my motif "Rebellion Love"

I have about 60 million things to do because I've been so busy fooling around, and forgetting all about school and the importance of it. Great, I now have the chance of repeating the 8th grade. Shit. I can't repeat this grade, the other guy that I like is in the grade above me, a freshman in highschool. Oh, the world can be so cruel...why am I so frigging annoyed by myself? I can't take this anymore. I just can't keep up with the workload because I'm too much a shitty kid.

I really do think that this therapy thing a ma bobber will help me.

But I'm afraid of therapists now, because of an episode of Criminal Minds. The therapist killed most of his patients. whoop de doo...I'm too parnoid, too.

"They are going to get you first because you're wearing a green shirt, and I'm wearing a white shirt." Dr. House

xoxo
-S

OMG!!! Soon, in about a week or so, I am going to see Muse, AFI, 30 Seconds to Mars, Metric, and Vampire Weekend :DDD I didn't get the golden ticket, so I won't be able to party all week, which is probably a good thing. I have to sell items at the Holiday Fair, and then go to my first appointment with therapy...

For those of you who have had therapy, what is it like? I really don't what it to be like, "So how are you feeling today? Tell me every single detail." I hate that. I hate hate hate it. I never ever spill out anything that's bothering me except when I freewrite. And to my bestfriend (_kind of_)

school tomorrow...shiznit...the only thing that I have done is the poetry thing for homework...and that only took away 15 minutes of my time...ugh, still have to right a paragraph on history, and i was out most of the time thanks to a few issues, so i have no idea what to write...that's what we get for having the whole friggn week off, with a late start on Monday...

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. How does it feel to treat me like you do, when you laid your hands upon and told me who you are
2. We're going hopping, we're going hopping today
3. My dear, what long arms you have, all the better to hold you down
4. Well I was there on the day, they sold the cars for the queen
5. Lovers, keep on the road your on, runners, until the race is run soldiers, you've got to soldier on. Sometimes even the right is wrong
6. Summer, man, don't know me no more, eagar man, that's all
7. Look in to my eyes tell me your alive, look in to my eyes, can you hear me now?
8. Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road

yay! uh, so this is like, idk my 10th blog or something. I'm kind of over the whole losing my first pet thing. But not quite. I still have a hole in my chest. But now I have to take care of a doggie. Meet Scruffy, my grandma's dog. No, my grandma did not die (yet) she is in rehab. Now I know it seems terrible for me to want my grandma to die, but I really think that she would be happier, because she's really miserable. If you could see her now, you would say that she's needs to move on. She had a fall a few weeks ago, and fractured a bone in her spine, I forget which one, it was something-15.

ughhh..

ok so i feel exactly like poo right now, I have a massive migrane, the screen is wayyyy too bright, I can barely type, and I've been feeling nauseous and had chills all day....

besides that, I went to the dentist today. I have no cavities *whoo!* but I do have to get fillings, because for some really odd reason, the ridges are too deep. I also seem to have odd taste buds >.<

sidenote for today:

Why is my grandma in rehab? this makes things so much more complicated, I'm stuck home alone more often now, and I'm getting sidetracked more often. My grades are suffering. Except for English :D

I also need to get used to having a dog in my bed. (my grandma's dog has to stay at our house now)

ugh...well hope you guys are doing better than I am :]

goodnight

RIP Muffy

xoxo
-S

today we celebrate the life of Muffy, my beloved cat. She lived to be 14 years old. we plan to put her down tomorrow, she doesn't deserve to suffer anymore.

so long and goodnight to you, you brave soul...I'll miss you

xoxo
-S

I love shopping. I have no idea why. I guess it's because I don't have to spend my own money. Which is good, because I'm fucking broke. But I find that it's a good reason because I spent my last 65 dollars on that infamous Black Parade vinyl that's been haunting me ever since I laid eyes on it. It also happened to be the worst decision of the time, because I'm in serious debt right now :/

Okay, now that that's out of the way, I feel accomplished, because my school work has exceedingly improved, (though now that I said that, it's probably in the hole T_T) and I feel pretty confident about tomorrow math test :D

uhm, anyone going to the DunDraCon in 2010? I'll probably go...but I'm such a noob T.T

Oh, and who else knows Homestar Runner and Hitalia??? (I probably spelled that wrong)

okay, so I'm in trouble right now, so this is a short blog D: I'll blog more later :D

xoxo
-S

I GOT 15TH ROW SEATS ONE LEVEL ONE TO NOT SO SILENT NIGHT!

I'm really excited about this, I get to see Jade, Matt, and Emily <3333 love those guys so much!

The bands that are coming are:

MUSE
AFI
30 Seconds to Mars
METRIC
and
VAMPIRE WEEKEND!

HELL YEAH! December just got a whole lot awesomer ;)

so yeah, it's not like front row seats, but hey, think of it this way, I'm savoring my hearing XD

also, my top 5 songs I'm currently addicted to:

Resistance_Muse
Float On_Modest Mouse
I Never Told You What I Do for a Living_My Chemical Romance
Another Song About the Weekend_A Day to Remember
and
Thank God It's Cloudly, Cause I'm Allergic to the Sun_A SKylit Drive

As a sidenote, I got my first DnD book. It's about how to survive the different dungeons. I feel like this day couldn't get any better.

good night, and hope to blog later,

xoxo
-S

yes this isn't about MCR

It's all about Coldplay.

If you had asked me about four or five months ago who my favorite band was, I would have promptly answered COLDPLAY loud and proud in your ear. ((yes, I was completely and totally obsessed, they were the only people that I ever listened to from 8:00 am to 6:00 pm. Quite literattly actually)) So, as a late birthday prezzy, I got to go see them LIVE and IN CONCERT and I walked away from Shoreline as one of the few people with a Coldplay Jacket, limited edition poster, and AN AUTOGRAPHED CD!!!! Not only that, but memories of them actually being 8 FEET in FRONT of me! (cos they had two accoustic sets, one on the right side of the grass field, and one on the left side of the grass field)

AHHHHHHHHHH best night EVER! so far ;) NSSN is coming up in December, and all you Live 105 fans know about it. Muse and AFI are headlining it. YAY!!!

okay so that's it for that night. idk what else to say about it except that I got lost after the show, and then I had to wait up front near security by myself. I guess I looked like a guy, a lot of girls were talking to me about some...awkward stuff...nyways, this random security dude caught me while I was texting one of my friends about how the concert went, and I was about to just say that it was great until he came along and GAVE ME AN AUTOGRAPHED CD!! Of leftrightleftright for those of you who don't know very well about the live cd footage from earlier in the tour. GAHHHHH!! okay, I have to calm down...BUT NOW I CAN TREASURE THEIR SIGNITURES FOREVER!

and this is my wonderful conclusion to this blog that has nothing at all to do with MCR...

*SQUEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

xoxo
-S