VictoryIsForever's blog

I haven't said anything casual in a long time. So I thought I might just do that. But if I see anything depressing on here today, no, I'm gone. Not permanently gone, but gone for the day.
So yeah, the photos are basically my three favourite people O.O I love them <3 Very much <3
The first one, well, I think its sort of obvious. Gerard saved my life <3
The second is Ashley Purdy from Black Veil Brides! He saved my social life <3
The third is Marilyn Manson (that's not his real name and yes he is a he). He saved my...Well...He restored my faith in music and humanity <3
They aren't in order of preference, I love them all the same <3 Oh and no hate please other wise I shall kick your asses.
My casual post is now over!

~V x

MCR are not dying. They're changing, again. We had no problems with this when they went from TBP to DD did we? I know some of us prefer TBP but that gives us no right to doubt them now because they're changing yet again. I can't understand why any of us would think that. What kind of fanbase are we if we just abandon the boys because they're changing or we don't like the way they're doing things? It will always get better. There are always benefits. There is absolutely no doubt that the entire band put their heart and soul into their music. Why, would you even think differently? We have to remember the boys are a older now (no I'm not calling them old so shut your fucking face with your bitchy comments about them being pretty and immortal), they've probably matured a lot more than we realize, and maybe more than they care to admit themselves. BUT SINCE WHEN DID THAT MEAN WE START DISSING THEM?! I THOUGHT WE STUCK BEHIND OUR BOYS THROUGH THICK AND THIN.

I read a lot of depressing stories on here. This is why I don't post much, because I don't visit this site much anymore. Being depressed is a terrible thing and I understand that people have to have somewhere to let off steam or write about their terribly depressing day/week. So I am not going to rant about it just because it annoys me, because I'm sure I've done it too when I'm depressed and blah blah blah. I can't be bothered with this blog it's Sunday I should be sleeping and eating or something better than this shit.
~Vampire

Screaming 'someone save us'. Yeah, hai, so, I want to be pretty. But I am not le pretty. I am pretty but not pretty enough. I'm not fat I'm just not skinny enough. I'm fed up of being single because I'm 'ugly' and 'fat'. But there's nothing I can do about it. There's nothing I want to do about it. I want to stay the way I am.
Anyway, depressing shit over.
WELL I'M NOT A VAMPIRE BUT I FEEL LIKE ONE. SOMETIMES I SLEEP ALL DAY, BECAUSE I HATE THE SUN-LIIIIGHT.
Anyway...Love you guys <3

~Vampire x

Why...Why do I even bother?
My Dad seems to think everything I say contains attitude and whenever we have an argument he always says to me 'it's easier to be nice than it is to be mean. You have to make an effort to be mean'. But that's not true for me! I don't understand why. But I want to know why. Why am I just so...Horrible?
It's unfair to ask all of you that, you can't tell me and you'll feel guilty. Or at least some of you will, those who don't will be chuffed that you disproved my point. I just want...I need to know why because it doesn't feel right. It makes me feel just...Not right. I think I need a therapist. There's so many things that make me disturbed, so many things I can hide...But not all of them. I can't hide everything.

~Vampire

Please help me.