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They took my brother!

Child protection just took my brother! And when I found clothes for him I didnt see him in the livingroom bc it was all kinda foggy. And when I saw the ladies who came and got him hang with the door i just shouted "the door is there if you couldnt see it" then I saw my brother and whispererd the lights behind your eyes lyric on norweigian to him.
It wasnt my first reaction to write here, I have been crying with my parents and I've cleaned the house.

-CR

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They took my brother!

Child protection just took my brother! And when I found clothes for him I didnt see him in the livingroom bc it was all kinda foggy. And when I saw the ladies who came and got him hang with the door i just shouted "the door is there if you couldnt see it" then I saw my brother and whispererd the lights behind your eyes lyric on norweigian to him.
It wasnt my first reaction to write here, I have been crying with my parents and I've cleaned the house.

-CR

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Child protection people just came and took my brother!?

They just took him! They came for a meating with my parents and him they just said we want him to come with us. Cant write more my hands are shaking

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Ok, Im really sorry!

OK, I've just reasd throug My blogs and now I have So bad conscience, beacuse all of them are just stupid rants exept one and that one makes me sound like a bi*ch. An Im sorry for that. The reason theyre just rantes Is beacuse I have breen grounded for nearly two months and Im a bit depressed right now and iIn the last one I tried to look at the bright side. I just felt I needed to say this.

Dear Killjoys and MCRmy thank you for beeing who you are!

-xoxo Chocolate Revenge

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Im gonna get beat up on school tomorrow, and I cant wait!

OK so the reason Im tønna get beat up tomorrow is.
You know In groups on fb you can group chat? Dell this bitch at school was In one of these chats with the whole scool and called My bestfriend(who is a fellow killjoy, MCRmy) a fat, misareble cow, anf a bunch of others thingf i rather not mention, and My friend godt really hurt by that and started to cry. Som I lost it and hold the whole school about a birthmark this bitch has on her bit and hold it looks like some weird outgrowth. And her bf got like pissed.

And i cant wait bc i love When adrenalin is pumping throug My vains. Ofc it hurts and stuff bit the adrenalin, i love it!
Yeah btw Im like the schools bitch on the bullied side.

What are you looking forward to tomorrow?

-Chocolate Revenge

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I have this storm inside me and I wanna cry but my body won't let me.

First of all, sorry for this rant I just need to get it out. I culd talk to someone about it but I dont trust annybody outside the MCRmy or the Killjoys.

Im tierd of getting used, I fall for it every time BC I believe In love but then. BAM! Something hits me In the face! It feels like they just push their hand into my chest, tearing out my heart, stomps on it and I only wach that it happens. The boys look at me like that ugly little loner who need sex. I'm so tired of it! Only this school year there has been Benjamin, Mats, Ole Martin and Lasse. but I just feel empty.

And the girls play lesbian and bi, kiss me and since I never want to hurt someone In a situation like this I pretend to be too(or I dont know of Im BI or lesbian,) annyways then they'll talk about it, send me notes and write on My schoolbooks like faggot, muffmuncher freak and stuff like that.

I just danna cry but My body wont let me. You know the feeling In your eyes When you cry? I have it all the time.

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I love this series

OK, a bit childish but I love it. Its about a lonley hear who only friends is his toys. The best part he doesnt feel lonley and he daydreems every day. The reason i write it here is beacuse weel the scool makes me to eget friends BC they think its something wrong with me. So that is My weapon and reason not to get friends.

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You happy now "Dad"?

Im sorry for this rant bit i need too get My feelings out.

If you want me to call you dad I have some questions to ask you.
Where was you when:
My great grandfather died?
i cried My self to sleep?
People shoved me down In the mud?
All the scars took form?
A guy i loved tried to use me?
I had to break up with the guy i loved?
My face always had trace of tears running down My cheecks?
When I slept on the bus beacuse i fought with My mom?
Where were you all those times. Why Did you call me stupid and a brat. Why did you insult My family? A father is suposed to comfort their Child not hurt it. My favourite banda and their fans has helped me and cared about me more han you has ever done.

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Fuck you "Dad"?

Im sorry for this rant but I need too get My feelings out.

If you want me to call you dad I have some questions to ask you.
Where was you when:
My great grandfather died?
i cried My self to sleep?
People shoved me down In the mud?
All the scars took form?
A guy i loved tried to use me?
I had to break up with the guy i loved?
My face always had trace of tears running down My cheecks?
When I slept on the bus beacuse i fought with My mom?
Where were you all those times. Why Did you call me stupid and a brat. Why did you insult My famely? A father is suposed to support and comfort their Child not hurt it.

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Wiccans here?

Is tvers å ny wiccans here? Im thinking about becoming one myself but i want to talk with someone who is. So they can fill me In about what it is like.