The Wierdo from Hell's blog

fucking hilarious shit

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doing sing for the talent show today :D
KILLJOYS MAKE SOME NOISE!!
XOXO
VAMPIRE DETONATION

To un-explain
The unforgivable,
Drain all the blood & give the kids a show
By streetlight
This dark night,
A séance down below
There're things that I have done
You never
Should ever know
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
Forever now
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
FOrEVER NOW
Who walks among the famous living dead
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed
And if you could talk to me
Tell me if it's so
That all the good girls go
To heaven
Well heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
Forever now
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
FOREVER NOW
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on
Figure out
I'm really not so with you anymore
I'm just a ghost
So I can't hurt you anymore
So I can't hurt you anymore
And now
You wanna see how far down
I can sink?
Let me go!
So
You can
Well now so
You can

nothing is real
nothing lasts
i am alone

Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
Last night I felt
Real arms around me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
So, tell me how long
Before the last one ?
And tell me how long
Before the right one ?
The story is old - I KNOW
But it goes on
The story is old - I KNOW
But it goes on
Oh, GOES ON
And on
Oh, goes on
And on
XOXO
VAMPIRE DETONATION

that is what my life revolves around
the immense fear of hurting her
being numb is kind of a release
only one thing scares me
i have always felt her
how much i love her
but this time
i dont feel anything
i dont feel her
and i find that terrifying and saddening
its dark as pain tonight
xoxo
vampire detonation

coffee is keeping me from getting bad
but i know that once it wears off
i get bad again
ive ben getting bad for a while now
things have gone from
bad to
worse to
nothing to
worse to
fatal to
nothing to
better to
bad...
im getting bad again i can feel it
i feel like no one can see
im not sure wether im breaking or going numb
only the next few days will tell if i survive
im afraid
but calm
the darkness is creeping up on me
im sorry
its becoming to hard to fight
she says im fine
and i try to believe that
but im not
im falling
i lost the pieces again
i dropped all of them
im slipping
almost out
but i fell down
im sorry
she says not to question beautiful things
but how can i not when ive never had anything beautiful
besides her
shit
i feel it
people call it heartache
its more like my neck and entire chest area
the back of my head
my hands shaking
i cant
im sorry
i broke
i love you
im sorry
when im here
no longer
you must be stronger

talent show auditions today
our band is going to do Sing
whoop!
we consist of four people
we need a bass player though
So its Iron Flame on vocals
Atomic Silence on guitar
Stingray Bullet on drums
and me Vampire Detonation on keyboard
we also need a rhythm guitar
but i think imma have Death Rocket do that for us later on
So on a band name we arent sure
although Atomic Silence and Iron Flame have some cool names
they decided to do this:
Hello, my name is:
You Decide
ya know like those name tag stickers
so yeah
i think were gonna do good
only down is that i cant see Death Rocket after school like i usually do :(
well i hope we do great
so yeah
im running out of stuff to say
so i dont know
laterz
XOXO
VAMPIRE DETONATION

im really craving coffee
thats the coffee i drank this past sunday
i wish i could drink that again
im addicted to it
i use it like a drug according to some people
it calms me down and stops the spiraling
i want some now!!
heehee :3
but yeah im really craving coffee
they should sell coffee in schools
they really should
if u wanna get high on coffee please read on
8 cups of strong coffee
8 spoons of sugar each
taken right after the other
run like hell until the buzz wears off or else u get a heart attack
for anyone in marching band this is a good thing to do before marching if u get tired easily
u have lots of extra energy left over after marching an 8 minute show
i want coffee
XOXO
VAMPIRE DETONATION

sigh...
i posted yesterday asking how to show her
...
she knows me really well
i just..
i spiral a lot
i think im worthless
she told me to never say that ever again
and then she started spiraling
which stops my spiraling
i want to help her but i dont know how
i want to show her that shes worth something
like i said yesterday
shes like a butterfly
butterflies never see their wings so they never see their true beauty
i want to show her how much shes worth to me
i want to show her i love her
but i dont know how
im afraid of hurting her
shes so fucking beautiful
my head hurts even worse right now that im hacking my brains for a solution...