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Pictures for Sid... Again

So urm.. I guess you can choose which one's best.. let me know if you need more/others..

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What did I do
Tell me, to you
How could I cry
And tell you the lie
That I’m okay

I’m never okay
And won’t ever be

How could I say
And harm you that way
Why did I speak
Of words that would
Peak in your mind
And harm you

With nothing for it
I tell you now
I regret
Won’t forget

I regret

I’m sorry..

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"emo"

You don’t know my story
You just plain don’t know me
And nor me, you
But I hate you, it’s true
‘Cause you tell me I’m wrong
For liking that song
While I conjure a reply
I know it’s clear that I
I can’t win
In your ignorant mind
You don’t even know what you do
What you do
To your victim

So you know that about me
And so after last week I thought
It was all done
When you started again
And I thought that it would end
At some point
But you never stop
You won’t ever stop

And you call me this name
Over and over again
I deny you each time
But I know that each line
You speak is true
Because ‘cause of you
I do those things you tell me I do

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Existence???

Someone tall me where do I go
The worst part is coming
And I still don't know

My plans, broken
where do I go
only words spoken

I'm not even sure I'm alive
there's nothing i feel
the feelings had no where to thrive
so they died
Unreal

I'm not even sure you exist
You're just what i want
How could we resist
truth is we cant

How am I to decide
at so young
the decision I have to abide
For so long

The want is driving me crazy
Not as much as the fact thatIi cant
My visions hazy
I'm falling apart

Some one tell me where do I go
The worst is here
and I'll never know

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Denial

It's not me
Grasping the blade
Screaming through pain
Slicing this up
Now its me

It's not me
Bleeding again
Trying to refrain
Giving no fuck
Now its me

It's not me
Harming myself
Shouting to hell
Wanting to die
Now its me

Now it's me
Lying again
Even to you
about wanting to die..

Cause I do

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Killjoys Thank you <3

Thanks so much to all of you! I'm really sorry, in all honesty that you've had to read my rants! I should be okay really I just don't see it sometimes! I love you all and you're all right.. Suicide is never good for anything and I think personally that if I killed myself I'd be letting you all down! I mean you don't know me and I don't know you but you've still tried to help me! And I bet some of you go through the same shit I do! What kind of person would I be if I just killed myself and left you all! I promise if ever you feel you need to speak to anyone- I'm here! I've probably been through what you're going through but even if I haven't I'm here to listen!

I love you all! Keep running! Keep living! Keep marching in the Black Parade! So long not goodnight! <3 <3 <3

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Just help

Just help

Here, Trapped

No way back

What to do?

So confused

Relied on you

Here alone

Wanting to go

Needing you

Craving death

Chasing it

But still you

Here alone

Blood and tears

Sweat and fears

Just help

Blades and knives

I despise

This Being

Hate myself

Hate the world

Hate you

Here alone

I'm trapped

The way back?

Craving death

I despise

Chasing it

Need deprived

Thought thrived

Sweat and fears

Blood and tears

I despise

Blades and knives

Hate myself

This Being

Fixed to you

Still untrue

Here alone

Craving death

Chasing it

Just help

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Relentless

Relentless

My wrists in shreds
Can’t clear my head
Just a blade on the floor
With my clothes

Pain I can’t swallow
With tears to follow
But I will still
Cut more

I’m not done yet
I can’t forget
The rest it’s
Still to come

I could stop it all
I don’t have to fall
But now I've
Already fallen

There’s the rush
The vibrant gush
But I don’t see
I feel the warmth

I’m here again
United: Tears and pain
But I’m still
Incomplete

Feeling I deserve it
And it is relentless

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Before it gets worse

For a while now I've just wanted to end it all...

No one would really miss me all that much.. They'd get over it.. No one seems to care whether or not I exist at the moment so that's no problem.. I'd like to think differently I really would! It's not just me being pessimistic, no one cares!

I keep thinking about how easy it would be.. Painless if I did it the right way.. I could even make it look like an accident.. But which ever way I'd choose- Simple

What would I miss!? Some tests the rest of a crappy painful life?? If it carries on the way it started then no thanks!

Normally I tell myself "I'm not afraid to keep on living".. Right now I'm not sure I can force out those words..

So long and goodnight..?

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Some People..

Some people are just sooper freakin awesome! Like Ray Toro- he just emits awesomeness! And my friend Emily is one of them! It's amazing!

Some people are reallllly freakin ANNOYING! It's like "SHUTTHEHELLUP"

Some people just don't even know what they're saying! Like they'll sit and be like "You're an emo!" And I'm like "come back when you know what that even means!!!"

Some people need to learn some manners! 'cause I really don't like this one band but I'd never call everyone that liked them stupid or anything! But then you get most people and they ask you what music you like and as soon as you say MCR theyre either like "Who??" or "You're an emo!"

Some people are perfection.. Like Gerard Way...