Vine Spider's blog

I'm trying to be ok... but I'm just not...
My Chemical Romance is gone...
And I'm not loving what's coming from them.
I just listened to some Death Spells. I'm sorry, no.
They all told me, "It's ok, they'll make music separately." But it's not looking so good so far. Mikey and Ray both said they want to do a song with Kane West, Gerard likes Justin Bieber, and Frank's new band is "hardcore electronic." What the fuck?

With a FAX machine.

This is pure inability.
Ever since MCR broke up, I just don't feel the passion to draw, write, write music, sometimes even RP. I'm just... not motivated to do anything.

My friend Zack think I like him.

On Saturday I came home from a sleepover and my brother's first words to me was "We got to see Iron Man 3 without you!" They got to go for their birthday and I went to a friend's house.
Little do they know, I went to Iron Man 3 on opening day in 3D. On the day of their real birthday. Before them.
It feels so good...

Two FUCKING HOURS I waited in line on free comic book day. We finally go inside, excited, tired, nervous, and we look for Killjoys.
And they didn't have it.
I'm on the verge of fucking TEARS.
FUCK.
Bad enough that MCR is gone, now I can't even read the comic I've been waiting for for SO DAMN LONG.
Fuck everything.

My rabbit JJ got attacked by something last night and we brought her inside and now I am scared to death. What the fuck? My mom just heard this terrible hissing sound and looked outside and saw these 2 things rustling around in her cage. We went out and scared whatever it was away and when I looked at JJ her fur was all ripped in the back. I flipped shit and insisted she sleep in my room that night, and now I'm really worried that it'll happen again.

I could seriously cry right now. My depression is like seriously bad right now. I can't stand it! Today was useless, I did nothing today, none of my friends are around, and I'm having one of those times when I feel everyone's against me and I'm alone in this world. This is one of those times when MCR quitting kills me...

I hate my friends, I hate my family, I hate this fucking house, I hate Girl Scouts, I hate having to fucking sit around all fucking day, I hate how my friends fucking criticise and patronize me, I hate everything. Fuck you all.

Happy birthday to the most nice, loving, funny, sexy, awesome, caring, groundbreaking, unique, incredible, magical, sassy, spazzy, badass, vampirenessy, wonderful, inspirational, talented, smart, rocking, infinite, and all around perfect man on the face of the earth! I love you!
(Please comment some more adjectives for me to add to the list!)