victoriadance13's blog

I was looking for my glasses, and it turns out they were in my glasses case the whole time :L *face palm* Well this blog was pretty pointless.... e,e

I invented a new word, and it's called Narf.....don't ask hehe(: Well now I am extremely bored and I have no one to talk to :C I'm so lonely it's not even funny. Sometimes I get depressed of being so lonely... Anyways, can someone talk to me? I'm in the mood for talking to someone right now c: Blahh, well...uhhh...narf. Have a narf day.

~Electric Dance out

"I'm not psycho, I just like psychotic things." -Gerard Way<3

I know the mouth is a little odd, but this drawing took me 3 hours! All of the writing are my favorite lines from each song on the album. I'm so happy I did this(:

So a really close guy friend of mine keeps asking me if I could send pictures to him if you know what I mean...I'm honestly really shocked by him because he doesn't seem like the type of person to do that..then again he's a guy lol. Anyway, he's relentless with this and I really don't want to. I honestly think that if I do that, I'm disrespecting myself, and I also feel uncomfortable. He's making me feel guilty now because I said "no." Another reason I don't want to do that is because god knows he could send that to other people, and it could ruin my reputation, I could get into TONS of trouble, and everything. I need someone's help right now. What should I do? :(

~Electric Dance out

Okay, well first off, today, it's been exactly a month since my grandpa died, and I really miss him.. Secondly, this boy who's been bullying me for months (who i thought was taken care of) keeps texting me, and he won't leave me alone. He's going to a different school and everything, and he just doesn't get that I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. This boy has put me through hell. Because of him, I've considered cutting, and every day this year I would come home from school and cry:/ guess it never ends... Anyway, another thing that's been bugging me is that my dad just had surgery, and the doctors found out he had pneumonia, and I'm really worried. I miss him so much and I haven't seen him for a couple of days.... ughhh I'm going to continue having chocolate, listening to depressing songs, and being all wrapped up in 13082390847903247024 blankets. Gloomy day today. Thank you for whoever took there time to read this.

~Electric Dance out!

I have a Deviant Art, and I wanted to know if any of my fellow Killjoys out there has one too! Here's the link to my DA:

http://starphotography13.deviantart.com/

Please watch, fave, and/or comment, on my photography c:

So I've been begging my mom if I could dye one streak of my hair purple, and of course she says no. Well, since I can't actually dye it....I colored it with a sharpie marker bahahaha.I decided I was going to make it rainbow. Anyways, my mom's reaction was different from what I expected it to be. She said "please don't do something stupid like that again." Well, I can't promise her that I won't heheh. Anyways, I like my rainbow streak of hair c: it makes me feel different, and good about myself.

~Electric Dance outtt!

I was looking up some MCR quotes, and I found this and loved it

"Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 4 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful.”
― Gerard Way

"I'm a weirdo, what the hell am I doing here?"

I'm currently feeling extremely insecure right now. I feel that the only way you can feel pretty is by being skinny. To me, I think I'm really curvy and overweight...I just hate my body with a burning passion. When I see other really pretty and skinny girls it makes me hate myself for being so ugly.

For example, I remember in June our school had an 8th grade pool party for a field trip. So, we went to a pool club. I remember seeing all of these girls in my grade, in their bikinis, and I got really jealous of them. I began to feel really insecure because I was wearing a bikini too, and I instantly wished that I never bought the bikini in the first place. I just wanted to go hide in a corner from everyone else and disappear.