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Fuck you anxiety.

So this guy I've liked since September FINALLY asked me out not too long ago, and now we're together. Everything was going great up until two days ago. He's been acting really strange lately, not like himself. Yesterday in the only class he's in with me, he didn't ask me to sit next to him, didn't even say hi, but he only texts me ...when we're in the same classroom! (Dumb, right?) Then yesterday, he didn't walk with me to my next class or give me a hug goodbye, and heck, when i had to go to my next class, he just walked away, without saying goodbye! I was so confused, and I didn't know what was up. And when I sit with him at lunch he's with his friends and he doesn't even talk to me that much, and I just sit there awkwardly not knowing how to join in on a conversation because I"m just too shy. But he didn't really acknowledge me. I mean it's still only the second week we've been together, but he's acting super strange.

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Thank you MCR

My Chemical Romance,

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My MCR fan page! (ADMINS NEEDED)

Hey everyone I made an MCR page a couple months back on Facebook, and it doesn't have many likes, so can you like it for me? :3 Also, I need more admins! So comment if you want to be an admin below! I'll message you the link to my FB profile so I can add you and then I'll make you an admin! C: well here's a link to the fan page!

https://www.facebook.com/imNotPsychoIJustLikePsychoticThingsGerardWay

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Trapped in a world i can't escape

I feel as if I'm trapped. Every day I wake up, fearing of going to school, but then I again it's the only way I can see my friends. School sucks, and all it is, is stressful to me. My teachers pound us with homework, tests, quizzes, and everything is so relentless. My parents are exremely strict with me and my grades, so they have high expectations for me. But lately I've been slacking off and my grades are going down because I can't handle all of this school work I get. This has never happened to me before and now I just feel so stressed out, and my asthma gets all funky when I get stressed. On top of the stress my parents constantly give me lectures about how I have to step up my game. I've been trying and even when I get the highest grades I can get they always give me this look and say "you can do better than that" when really I've been trying my best. It just gets so tiring...

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Trapped in a world i can't escape

I feel as if I'm trapped. Every day I wake up, fearing of going to school, but then I again it's the only way I can see my friends. School sucks, and all it is, is stressful to me. My teachers pound us with homework, tests, quizzes, and everything is so relentless. My parents are exremely strict with me and my grades, so they have high expectations for me. But lately I've been slacking off and my grades are going down because I can't handle all of this school work I get. This has never happened to me before and now I just feel so stressed out, and my asthma gets all funky when I get stressed. On top of the stress my parents constantly give me lectures about how I have to step up my game. I've been trying and even when I get the highest grades I can get they always give me this look and say "you can do better than that" when really I've been trying my best. It just gets so tiring...

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Trapped in a world i can't escape

I feel as if I'm trapped. Every day I wake up, fearing of going to school, but then I again it's the only way I can see my friends. School sucks, and all it is, is stressful to me. My teachers pound us with homework, tests, quizzes, and everything is so relentless. My parents are exremely strict with me and my grades, so they have high expectations for me. But lately I've been slacking off and my grades are going down because I can't handle all of this school work I get. This has never happened to me before and now I just feel so stressed out, and my asthma gets all funky when I get stressed. On top of the stress my parents constantly give me lectures about how I have to step up my game. I've been trying and even when I get the highest grades I can get they always give me this look and say "you can do better than that" when really I've been trying my best. It just gets so tiring...

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Trapped

I feel as if I'm trapped. Every day I wake up, fearing of going to school, but then I again it's the only way I can see my friends. School sucks, and all it is, is stressful to me. My teachers pound us with homework, tests, quizzes, and everything is so relentless. My parents are exremely strict with me and my grades, so they have high expectations for me. But lately I've been slacking off and my grades are going down because I can't handle all of this school work I get. This has never happened to me before and now I just feel so stressed out, and my asthma gets all funky when I get stressed. On top of the stress my parents constantly give me lectures about how I have to step up my game. I've been trying and even when I get the highest grades I can get they always give me this look and say "you can do better than that" when really I've been trying my best. It just gets so tiring...

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Trapped

I feel as if I'm trapped. Every day I wake up, fearing of going to school, but then I again it's the only way I can see my friends. School sucks, and all it is, is stressful to me. My teachers pound us with homework, tests, quizzes, and everything is so relentless. My parents are exremely strict with me and my grades, so they have high expectations for me. But lately I've been slacking off and my grades are going down because I can't handle all of this school work I get. This has never happened to me before and now I just feel so stressed out, and my asthma gets all funky when I get stressed. On top of the stress my parents constantly give me lectures about how I have to step up my game. I've been trying and even when I get the highest grades I can get they always give me this look and say "you can do better than that" when really I've been trying my best. It just gets so tiring...

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Mask on a Scarred Heart (i guess you can call it a poem)

So lately I've been feeling pretty insecure of myself, and well, I happened to write this...I hope you all enjoy, and it's my first attempt at a poem

Every day we pass by people with different faces
Each face on a person is an illusion in some cases
You might pass by a person who’s smiling, with their eyes sparkling bright
On the outside you can see that person is laughing, socializing, and lifting up the spirits of the ones nearby

And you might see that person with a cheerful, and positive attitude
You also might see that person constantly making light out of the sweet moments too
But on the inside, that person is falling apart like an unstable piece of paper
It’s holding itself together, but ready to break apart for later

It was once a piece of paper that started out smooth, and wrinkle-free
Then that paper got ripped, torn, and turned to debris
Just like when we are born, we start off with happiness

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Mask on a Scarred Heart (i guess you can call it a poem)

So lately I've been feeling pretty insecure of myself, and well, I happened to write this...I hope you all enjoy, and it's my first attempt at a poem

Every day we pass by people with different faces
Each face on a person is an illusion in some cases
You might pass by a person who’s smiling, with their eyes sparkling bright
On the outside you can see that person is laughing, socializing, and lifting up the spirits of the ones nearby

And you might see that person with a cheerful, and positive attitude
You also might see that person constantly making light out of the sweet moments too
But on the inside, that person is falling apart like an unstable piece of paper
It’s holding itself together, but ready to break apart for later

It was once a piece of paper that started out smooth, and wrinkle-free
Then that paper got ripped, torn, and turned to debris
Just like when we are born, we start off with happiness