VenomHeart's blog

Some people piss me off to no end. They tell you to just "be yourself". Guess what? I AM MYSELF!! I am an awkward person by nature. I hate embarrassing myself. I'm self-conscious. You won't catch me intentionally acting like an idiot. People say to be yourself, and I do that. When they see who I am, though, they call me weird and cast me out. I get so sick of that. I am cast out or left out of conversations. I'm plain and boring, but very opinionated... UGH! Life gets too complicated... I need friends... Friends who won't forget me and will remember me as someone awesome... I take that back, actually. I don't wish to pretend to be cool when I know who I am already.

For anyone who cares xD My friends that I had to introduce are together. Have been for a month now and Tay is loving it. They get along so well. I'm hoping they stay together for a long time because they are PERFECT for each other!

Just say no to normal (: who on here wants to fit in and be like everyone else? If people love you for who you are, let them. If they are only your friends for who you pretend to be, then they are NOT YOUR FRIENDS! They will abuse you and only be your friend if you pretend to be "bad" or "good." Don't give in. If it's rough now, it will get better. Change your attitude; do not your entire being. If you get angry too easy, try to calm down. There are terrible flaws out there, but you appearance is not a flaw! It's beautiful.

I will never forget you, My Chemical Romance. You have made the biggest difference in my life. Thank you for being the most wonderful band and people to ever walk the earth. You guys are awesome and I'll never forget how you guys made me feel for the past 7 years. Finally, I belonged. First and only band I've found enough interest in to stick with them for that long. I love you, Gerard, Mikey, Ray, and Frank. You guys go enjoy your life, and I will be here praying you eventually get together again... <3

Alright children, the lights are out, and the party's over.
It's time for me, Venom Heart, to start running and say good bye-- for a little while,
and I know you're going to miss me, so I'll leave you with this:
you know that big ball of radiation we call the sun? It'll burst you into flames if you stay in one place too long-- that's if the static don't get you first.

I NEVER GOT TO SEE THEM LIVE!!!!!!!! I was going to get backstage passes. I was going to meet them, hug them, ask them all the questions I had about their music, and just tell them how much they mean to me. I can't take this. My heart is breaking into a million pieces. I can feel it in my chest. I can't breathe. I just want to die. I can't take this. I want it to not be true. Someone tell me it's not true. I don't know what to do..... I just wanted to tell them that I love them all. How much they inspire me. This is just too much. I can barely see through the tears to even write this. I just can't stand it.... I probably won't be on for a while... I don't want to think about this...

Torchic, Marill, and Tepig (: Oh my god!!!!!!!! I love these pokemon!!!!!! They are so cute and I just love them hehehehe

I love talking to fellow Killjoys in the MCRmy. I also love The Black Parade we are greeted by when we make it home.. If any of you all are looking for a new buddy to talk to, i'm perfectly fine with you messaging me (: We all need the communication to keep our army strong. We need it to keep our family strong. So if you would like, message me any time (: Love all of you!!!!!!

Signing out,
~~Venom Heart

This is what Destin got me for V-day (: it's awesome lol i didnt want chocolates this year, so he got me a teddy bear (: it was so sweet.

I just got an email saying to boycott “Muslim” stamps, or stamps with Arabic writing on it. It said that they want the USA’s flag stamps instead because they support the USA or whatever. They don’t support Muslims. I’m not Muslim, but they hate this stamp and they’re “patriotic”? Islam is a religion, and guess what!!! IN THE USA, YOU’RE ALLOWED TO WORSHIP ANY WAY YOU WANT!!! Muslims have every right to have their religion supported in the USA. Get over yourself and your narrow-minded way of life. You can support your religion any way you want, but don’t hate on other religions in the process. This is a free country for free religion. Not just Christianity…. By the way, this is not really directed towards who sent me that email, it’s to the person who started the chain letter in the first place.

I went to a Shinedown concert Friday with my mom, sister, mom's friend Angelinah. and Angelinah's husband Jeff. General admission tickets lol. It was great. It was P.O.D. was on first, but we missed that part completely cause Jeff drives slow!!! We got there right before Three Days Grace came on. They played Chalk Outline, Riot, Home, One-X, Just Like You, and a bunch more. They didn't have they're original singer though. I think he's sick or something... When Shinedown came on, we were all facing the stage of course, but when the lights came on, he was behind us! In the middle of the room. I was light 20 feet away. It was amazing. they sang Enemies, Unity, Bully, Second Chance, Diamond Eyes, and so many more. Brent is just an all around good guy. He was so nice and I just loved the performance. I highly recommend you go see Shinedown anytime you get the chance (: