I went on Monday (August 5th) to get my hair cut. The woman cut at least six inches of my hair off. Of course, I told her to. It was all the way down my back. Now it's about two inches below my shoulders. Then she dyed my hair black. It looks so much better now. I wish my hair was always this jet black. It's so pretty when it is. My kitty cat named Avalon and I match! As you can see in my picture.
I would love to talk to people! :) I have some friends here, but I only talk to three of them on a daily basis. If some people would be so kind as to message me, I'd give you a unicorn, gallons of coffee, and a pink warfstache!
Slowly but surely I am making my boyfriend Destin love MCR. He said he has not yet found a song by them that he didn't like. Destin also said that the more he hears them the more he likes them, I'm so glad. I've been dating Destin for over two years. So if he likes MCR, our relationship will be that much better >.<
I wish i was nicer to people... I preach and preach that we should make the world better, but i can't seem to find it in myself to be so kind. i'm not kind. I don't like strangers and I don't enjoy talking to people. I'm shy and I enjoy aggravating my friends as they do me.
I brought a few of my friends with me to play laser tag. Dad bought my bf Destin, my friends Hunter, Kayla, Brooke, my sister Elizabeth, my brother Alex, and me armbands that let us play laser tag, mini-golf, go carts, and bumper cars. It was extremely fun! We were there for SEVEN HOURS! Dad bought us pizza and cokes, and my mom came. I was so happy.
My ex-step-mom bought me a Batman wallet and a Batman lanyard. Hunter gave me some perfume, lotion, and germ-x from Bath and Body Works. Destin got me a stuffed animal version of the Pokemon called Tepig!! (AHHH!!!). Kayla cat me some candy.
WHOO!!!!!!! I'm turning sixteen! Going to have a license and get to drive on my own. One step closer to freedom, my beautiful killjoys out there. I'm inviting 6 of my friends to go play laser tag with me :) We will play laser tag, bowling, there are go carts, and a bungee cord! I'm getting a caked themed after "The Hobbit"! I will love this birthday so much lol.
Also, my friend Brooke didn't get to have a party earlier this year and two of my other friends have birthdays coming up soon, so I'm buying them a cake with my own money. It's a small one.
Yesterday My boyfriend Destin and my best friend Hunter came over to play Magic: The Gathering with me. The social contact was nice. Lol. We played MTG, then Hunter played some video games on my PS3. Destin fixed Minecraft on my laptop. I just enjoyed their company for a few hours. They came over at 12:30pm central time and left at 9:00pm. I didn't want them to stay all night. I don't like spending the night or having people overnight. I just like going to bed alone. I'm used to being alone, I guess. :/ Ugh.
This game is so cool. My boyfriend Destin started playing it with his and my friend Josh. Destin showed the card game to me and now I'm hooked. I'm having my friend Brandon build me a card deck out of Vampire and Angel cards. I love white and black card decks. My best friend Hunter told me that the reason I do is because I like the balance of darkness and light. It actually makes perfect sense. I think he is a soul reader... lol. Anyway, maybe you guys should try it out. It's called "Magic The Gathering" I hope you guys give it a chance.
This feeling never goes away. Fuck my life. I just get this sinking feeling in my chest at night right before I go to bed. I hate going to bed alone. I don't want to sleep alone. I want Destin to be there so I can curl up in his arms and rest easy for once instead of crying my eyes out every night. I think he gets annoyed with me because I say that to him every other night and he just doesn't understand. I don't think he ever gets lonely without me there.... My life sucks...
Dad came into my room today while I was working out and looked at my T.V (it was on because if I get really bored, I'll lose my motivation. Ugh.). He said "I'm gonna ground you "....... Hold up one goddamn second, Dad. You're gonna ground me for watching T. V. because I watch it one hour a day four days a week?.... The only reason he wants to ground me is because he doesn't realize that. I work out from 3:45pm to 5:00pm Monday through Thursday. Dad leaves for work at 4:30pm and sees my T.V. on every day. If he was ever here at night, he'd know that my T.V. hours are not excessive!
Mom stole from Walmart. She got herself thrown in jail over a fucking bottle of make-up. Mom is such a dumbass. She says she's a kleptomaniac. She also says she's bipolar, but I don't believe a word she says. She self-diagnosed herself on WebMD. She also just got a brand new apartment that Grandma paid the first month's rent and deposit on. Mom had some money. Even if she didn't, she could have waited to buy it and asked someone for help.
Mom needs to grow up. She is 34 and still hasn't grew out of her teenager stage.