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depressed :(

well. screw my last post. who cares anymore? not me. :'(
talkin' to my friend who's in 1st hour with him told me something that's really killing me inside. That he thinks i like another guy and have totally lost interest in him. So what does he say to it?
"i get it. i've been through that before. i'm done."
IT'S JUST SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D'X i virtually HATE my most of my classes now. WHY? cuz HE'S IN THEM!
I didn't meant to hurt him! and now here i am, sitting here, in front of a stupid piece of machinery typing all my heart out, nearly in tears. But you know what? i'm the one saying screw it! who needs love!? Not me!
But who am i kidding? i still feel for him. i wanna get him back. and i pray that he hasn't COMPLETELY given up on me. *sigh*
So i texted him today, telling him that i don't and never liked the guy he thinks i'm into, and that i'm sorry. wise move? advice please? or comfort. cuz i think i need both. :( thanks.

-Venom V.

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Frustration -_- (it's kind of a rant)

Okay so i've talked about the guy i like before. Well he's been single for almost a month now and his staring is starting to come back. Which i "missed" but i regret it, cuz it's a little weird for me cuz i'm normally the one alone in the back, dark corner of a room blending in with the shadows. So obviously no one looks at me, so i guess it's just new.
We're so different it's hilarious. He's a runner who can run 6 mile in 30 min. and i can barely do 1 without sever breathing problems. He's kinda a jock, while i'm a social outcast. He plays x-box, and is like an A+ student, where as i'm one who cud personally care LESS about school, and just get lost in my music, my art, and my movie make up abilities.
Now i think he's still into me but i have NO FRIGGEN CLUE!!!!
Here's where my WONDERFUL family comes in to help. Here's some of the things he does and i want you guys to help with a final verdict.
~ a lot of staring at me
~ never talks to me

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New Painting

okay so i'm working on a painting of my bass with roses around it. So it's not done yet but, since you guys are my fabulous family, i would love a little feedback so far.

1st pic: my 1/2 done painting

2nd pic: my bass guitar

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IT'S RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

IT'S RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was just outside, in short shorts and a cami, running around my house in the pouring rain! SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

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Proudly a Wolf!

Snake
[ ] Physically, you are very flexible.
[x] You like to have power or take control in most situations.
[x] You are a smooth talker.
[ ] You lie a lot.
[x] You can stretch your mouth very wide.
[x] You intimidate most people.
[x] Most people don't like you. (kinda)
[ ] Your favorite color is green.
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] You have more enemies than friends.
[x] You are cunning.
[x] You like to be alone
Total= 7

Bird
[x] You like to feel as free as possible.
[ ] Most people really like you.
[ ] You are talkative.
[ ] You feed the ducks when you go to the park.
[x] You have been on an airplane before.
[x] You would like to fly someday, airplane or not.
[ ] Your favorite color is blue.
[ ] People say that you have a great sense of direction in life.
[ ] You have a lot of friends.
[x] You have picked up a bird's feather and kept it for a long time.
[ ] You like to be part of the crowd.

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still bored so here i am doing another one of these...

Last:
1. Beverage = black cherry kool aide
2. Phone call = Nicole/Danger Dust
3. Text message you received = Nicole/Danger Dust
4. Song you listened to = Sing -MCR
5. Time you cried = last year
Have you ever:
6. Dated somebody twice = no
7. Been cheated on = yep
8. Kissed somebody and regretted it = no
9. Lost someone special = ya...
10. Been depressed = ya
11. Had a friend turn on you = yesh, yes
Have you recently:
12. Made new friends = yep!
13. Fallen out of love = nope
14. Laughed until you cried = a few days ago
15. Met somebody who changed you = no
16. Found out who your true friends were = no
17. Found out someone was talking about you = yeah
18. Kissed anyone on your friends list = no
19. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life = i have no clue
20. How many kids do you want to have = 1
22. Do you want to change your name = YES!!!!!!!!!!!

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bored.

The Music Game
Pick 5 artists that you love before reading the
questions

1. My Chemical Romance
2. Fall Out Boy
3. Black Veil Brides
4. Panic! At The Disco
5. Lady Gaga

What was the first song you ever heard by 1?
~SING

What is your favorite song of 4?
~Ready To Go (Get Me Out Of My Mind)

What kind of impact has 2 left on your life?
~ Reuniting me with one of my best friends ever, and a lot of fan-girling

How many times have you seen 4 live?
~ i almost but i didn't so none :(

What is your favorite song by 2?
~50/50 between Thriller and (Coffee's For Closers)

Is there any song by 3 that makes you sad?
~Savior

What is your favorite song by 1?
~SO HARD! um...It's Not A Fashion Statement It's A F*****g Deathwish

When did you first get into 2?
~like 6 years ago

How did you get into 3?
~My friend Synthia

What is your favorite song by 5?
~Judas

How many times have you seen 2 live?
~None :''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''((

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Save Yourself I'll Hold Them Back (Prt 37)

(Savannah's Point Of View)

"YOU!" Claire shrieks.
"Yep it's me!!" a girl in a killjoy outfit still swings on the loose cable she swung down on. Swinging one of her legs back, she clothes-lines two dracs and kicks Erie upside the head in the after momentum.
As she jumps down, she takes my hand, yanks me to my feet and drags me away behind her.
"Where Are We Going!?" i shout over the blaring alarms.
"As Far Away From Here As Possible!" She screams back at me. "Also To Find Venom! She'll Know What To Do!"
Venom. I stop dead in my tracks, digging my heels in between the floor tiles so i won't budge.
"ARE YOU NUTS!?! We have To Keep Moving!!" the girl yells at me. The yearning for freedom gives her the look of a person who's gone mad.
"I'm NOT going To Venom Viper. She's The Reason Why I Was Nearly Killed!" i feel like a child throwing a tantrum, but this is what i believe and i'm gonna stand for it.

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Love my dad

Okay so this happened like last summer but i was just talkin' to a friend on here when the subject of Bob Bryar came up. This is what happened between me and my dad, and how i have a connection to the great Bob Bryar:
i over heard my dad talking to my mom:
dad: ya so Bill was ...
mom: Bill who?
dad: Bryar
me: *wtf look* WHOA! How does he spell it!?
dad: B-R-Y-A-R
me: OH MY GOD! That's How Bob Bryar, ex drummer for MCR spells it!!! Can you ask him is he knows Bob!?
dad: yeah sure, next time i see him

3 days later

dad: did you read the text i sent you?
me: what text?
dad: go check
me: *checks phone* message- HE SAYS HE IS HIS SECOND COUSIN.
dad: did you read it?
me: *screams head off*
dad: *mumbles* yeah, she got it.

So glad i have my dad for a dad. :)

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Save Yourself I'll Hold Them Back (Prt 36)

(Savannah's Point Of View)

"AND WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN!!!" Claire's eyes, ablaze of fury.
"Ma'am she just cut him up, threw this at me, told me to bring this to you in one piece and here i am." i reply miserably.
I swear next time i see her, i'm gonna kill her. Ex-friend or not, she still made me carry this rotting piece of meat back to my superior, COMPLETELY humiliating myself!
"Who cut up Who!?!" she snarls coldly at me.
"Kat, and she cut up Thomas."
"WHO!? Code Names!!! You inferior, vermin!" an icy hand makes contact as it cuts across my left cheek. Blood trickles lightly drown my, now swelling, cheek.
"Venom Viper and Draculoid #319." i spit the words back at her. god she just thinks she can bite off anyone's head she wants.