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I had a mini party thing at my house last night :D It was really cool, half my friends started doing this weir Pagan ritual stuff and creeped the Hell out of me and Mel :L (Now Katie's a Pagan XD) But yeah, they were all talking about demons and stuff and I got scared so I sat in the corner with a beer, two ciders and a bottle of vodka, they were all off freaking out about being touched by the Grim Reaper (Dunno what they smoked! o.e) And I was sitting in the corner of the kitchen getting slowly wasted. I had the bottle of vodka and it was about a quarter full by this point, and I was like "Can I be bothered to drink this?" And someone, I forget who, was like "Down it!!!" So I did, and then I reached up and put the empty bottle on the work-surface, I felt pretty triumphant! :3 So yeah, then Kyle also put about 3/4 of a big bottle of vodka in the 1.5 litre bottle of Pepsi and I just sat on the step outside drinking that.

Heya guys, sorry I've noticed that a lot of my blogs have quite a serious element to them O.o It's probably 'cause I'm so bubbly and full of laughter in real life, haha, I don't have much time to be serious around my non internet-y friends...But yeah, I was reading some of the stories and notes on the To Write Love On Her Arms FB page, and it reminded me of a friend. It was really just one story in particular, about drug addiction and stuff, reminded me about one of my best friends throughout secondary school (High school, basically :P) But yeah, don't read this if you don't want to, I'm just writing it 'cause I kinda want to tell someone, but like, not in real life...Like, my best friend hates this guy who I'm about to tell you about, so she wouldn't listen, Jack, well...I dunno I can't talk to him at the moment, I'm not sure if he's alright with my existence on this planet to be honest...And I've told Robin a bit, but not much.

In my last blog I was just saying how at this Open Mic Night I'd just have one beer and leave it at that (Usually one beer leads into two, then three, etc...) And all my friends were like "Pfft, you're never gonna manage that! You'll get wasted!" And I didn't have just one beer...I had nothing! >:D Mwahaha, I stayed sober the whole night, and all my friends were like "Ahh, what's happened to Izzie! She's not falling into bushes and getting hammered! O.o" So yeah, -Raves- I stayed sober for the entire night, and I'm proud! Mwahaha, sorry I'm just a bit overly happy here. :') 'Cause I had loads of opportunities to buy alcohol as well, 'cause there's a Tesco's opposite the Arc (Where Open Mic is held) and my boyfriend is 19 (Legal drinking age here is 18) and I had money on me...So basically I resisted everything, and watched all my friends drink, and I was like "Ahh, I'm super human! >:D" Yeah, I dunno...This is just a happy blog really, and I woke up without a headache and everything.

So it's Open Mic night tomorrow, which is basically where we all meet up in a field, drink a bit... (A.K.A - Get drunk) And then go watch a load of people perform. So my friends and I have been talking about it for like, a week, maybe two now? And they're all like "Oh, so what are you gonna drink then?" And their reactions when I say "Just one beer, maybe nothing at all." Are usually along the lines of "Pfft, yeah right! When was the last time you had JUST ONE beer?!" Like seriously, I've had this conversation with about 8 of my friends now, and each and every one of them has ended up saying stuff like "You'll end up hammered by the end of the night" "One beer will turn into two, which will turn into three!

I'm gonna throw it out there right now, that I'm a fucking failure. And before anyone goes: "No you're not! Believe in yourself!" Etc etc, this is why... Okay basically, I don't know if anyone here knows, I doubt it, but I like drinking erm, a lot. The three pictures with this blog are all from or of, hello, moi. Yeah...Not exactly great right? Like, the first one, of the recycling bin full of empty bottles and cans...I don't even remember that whole weekend. The second one, yeah that's me, lying under Robin's bathroom sink, after having drunk myself into unconsciousness, I then stayed there for an hour and a half, got up, drank some more, and passed out in his bedroom, for another hour, in a puddle of Pepsi. Nice. And then the third picture, lying on the floor of my friend Danii's house...Yeah I'm not even sure anymore. And these can probably be justified by saying something like "Oh but these are just 3 occasions? Right?" No. We're talking about 2, maybe 3 times a week.

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So yesterday, Katie and I won 2 V.I.P. Tickets to watch Bring Me The Horizon, You Me At Six, Lower Than Atlantis, Fearless Vampire Killers (Who we're actually friends with :L) Architects, My Passion, Don Broco, and fuckloads more, play football for charity in the V.I.P. Section of the stadium. It was amazing!!! We were sat in the same area as Oli Sykes, and just behind Lower Than Atlantis, and we hung out with all the bands before hand, and then got to go to the party thing with them afterwards as well :D OMFG, I also met Lee Malia (BMTH) Mike Duce (LTA) and Matt Nicolls (BMTH)...IT WAS AMAZING!!! Bring Me The Horizon are one of my all time favourite bands, so finally getting to meet them made my year :') I can't believe Katie and I won that competition...It's actually just made my life XDD ♥ ♥ ♥

Anyone here got Tumblr? If so feel free to follow meh? :D http://ruffobel-izzle.tumblr.com/ I always follow back, and mainly always blog MCR and Green Day xD So yeah, just gonna throw that out there...:P

If you read my last blog, you might know that my friend Robin asked me out last night, and I was like, uberly over the moon happy, and said yes :)