unreal_bliss's blog

Fell asleep at 3am, got up at 730am.
I had to go with my dad to pick up his car from the shop in my car. We get there, I drive home. & I have an hour before placement testing >.<
I'm too tired for this shit today lol.

Why do you love MCR?

Oh boy, get ready for a paragraph.
I remember when I went to see Green Day back in 05, they opened for them & I had no idea who they were but all I was thinking is 'well this is different'. So when I got back home, I looked them up & listened to a few of their songs & I was just instantly drawn to them. Then I started watching interviews with them & a lot of Gerards interviews. I started feeling like I wasn't so alone, like they knew what I felt like. A loner, loser, depressed. & after my mom died, their music & LOTMS helped a lot, it helped me to not give up & it helped me stop cutting, for the most part. They helped me look at life at a completely different perspective & I love them for it. I'm going to school for medical stuff, but I dream of being a slightly-off center lead singer(:(:(: & maybe one day, I'll fulfill that dream<3.

Favorite song right now. (:
It makes me happy :D.

I'm on my second cup of coffee today :].
& I was on hold with my school for like 20 min before I could reschedule my placement testing -_-.
But anyways, I remember at the Green Day concert, they were pulling people on stage during songs.
& I was so envious of all those people.

I screamed & waved my arms around like a madman but I didn't get picked :[
I mean, I was pretty close to the stage, but I guess not close enough..

My dream is to sing on stage, I would get such a rush that alcohol or self harm could not even compare too [I don't cut anymore & I cut back on drinking, I'm just comparing.]
That is my dream career...if onlyyyy.

It's eating away at my inside.
Like looking through a frost covered window on a cold winter night.
This monster lurks inside my head.
It swallowed all the joy & life
Leaving me for dead.
The whole world is now a void.
That I cannot escape.
Everything looks so paper thin.
Is this just a dream?

Doesn't matter where I go
There's no escape.
Everyone I know, everyplace I go,
Everything is fake.
I forgot my emotions,
Numb is all I know.
Whatever is keeping me here,
Is not letting me go.

Coincidence? or fate?
Lol.

I'm going to be voiceless tomorrow from screaming with joy & singing every word to every song tonight along with Green Day! :D. I still can't stop smiling.

Goodnight MCRmy<3.

Don't take anyones shit!

Okay so me & my best friend Lisa got lawnseat tickets to see green day tonight. & the lawn is behind the stadium, but we still had a pretty good view from where we were at. So afi played then I'm like let's try to move closer. So we're standing at the railing right behind the stadium & the people working there said we can't stand there cuz it's for handicapped people -_-. So we ended up standing near an entrance to the stadium. Guards & a giant beam were blocking our view but we were still having an awesome time.

Not even 20 min into Green Day playing, a couple walks outta the stadium & over to us & says you're about to be the happiest girls in the world, we gotta leave, but here have our tickets!!! :D:D:D:D:D.

So we screamed&screamed&screamed outta extreme happiness & ran into the stadium. We ended up about...20 rows behind the stage which is REALLY close in reality. OMG, I'm still in shock, I'm so fucking happy. OMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so freaking excited! I haven't seen them live since 2005 when they toured with MCR (:

Opening Credits: Rooftops- Lost Prophets.

Waking Up: Girls, Girls, Girls- Motley Crue.

First Day At School: Homies- ICP.

Falling In Love: Chokechain- 3oh!3.

Fight Song: Away from the sun- Three doors down.

Prom: The Reason- Hoobastank.

Life’s OK: Forever- In this moment.

Mental Breakdown: Blue&yellow- The Used.

Driving: Low- Flo Rida.

Flashback: The Saltwater room- Owl City.

Getting Back Together: Last Resort- Papa Roach.

Birth of Child: Saving me- Nickelback.

Wedding: I don't care- Apoctolyptica.

Final Battle: Before I forget- Slipknot.

Death Scene: Helena-MCR