Un-D-Cided20's blog

okay so today our skool went to bloomsburg to see the shakespeare play called hamlet and it was pretty boring it just gave me time to sleep and after it was over and i was outside the theater i set the new standar for getting in trouble

okay well i am still happy as fuck and i just got off the fone with shiny and she is amazing and im gonna be extremely happy for a long time and i just feel so good right now i never want it to end i love you shiny:^) and i hope i always will

okay well i am still happy as fuck and i just got off the fone with shiny and she is amazing and im gonna be extremely happy for a long time and i just feel so good right now i never want it to end i love you shiny:^) and i hope i always will

im so happy right now and i think its gonna last a long long time, only one person is responsible for this extreme happiness she goes by the name of shiny and i just love how 3 words can totally awesomify(i know it isnt a word) my life right now im having so many ideas for new songs and other stuff

this song reminds me of my ex girlfriend she is being a bitch right now and this song basically describes how i feel, sorry its not an actual video its only the song with a picture

well im back where i started im sitting on the floor of my room in the corner in the darkness i havent done anything for awhile i think this is rock bottom if i could drink i would drink until i cant feel feelings anymore, this is the most pathetic ive ever felt and i want it all to end, i hate my life cuz it officially sucks ass and i dont know wat to do anymore

well im still very happy and right now im having so many ideas for a new song im gonna call it Welcome to Hell and as soon as im done with it ill post it in a blog and i should have pics up soon i just havent had time to take one

Well im a hell of alot happier cuz of a person that will remain unknown, i got a crapload of music like: disturbed, placebo, adelita's way and alot of other stuff im going skiing on friday for a field trip and since its my last year at that skool im gonna make sure its memorable, right now im gonna lay in my bed and listen to some of my new music message me or txt me if you dont have my number just ask

okay so im still feeling slightly depressed so i tried to meet new ppl preferrably ppl that understand wat im going through and i found a girl that pretty and alot like me in different ways and and then i found out she lives in another frickin state i mean i finally found someone and this happens so now im trying to accept the fact that i will be alone forever and i will have to take my walks on the beaches alone and i want everyone reading this to know that dreams dont come true so dont spend your whole life chasing one

okay to start off im very happy but i feel kinda bad cuz my exgirlfriends new bf just broke up with her and she is like depressed now, and i know she broke up with me but i still feel care and also i just wanna say thank you to all the mcr fans that helped me through my sadness its because of them that im so happy right now