Un-D-Cided20's blog

Well 2010 sucked ass and I think 2011 is gonna suck even more. all my frends are turning their backs on me and I'm losing all of them. When I'm 18 I'm gonna move away from this place cuz I'm sick of this town. All I want is love, is tht too much to ask. My heart is broken and I don't know wat to do. I'm just giving up. Well ima get to bed cuz its like 630 goodnite everyone

I know december is suppose to a month full of happiness and excitement but I have felt like complete shit I hate christmas cuz I'm not gonna get wat I want. I just wanna leave this town and never come back, public skool has ruined my life its fucked up my emotions. My heart is broken and there is only one person that can help me

Hey everyone. I haven't been on in awhile and I thought I would catch you all up on wats goin on. Well I broke up with my girlfriend and then after being alone for awhile I started searching for another and I finally found her and I got rejected. So now I Am miserable and I can honestly say that if I had one wish I would wish for the courage to end it all

all the pain was really worth it this is a pic of me with my new shirt on and my setpum piercing in i hope u all like it

I got my septum pierced and I'm on the way home. I have to admit it really hurt but its all cool now my mom doesn't like it. But I don't care its already done. Ill have pics up later

Good god I fucking hate my job, I hate everyone here(except my sister) everyone treats me like shit and I can't quit cuz I was forced to get it. Its not fuckin worth the 300 dollar paycheck. Everyone hates me for unknown reasons and my boss randomly changes my work hours then doesn't tell me so I was fuckin late for work today and to make things worse my life fuckin sucks. I'm stuck at home all day and the girl I like has a boyfriend and people wander why I'm soo depressed all the time. I hope things get better. Right now I prolly should be workin but I don't wanna cuz my boss its a fucking dick

Well its 7 am. I gotta to to work and I really don't want to. I think it should be illegal to have to wake up this early well id better go get ready goodbyes everyone

I am soooooo bored and thankfully tomorrow is Friday which means this weekend is gonna be amazing. Im gonna go to the mall and just hang with a few friends. If anyone wants the digits just ask. Also I'm very excited cuz MCR's new album comes out very soon

I got the new bring me the horizon album 2 days ago and it is fuckin amazing. I listened to the first 2 songs and instantly fell in love. Have any of you heard any of BMTH's new music yet? Wat do u guys think of it?

Well a new chapter has begun in my life it is one of depression and seclusion. My day consists of sitting in my room thinking of wat could have been. And right now it might seem as though its a horrible desicion but you will thank me in the end. Maybe it was a good idea and maybe it wasn't ....I guess we will find out