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Back to school/ Am I being weird?

Hey Beasties, this blog today is mainly me venting my inner frustration......
Right now I really don't want to go back to school. This summer holiday I spent quite a lot of time by myself (BY CHOICE!) and I've kinda forgotten how to talk to other human beings. Curse my incredibly socially awkward soul!

Ugh... I used to be so confident... In the past year I've become a lot more quiet, I just don't know. I'm kind of scared to go back because I just don't know what I'll do.....

I like being around people I guess, my group of friends, but not actually being involved in the conversation. Just watching and half listening makes me feel happy, knowing though that if I do say something my friends will listen and include me in the conversation, but choosing to say nothing.
When I do talk, I can talk for AGES, but yea, I guess I just choose not to unless my input is valid, or worth saying.

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Any of you like Hellboy?

Hiya beasties!
Just started copying a scene from Hellboy:The Storm and The Fury. Hellboy is probably one of my favourite comics (next to Watchmen), so this one is really fun to do.
Watcha think?

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Fricken Nightmares...>:(

Okay, so this might seem a little weird, but just, yea.
When I was quite little (about 5-ish) I had a recurring nightmare of a male figure standing in my bedroom doorway or standing by my bed. No features, it was like a shadow, and it didn't have eyes but it was staring at me. It felt threatening and really freaked me out.
Well I haven't had this dream for about 6 years up until recently. (Im 13 at the mo btw)
So now I can't sleep.
I am literally to afraid of this nightmare to sleep.
I just lie awake feeling really anxious and scared, every little noise makes me even more freaked out and I can't even close my eyes because whenever I do I see the nightmare.
This happens almost every single night.

(I do eventually fall asleep and have the nightmare.)

What's wrong with me?
If any of you could help me or anything, please, I need to sleep. I can't handle this anymore. What should I do?

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Haven't blogged in a while...

Hellooooo beasties!
So, I've been away in Scotland with no internet for a week. No. Internet. (I went insaner) So I've done quite a lot of art whilst I was away, and did a ToxicTempest killjoy as well. (It kinda sucks but, y'know), so I might upload some more art at some point.

MCR5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMIGOOOOOOOD GUYYYYYZZZZ!!!! I am FAR to over-excited! (if that's possible)
When I heard Gerard talk about a new album on the spoilers interview thingy, I screamed a little. I love all the albums and i'm sure I will love MCR5 just as much! YAY! so, yea.
XD

I'm also super excited cuz I 'm getting pokemon black soon! Yay! I know its not the newest one, but I never got it when it came out so, yea. Is it good??? <3
x

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Some more art

I won't be posting anymore blogs or anything for a little while, about a week, but I'll be back soon! So I'll just leave you with some more art.

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Harley Quinn

Hiya beasties!
Don't know if any of you guys are into comics, but I just drew Harley Quinn.
So yea...FEEDBACK PLEASE! :D <3

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Harley Quinn

Hiya beasties!
Don't know if any of you guys are into comics, but I just drew Harley Quinn.
So yea...FEEDBACK PLEASE! :D <3

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You are a beautiful person

Hello beasties.
Today I was just searching through the blogs and it caught my eye how many people feel depressed and unloved. I just want to say this.
Life might seem hard, you may feel alone and you might just want to take the easy way out and end it all. Please never do this. Please stay strong and keep fighting. I might not know you and you might not know me but I love you all and YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
Its been said before but please, please, please, please, PLEASE talk to someone, anyone if you feel this way. No one deserves to.
I know that I'm just a person and I'm nobody special, but you are a beautiful person and no one should be able to make you feel otherwise.
<3

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Does anyone wanna talk?

Hiya, does anyone want to talk about anything! Seriously.....ANYTHING.
Music, comics, art.....
So yea..... :D

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Im posting far too many blogs today

1. Your boy side

[ ] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[X] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. (if it's not serious)
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[X] You own a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[ ] You have watched sports on tv.
[X] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are the best
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night ( if I'm cold)
[ ] You have fished at least once.