That is all.
So, my house is currently having work done on it, so the internet was down for about 5 days, and I essentially just died of boredom. My life is so sad lol. :D
Anyways, this morning I returned to the magical world of the internet and had a feels-explosion. BOY DIVISION AND TOMORROWS MONEY HOLY SHIT. I love them both so fricken much!
My favourite is probably Boy Division though. I just love the fact that they sing about jeans (I think...) and yeaaa... LA LA LA LA. It's just so awesome!
Whilst I was away I also did some art. :) SO HERE YOU GO! :D
The first one kinda ended up a bit like revenge
I don't understand why everyone is so worried about beauty and perfection. In my opinion, imperfections are what make people more interesting. I don't know if I think this just because I draw people a lot so stand out/different features are more attractive to me, but I just think imperfections are something people need to accept. I know I'm far from perfect. I don't have perfect skin. I'm not skinny. I have a longish nose with a high bridge. It's okay, because that's the way I look, and I'm always going to look like this, so I should embrace it.
I like that I look different, but in my
[x] You've never done drugs.
[ ] You have a lot of friends.
[ ] You get along with everyone.
[ ] You love soccer.
[ ] You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art.
[x] Favorite music genre is rock.
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory.
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold.
[ ] Good grades at school.
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie.
[x] You plan on going to college/a school.
[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[ ] Politics suck.
Anyone out here who likes Pixies? Yup. That's about it :)
I just wrote a song, opinions would really be appreciated. Please, just tell me what you think, or anyways you think I could improve it.
It's easier to hate you
cuz loving you destroyed me
either way I can't breath
You drowned me
Filled my lungs with lead again
And I would do anything and everything
but it'd still be the same
I can't be near you
but i need to
I need you to
to kill me quickly
I'll be gone without a trace
And we can be strangers
You don't need to recognize my face
And I'd still know you better than you do
But it's easier to hate you
cuz loving you destroyed me
ABOUT ME YAY
1) Age you get mistaken for? People think I'm a couple years older than I am. Im 13, 14 in December.
2) Have tattoos? No, but I want lots when I'm older.
3) Have piercings? No, and I don't want them.
4) Best friend? Beanie. I've know her for about 3 years now, and she saves my life everyday. She's like the thing that keeps me grounded, but we also go crazy and shit. In short, she's amazing and I love her. I also absoloutly love my sister to bits. She's one of the most awesome people I know, and the best thing is that she's the only person I know I'll always have.
In my science class I sit next to a guy, lets call him 'Jack', who is kinda mean to me. I'm in a class seating plan so I HAVE to sit next to him.
So here's what's going on
He does things like kick me under the desk and poke me in my collar bone. I know this isn't too bad (well the kicking hurts, but its not the worst), but he can be really nasty.
I know I'm not skinny, I'm around a size 8-12 in clothes sizes (depending on the store) and I'm not exactly flat chested, but I also know that I'm not fat either, but I can't help but feel bad when 'Jack' pokes me in my side and makes nasty comments
Today whilst in the car my sister and my mum were having a conversation which I wasn't really listening to, so I don't really know what they were talking about, and when I chose to listen in I heard my mum say 'You know Hannah (my sister), we can't all be special'.
As I put my Ipod headphones on and as their conversation faded away to the sound of MCR I had a revelation.
I only have one life. One life to live in and I never get to do it again. This is the only chance I ever have to do anything, and then I'm gone. And my life might be normal. And my life might be mediocre.
A couple of days ago I bought the book 'The Perks of being a Wallflower', It's really, REALLY good! I love it, AND The Smashing Pumpkins is mentioned in it :D