_toniight's blog

damn 30.
that's old.

frank is kinda my role model for life.
so yeah.
i hope he has the best birthday.

and happy ieroween, mcrmy :)

Have you ever used a word like "slaughtermatic" or "blorg" when talking to someone? Did they not know what it meant, and did you wish there was a place to point to that explained it well?

If so, here is that place to point to: the MCRmy Dictionary!

You can use these definitions to explain a word a non-MCR fan might not understand, and submit definitions and/or words you want to be defined through the ask box.

Click HERE to go to the magical land of tumblr, and click follow :)

NOTE: The dictionary is meant for general MCRmy slang, not just DD slang. We're only planning on including DD terms if they're common (like slaughtermatic, shiny, etc) or important (like killjoy, zones, etc.)

Have you ever used a word like "slaughtermatic" or "blorg" when talking to someone? Did they not know what it meant, and did you wish there was a place to point to that explained it well?

If so, here is that place to point to: the MCRmy Dictionary!

You can use these definitions to explain a word a non-MCR fan might not understand, and submit definitions and/or words you want to be defined through the ask box.

Click HERE to go to the magical land of tumblr, and click follow :)

someone really needs to fix that shit up.

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Um. It's really late at night, but I don't feel like going to sleep yet. I took a nap in the late afternoon, and I guess that made me less tired.

My crazy ex boyfriend is going to be moving here in the spring, and I've been really stressing out about it. Even though it's months away. Because, when I say crazy, I really mean crazy. A week or so before I went back to school, he tried to break into my house one night. And he went to school in Maine, and went back.. but got kicked out because he drove his car into a pool. So yeah. He's crazy, and is going to be living really close to me next year, and it freaks me out. Plus I just really don't want to see him ever again.

What else... my friend is in a mental hospital for a month :(
I don't know. Everyone, including me, seems to be going through a hard time right now. It sucks. Hopefully things get better soon.

I haven't posted a lot on here since I got back to school. Long story short, SVA is amazing. I'm so much happier here than I was at NYU. I love my classes, I love my professors, and I love my classmates. Everyone has been so nice. It's pretty much gone beyond my wildest dreams.

I also went to the Camden HCT show. I got to meet Frank and give him a letter. We also hugged. It was amazing. Ray came out as well and signed my ticket, but he didn't stay too long. Still. fdjisafosj I have Ray's signature and Frank hugged me. Frank. Hugged. Me.

I also decided to finally go to a therapist about my social anxiety issues. My first appointment was today, and it went really well. I have another appointment on Monday, but it's with a different therapist who specializes more in social anxiety. I'm a bit iffy about that, since I really like this therapist, but we'll see how it goes. He also runs a group session that I'll be going to.

Who else is going to HCT in Camden tomorrow?!?! I am! Look for a girl with blonde hair and wearing a "Look Alive Sunshine" shirt, shorts and black tights, and Batman converses in the pit. And if you find me, say hi! :D I'll also be waiting by the buses after MCR's set.

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In related news: I was talking to someone on the MCRmy boards who's been going through a rough time lately. Long story short, a lot of shit things have been happening to him, and he's been feeling extremely down and wondering how he's even alive. So I gave him some virtual hugs and gave him some encouragement, to which he said thanks. He had thought of coming to the MCRmy first (after making an appointment with his college's counseling services) because he knew we would understand and would be supportive. I think that says a lot, don't you? He also said that it means a lot that people he hasn't even met care so much about him, to which I said: we're a family, of course we care :)

I found out that I got on the Dean's List last year!
Which is funny... considering I transferred...

But still- something to put on my resume!

Happy birthday to one of the greatest bassists the world has ever seen, Mister MIKEY FUKKEN WAY!

:D

I don't have a facebook.

But my dog, Mona, does:

http://www.facebook.com/monarockss

She's the cutest thing ever, add her :3

http://artattacksaretheweapon.tumblr.com/

This is a project that started on the MCRmy boards. “Art attacks” means making art and leaving in a public space, or making a public space into art. Your mission is to create and then contaminate. And take pictures and submit them to the tumblr.

But don’t do anything too illegal :)

And here’s the first mission! This is easy, and I think anyone can do it. Get some Post-Its, and write or draw something on them. It can be a simple drawing (ex. a peace sign or something) or a bona-fide artwork. Or it can be a message (ex. “The Aftermath is Secondary”) Then, stick them wherever you go. And take pictures and submit it here :)

Spread the word about the project! I'd really love for it to take off.

ALSO: If you don't have a tumblr but want to participate, you can message me with links to pictures, and I will make a post for you!

I woke up today to see a couple of submissions :) Keep 'em coming, guys! <3