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A good friend of mine was released from the hospital yesterday after he gave himself alcohol poisoning. I tried to talk to him at school but he won't even look me in the eye. I don't know what happened but he is definitely something wrong that he doesn't want to talk to me about and I'm worried. He means a lot to me and I hope that I haven't lost him as my friend, but I can't even reach out to him. What should I do?

Well this is something new. Apparently my school doesn't block the My Chem website.

Interesting....

I might post from here more often.
Other than that, there is nothing more to report.
This is the art renegade, signing off.

Wow, I haven't posted in over a month?! That means that i have actually been paying attention to school...........

That can't be good. O__O

I really wish that I had actual friends who liked and listened to My Chemical Romance as much as I do. You guys, the Mcrmy, are fantastic, and I love you to pieces, but sometimes all I need is an actual person to hear and understand me. When I heard about the break up, my heart shattered and I became really gloomy. I went to school and tried to talk to people about it, but it was either that they didn't care, didn't know the band, or just ridiculed me for listening to them. I don't know, is it really too much to ask for?

The journey we have all traveled with this band is done.
My tears have dried up, though my soul will still ache.
However, what's happened is over, and the people are gone.
We will watch the band leave as we stand in its wake.

We'll have to carry on, and brush off the sadness
so we can stand up and remember their glory.
We'll carry the message that led us through madness,
So everyone will know of their gallant story.

To those who fired the bullets, and felt the revenge,
Who died in the parade and respawned as a killjoy with conventional weapons.
I Thank You for the Venom, and for following them To The End.
"So long and good night", will be my Famous Last Words, friends.
Live on the Murder Scene, trade your bullets for love.
Carry on, and Sing it out before they take the light behind you eyes, dove.

*it's crude, but i hope you soldiers will appreciate it.

Keep it ugly. ~Art Renegade

Well today is my birthday, and it was great! I have wonderful friends that I get to spend it with, but it is kinda hard to have fun because it is also the anniversary of my parents' divorce.
Ouch.
:/

Got so much free candy and food because it is my birthday.
Seriously.
my great grandchildren will be obese because of what went down today.

~Food Addict

So my birthday is coming up and I was stoked for it... but now it is kinda bittersweet.I had invited a bunch of friends over, thinking of just doing a sleepover or whatever. Turns out that my bastard for a father is coming over. You see, my birthday is also the anniversary for my parents' divorce. I can't just call it off with my friends, though, because we have been planning this bash for a while. Now they are going to have to meet him.

This should be interesting.

So, yesterday, since it was Self-Harm Awareness Day, I was talking about it to one of my friends, expecting him to have an open mind about it.

wow was I wrong.

First he says, "Why would anyone want to celebrate that?" I tried to explain that it wasn't for celebration, it was to make people aware that it exists because they typically just ignore it and say that there's no way that anyone would do that. He retorts with saying, "yeah, I am able cut myself, so what?"
I've never seen someone so ignorant, and that is saying a lot considering the people I go to school with. Why don't they understand?
It made me kind of pissed off for the rest of the day. How would you guys handle it?

I saw this today, and I must say...
GODDAMN
what a message. It strikes you right in the aorta and makes you bleed emotion everywhere.One of the reasons that I love MCR so much is because of their avid stance against suicide and self-harm. Having known people who have fallen to their own self-destruction in this way, I want to send this message out. Because we are fabulous killjoys. We survived.

<3 Live and prosper, comrades.