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All too Quiet at the Bell of Tacos

So today is just fucking perfect... -.- First, I'm unable to sing... Then I begin feeling lonely around the man of my dreams... And then to top it all off, his brother starts being a fucking dick and bitches him out, which broke my heart for him. Why? Because I fucking fell in love with him. He's hurting, but is doing what I tend to do: pushing everyone away, even if they're trying to help. He's almost an older, taller, male version of me, and that just makes me care for him and love him even more, but he doesn't seem to reciprocate that feeling which is kinda suckish and hurting me even more. It's like I'm repeating my relationship with Octavio after he and I broke up. It fucking hurts.

Well, I'm gonna try to be a comforting person to mr Bond (yes, that's his last name)

Peace

TH.K

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All too Quiet at the Bell of Tacos...

So today is just fucking perfect... -.- First, I'm unable to sing... Then I begin feeling lonely around the man of my dreams... And then to top it all off, his brother starts being a fucking dick and bitches him out, which broke my heart for him. Why? Because I fucking fell in love with him. He's hurting, but is doing what I tend to do: pushing everyone away, even if they're trying to help. He's almost an older, taller, male version of me, and that just makes me care for him and love him even more, but he doesn't seem to reciprocate that feeling which is kinda suckish and hurting me even more. It's like I'm repeating my relationship with Octavio after he and I broke up. It fucking hurts.

Well, I'm gonna try to be a comforting person to mr Bond (yes, that's his last name)

Peace

TH.K

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All too Quiet at the Bell of Tacos...

So today is just fucking perfect... -.- First, I'm unable to sing... Then I begin feeling lonely around the man of my dreams... And then to top it all off, his brother starts being a fucking dick and bitches him out, which broke my heart for him. Why? Because I fucking fell in love with him. He's hurting, but is doing what I tend to do: pushing everyone away, even if they're trying to help. He's almost an older, taller, male version of me, and that just makes me care for him and love him even more, but he doesn't seem to reciprocate that feeling which is kinda suckish and hurting me even more. It's like I'm repeating my relationship with Octavio after he and I broke up. It fucking hurts.

Well, I'm gonna try to be a comforting person to mr Bond (yes, that's his last name)

Peace

TH.K

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All too Quiet at the Bell of Tacos...

So today is just fucking perfect... -.- First, I'm unable to sing... Then I begin feeling lonely around the man of my dreams... And then to top it all off, his brother starts being a fucking dick and bitches him out, which broke my heart for him. Why? Because I fucking fell in love with him. He's hurting, but is doing what I tend to do: pushing everyone away, even if they're trying to help. He's almost an older, taller, male version of me, and that just makes me care for him and love him even more, but he doesn't seem to reciprocate that feeling which is kinda suckish and hurting me even more. It's like I'm repeating my relationship with Octavio after he and I broke up. It fucking hurts.

Well, I'm gonna try to be a comforting person to mr Bond (yes, that's his last name)

Peace

TH.K

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All too Quiet at the Bell of Tacos...

So today is just fucking perfect... -.- First, I'm unable to sing... Then I begin feeling lonely around the man of my dreams... And then to top it all off, his brother starts being a fucking dick and bitches him out, which broke my heart for him. Why? Because I fucking fell in love with him. He's hurting, but is doing what I tend to do: pushing everyone away, even if they're trying to help. He's almost an older, taller, male version of me, and that just makes me care for him and love him even more, but he doesn't seem to reciprocate that feeling which is kinda suckish and hurting me even more. It's like I'm repeating my relationship with Octavio after he and I broke up. It fucking hurts.

Well, I'm gonna try to be a comforting person to mr Bond (yes, that's his last name)

Peace

TH.K

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All too Quiet at the Bell of Tacos...

So today is just fucking perfect... -.- First, I'm unable to sing... Then I begin feeling lonely around the man of my dreams... And then to top it all off, his brother starts being a fucking dick and bitches him out, which broke my heart for him. Why? Because I fucking fell in love with him. He's hurting, but is doing what I tend to do: pushing everyone away, even if they're trying to help. He's almost an older, taller, male version of me, and that just makes me care for him and love him even more, but he doesn't seem to reciprocate that feeling which is kinda suckish and hurting me even more. It's like I'm repeating my relationship with Octavio after he and I broke up. It fucking hurts.

Well, I'm gonna try to be a comforting person to mr Bond (yes, that's his last name)

Peace

TH.K

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In Recent News....

Well, it would seem that I'm now a guy... I was just sent an email for male issues treatment... I'm feeling quite disturbed about this...
Also, I have a new friend with benefits in Mississippi. His name is Daniel Bond. And he's 21... Me gusta...
I'm bored out of my wits over here... But I'm finding ways to entertain myself.
Welp, I needs to go...
Peace!
TH.K

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A Cause for Much Celebration

Whooooo!!!!! I'm in the select ensemble for choir which is equivalent to a professional choir!!!!! I worked my ass of to get in, so I'm really honored and excited that I got in!

Das all. Peace :)

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First Day Away From Home, Loneliness Ensues...

Hello, everybody, sorry that I haven't been on in around two months, I'm back now.

So, I just started college. Today was my first day and I survived successfully. I need coffee, yes, but I'm here and alive. And terribly lonely...
I currently go to Jones' Junior College in Mississippi, but I lived in California with my parents. I'm a little far from them right now...
I've never really lived away from my relatives that I know very well before, so I'm kinda depressed and trying to hold back tears as I type. I'm happy with my roommates, they're fantastic, but I need someone I know well to be there. I'm starting over all over again on my own. I'm not sure I like it... Yet.
If anyone wants to talk, my inbox is open to all.

Peace,
TH.K

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Guys, Help...

Some random number that I don't wen know is messaging me telling me that I'm fat and that they hope I die and drop out of college. I'm literally shaking and my stomach is doing flips and I can't even think straight. What do I do? Please help.