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the rain poured on my window out side. i sat on my bunk with my headphones on staring at the white walls that surrounded me. I am here and I am insane. in this place that says i am crazy. this place that forces pills down my throat to keep me calm. i don't like it here. not at all. i want out. i want to escape. but i will never get out. they will never let me out of here because i am insane. i am crazy. i am here in this place that tells me what's wrong with me and trys to fix me. but i don't need to be fixed. i need to be set free. but they won't set me free. because they say i am crazy. that i will hurt people. but i would never hurt anyone. not unless they hurt me first. if they hurt me then i would hurt them. but they would never hurt me. only mean people hurt me. i don't like mean people. these walls echo the sound of my pain. my skin crawls with my distain for this place. my music plays louder than anything else in the room. it seems to be the only thing making sound.

so, it seems that My Chemical Romance's beloved drummer Bob Bryar has decided to leave the band. for this reason i am not sure but i have decided to write my thoughts of remembrance for him. As a fan, i wish to say that in the years of watching the band grow, i have indeed grown myself as well. the music My Chemical Romance has made has changed the lives of so many and to this, the fans owe them so much more than just a letter. though i do not know the band personally, while listening to them play on repeat within my earbuds of my iPod, i feel as if they are sitting right next to me, telling me it will be ok.

Ok, i'm starting a new story. so, here's the plot

Name: Hannah Jones
Age: 17
Eyes: Purple
Hair: Black with red tips down to her mid-back. one white streak at the front bangs (think Rouge in X-Men)
Piercing: One lip ring, and Industrial in her Left ear, 6 Gauge ear studs.
Tattoos: a black rose on her inside left wrist, 2 black stars on the inside of her right wrist. a bleeding butterfly on her shoulder and a red and black shooting star on the right side of her neck.
Born: October 31st, 1993 in Newark, NJ.
History: At age 12 her mother OD'd and died. her father had left when she was little so she never really knew him. she was thrown from foster home to foster home, never really fitting in because of her dark sense of humor and musical choice.
Music: Green Day, Marilyn Mansion, Rise Against, Iron Maiden, Minor Threat, Social Distortion, Iron Butterfly and the Misfits.

I received a comment from McrmyMarc95 that said he/she thought my story was going down hill after the fight between Alex and Kyle. I kinda agree with him/her. I'm thinking of re-doing every chapter after that point and taking away the fight all together.
but my problem is.....i've got ZIP on Idea's. I really didn't want to Kill Alex, (he was my favorite) and I feel like I forced him back into the story too fast. I know I skipped out on alot of details. another thing is I don't necessarily like this Danny kid I've created. I think he takes away from the story but I have no other ideas.

so, as the reader of my story, tell me, should I

a. re-do the entire thing and if so, give me ideas to add drama to it w/o the fight between Alex and Kyle
b. keep going with what i've got
c. scratch parts of it, but keep the fight. again, if so, give me ideas to keep Alex in the picture/alive

ALEX WILL BE IN THIS ONE!!!!
so.......on to chapter 16!

---------------------------(Danny)

wow, its been a while hu? well I'll cut right down to it. because they are semi-back together this chapter is all from Kyle and Alicia's point of View. K? I'll bring Alex back into it in not this one but next chapter. I don't know. we'll see how it goes.

----------------------------------(Alicia)
I opened the door, and what I saw made my breath hitch in my thought. tears welt up in my eyes as I stared at my best friend. "oh, Kyle"
he was lying in the hospital bed with wires running through his veins and an Oxygen mask on his face. my heart broke. slowly I walked to his side and sat down whispering things like "oh kyle I'm so sorry" and "its all my fault. I should have stopped it sooner" I grasped his hand and stared at him. his chest rose then fell, rose then fell. I listened to the rain outside as the storm raged on. Danny stood behind me, placing his hand on my shoulder startling me. I jerked my head around to see that it was him, relaxing again.

wow, its been a while hu? well I'll cut right down to it. because they are semi-back together this chapter is all from Kyle and Alicia's point of View. K? I'll bring Alex back into it in not this one but next chapter. I don't know. we'll see how it goes.

----------------------------------(Alicia)
I opened the door, and what I saw made my breath hitch in my thought. tears welt up in my eyes as I stared at my best friend. "oh, Kyle"
he was lying in the hospital bed with wires running through his veins and an Oxygen mask on his face. my heart broke. slowly I walked to his side and sat down whispering things like "oh kyle I'm so sorry" and "its all my fault. I should have stopped it sooner" I grasped his hand and stared at him. his chest rose then fell, rose then fell. I listened to the rain outside as the storm raged on. Danny stood behind me, placing his hand on my shoulder startling me. I jerked my head around to see that it was him, relaxing again.

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I made this Video using the movie UltraViolet and the song 'All the Little things" off the Wanted soundtrack. tell me what you think. and be nice, though constructive criticism is welcomed

the vote for who shall live and who shall die ends today at 9 PM tonight. get ur votes in now or i'll make one for you!