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We'll carry on!

Dear Friends

This morning I awoke to find out that our beloved my chemical romance have decided to call it a day. Am I sad? Yes. Slightly angry? Yes. But now I've began to think "Let's be glad that it happened and not sad because its over". My Chem have given us so much these past 12 years and we should remember it so I don't think we should be writing on social networking sites "R.I.P MCR" because that means that this band have been allowed to die (which they haven't and will not). We will hold our heads high and sing these amazing gifts this band has given us loud and clear!

~Talkinwithalaserbeam

xxxx

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Clearing harddrive space

Hey guys...my harddrive is close to full so I have to delete some things, I don't want to completely get rid of what I'm about to post. I wrote this poem (according to the computer) in May 2011 and its profound lets just say that.....tell me what you think.xxxx

-Talkinwithalaserbeam

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The truth?

One of those moments
The ones when
Life’s in your left hand
Deaths in your right

When you’re stuck
In the cycle
Life’s going nowhere
Nothings gonna happen

Hiding in the dark
Locked yourself
In a room
With no way out

Suffocating and
Choking on your lies
And false smiles
And dreams of the past

When a chapter ends
Another begins
But what happened to yours
Didn’t go as planned

Telling yourself
Things will get better
But where’s the truth
A thousand lives away

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Late night/Early morning rambles

I failed at the thirty day song challenge....the heck? Ah well.

Anyway its ten minutes till two in the morning and I'm only up waiting for my phone to fully charge coz I don't like leaving it plugged in overnight :{. Its a new phone, Nokia Lumia 800....first impressions; yeah its cool, its sleek, easy to work (despite me sucking at touch screens) but I can't download apps (because I'm a 'child', its not like I'm 10 or anything) and I can't seem to manage transferring my photos etc from my old phone to this one :\. I'm really grateful for it, my dad got me it because my old phone was costing too much with top ups and all and I couldn't contact him with it.

Theres more going on in my life than just a new phone....................................................................I should be studying around this time for exams in December and I've started but I'm just brilliant at procrastination (I'm so good that I really don't need to practice it).

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Day 5 ~ A song that reminds you of someone

Soooo I've been super busy this week and couldn't post, so this is late :) ah welllll
I went to see the Sound of Music and American Idiot (both of which are amazing =D I love theatre) and to some old friends party.

The person that the song reminds me of is my best friend Jazz :)

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Day 5 ~ A song that reminds you of someone

Soooo I've been super busy this week and couldn't post, so this is late :) ah welllll
I went to see the Sound of Music and American Idiot (both of which are amazing =D I love theatre) and to some old friends party.

The person that the song reminds me of is my best friend Jazz :)

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Day four ~ A song that makes you sad.

:'( ^

Love and prayers to all affected by Sandy. I hope you are ok :)

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Day Three ~ A song that makes you happy

Sorry U2....30 seconds to mars own this shit :)

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Day two ~ Your least favourite song

I really hate Coldplay

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Day one ~ Your favourite song

<3

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I really should go to bed.....

....because in about twelve hours I'm going to meet a therapist. I keep over-stressing. I hate talking to people because they always seem to think they know whats going on and that they understand but they don't....or at least if they do they don't listen and ask too many questions. I hope this lady's not like that.

As I said earlier, I'm over-stressing. I have preliminary exams in less than 40 days that I haven't even began studying for, I can't study for them though because I just stress out too much while trying to study and I get stressed out if I don't attempt to study at all, one of those vicious circle situations.
I keep saying stress, like saying stress enough is going to make the stress go away.....stress....stress.....stress...stress................