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I Miss My Grandma.

I feel partially empty. I feel bad for saying that because I am happy with where my life is and happy with the people in it... But I miss my grandma so much. My heart is still broken and part of me is still gone. I miss her so much. She was the only one that I felt like I could talk to. But... Oh well. Just another blog where I vent to no one, yay.

Who Else is Happy that 2010 is Finally Over?!

ME! This year has been the shittiest, yet best year ever. I'm so glad it's over. It's such a huge relief. Now, it is time to party. Rock hard, my fellow Killjoys.

Merry Christmas?

Well... I think this will be the most difficult holiday season I'll ever go through.
It's the first without my best friend in this world and the only person that I feel has ever really loved me as much as I love them - my grandma.
She was an amazing, beautiful woman. She could always make me laugh. She would listen to me and understood, unlike many adults in my family. She actually informed me of things, instead of trying to "protect me" and keep things from me. She wasn't afraid. She had many terrible things happen to her, but she always seemed happy and strong. And she was.
She was my hero.


Why does the world have to be so judgmental?
Why do people have to be so ignorant?
Why should you have to be afraid of what people say because you dress differently?
Why should you have to be afraid of what people say because you don't wear Hollister clothing and cologne?
Why should you be afraid of what people will say because you're not into their kind of music?
Why should you be afraid of what people say because you're not into sports like them?
Why should you be afraid of what people say because you're not "popular" or "normal"?
Why should you have to be afraid to admit you're gay?


So, my best friend got me Danger Days the day after my birthday, since it was released the day after. I am so happy. I've listened to the entire album every day since. It's just truly amazing. It doesn't sound like old My Chem, but it's amazing because they haven't changed that much like many bands tend to do. I'm very happy for them and they deserve the best. This is truly an amazing album. Not that I thought they would let me down. They haven't in the past and I believe they will continue to be great no matter what.
Best wishes<3

Sitting. Waiting. Wishing. [For the New Album!] And Recalling the Past.

As I'm sitting here, wishing I could have gone out and bought the new album today, I've just been recalling all the times My Chem has saved my life. They were there for me when no one else was. They made me feel like I wasn't alone for once in my life. They taught me to not be afraid. They mean so much to me, yet I have never met them once in my life. I think that a band is pretty damn epic if they can affect so many people so positively without ever meeting them. Here's to you, My Chem; my heroes.

Three Years.

It's been three years. Three years of waiting for My Chemical Romance's new album. I have been hearing about a new album for quite awhile, but now that it's almost here... Words can't describe how happy I am. My Chem are my heroes and the album is worth the wait because I know they won't let me down. And since it releases a day after my birthday, I'm extra-happy. I really hope that someday I will get to see them in concert; maybe even meet them. I don't want to get my hopes up too high, but I'm not going to give up. I'm determined to see my heroes in person.