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I feel so bad for them. These people have endured the most terrible thing a parent could ever go through. A child ccould ever go through. I think about the kids who had to sit and watch as their friends got shot. As their teachers died. I swear, whoever did it....sigh. Just...sigh.

xo

e

Ok lets just say somebody made your best friend(almost like your sister) cry. Really. fucking. HARD. What would want to do? EVERYTHING. Just fucking tear their fucking hair out and fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-Ok, Im done. But somebody made my best friend cry. And with me, THATS A DEATH WISH. YOU ARE CROSSING A FUCKING LINE -____- I am so pissed. I just wish....I wish she never was embarassed or anything that happned tonight. Just no. You dont fuck with my friend and get away with it. Just fucking no.

NANANA

The video features a strangely garbed outlaw gang called the Killjoys (Gerard Way as Party Poison, Mikey Way as Kobra Kid, Ray Toro as Jet Star and Frank Iero as Fun Ghoul), who are being pursued in the badlands around Battery City by the sinister executive Korse (Morrison) of Better Living Industries (BL/ind) and his vampire-masked henchmen (the Draculoids); in between battles with Better Living, the gang are indulging in pornographic magazines, fast driving, and hacking vending machines. The Killjoys have a young girl as one of their members (portrayed by Grace Jeanette), who BL/ind is out to capture. At the end of the video, after a Mexican standoff, the Killjoys lie defeated on the ground, and Missile Kid has been captured by Korse and the Draculoids. Korse tells the Killjoys to "Keep running." The music video for later single "Sing" is a companion piece and continues the story of the Killjoys and BL/ind.

It's about a prostitute who is homeless and does drugs then overdoses one night. But, its based off a homeless girl named Angel, Ed Sheeran (artist of this song) met while working at a home for the homeless. Its basically saying everyones an angel. No matter youre imperfections, or youre issues youre somebodys angel. :)

Yep, that's me. :/

xo

e

XD CANT EVEN BREATHE XD LAUGHING SO HARD XD

Do you know how great this week has been?! It's been so amazing! *sarcasm* During this week I:
1. I TOTALLY embarassed myself by finding out that person I though I was dating, is not dating me.
2. Got shoved into a locker and two trash cans by people I didn't even know at school.
3. My best friend basically calls me "emo." Well, she was talking about how I wasn't allowed to stay home alone. and she said too my two other friends: "Oh she'd totally be like *makes cutting motion across wrists while she speaks* 'Oh god, I can't handle all the pressure! Oh no!' if she was left home alone. *laughs*"

xo

spiderr

Gerard Way:
[] Born in April
[] You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
[] Born a leader
[x] You love drawing
[x] You love singing
[x] You don't take crap from anyone
[x] You're afraid of needles
[x] You call your friends by their last names instead of their first names
[] You have siblings and love them
[] You have brown/green eyes
Total: 5

Mikey Way:
[] Born in September
[] You play bass
[x] You don't have asthma
[x] You are near-sighted
[x] You wear glasses
[x] You've had the urge to stick a fork in the toaster
[x] Seen as the little amongst your family and friend
[] You are the youngest sibling
[] Skinniest in your group of friends
[] You stuck a heater in the shower
Total: 3

Ray Toro:
[x] Born in July
[x] You play guitar
[] You have a scar on your head
[] You can't swim
[] You've got a fro
[] You're 6'1''
[x] You're shy
[] You wear contact lenses

[] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[] watched porn
[] bought porn
[] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[x] been to a bar (damn dad...)

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

[] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade

I don't. I really don't. Maybe because of my depression, maybe because of life in general, but I stopped smiling. Real smiles. I only smile now to make people think I'm okay, but it's all...so...fake. Like I wish I could smile for real again. A real smile. But I can't. When I smile, or laugh, it's forced. It's like, that's funny so I HAVE to laugh. I've been wearing a mask for too long. Too fucking long.